We sat in semi-darkness and didn’t use the Mind Mirror EEG.
Liz did the opening prayer as I tuned in.
I was soon controlled and the communication began...
‘All forms of mediumship are valuable, are produced to help the understanding of all who live in your physical world. Those who seek to understand, those who find their pathways directed to mediumship will begin to build up within themselves an understanding, they will create an understanding within themselves based on what they experience, what they experience themselves as mediums and what they experience from the delivery of others, those who too possess what you understand as mediumistic abilities, for the physical world can be seen as something... can be seen as a part of something greater and the medium can be understood as delivering something from that greater world. You as a physical human being have to rely on your own understanding of your world but in your imagination you can build up, you can construct a new world, a world where you see yourself progressing to. You begin to understand the physical world as a starting point, a point where you develop into a character, develop your own beliefs and understandings and as you grow older you shape yourself into a combination of all those experiences, all those beliefs, and as you understand it you then take that understanding into a new world, a new place, something invisible to the physical eyes for as a physical being you have to understand things in a physical way and yet there is so much more. You can feel that there is more but you cannot put it into words, cannot put it into pictures, you have to rely on mediums and those who have developed the ability to travel outside of the body to report back to you, but this is merely interpretation, it is not quite how it is. You too will interpret that what you hear, that what you receive’
‘But there is another way to find out, another way to experience something beyond the physical world. Look at yourself, look at how you live your life in this physical world, see how you react to the situations and events which become a part of your life, see that reaction in a new environment, an environment that is not physical, an environment where feeling... an environment where you have to rely on your feelings to understand. It is not a place, it is not a construction, it is a gathering of minds, a gathering of consciousness, each consciousness has gone through physical lives, many physical lives and reached a point where life continues without the need of a physical world. The physical world is indeed a starting point, but you can move on from that world, you can begin to live as pure consciousness. A new world will develop around you. You have the power within you to create and each moment becomes a new idea, an idea that develops, an idea that is shared as each consciousness produces their own ideas. A picture will form. That picture is a reflection of all that you have become, a combination of all the lives, all the experiences that you have had up to this point and it is compared to the pictures created by other consciousnesses as they gather, as they share their memories and together they create a combined picture representing all of their lives, all their experiences. This picture remains the same until a new idea is developed’
‘Allow your mind to wander, allow your mind to take you out of the physical world and try to understand, try to create this picture for yourself, try to understand what you have become, what you are now and understand how you became what you are. Feel what you are, are you happy with what you are now? What can you do to improve? See yourself from the perspective of others, they too have their own picture and you see their picture too. You are all living your lives in this physical world but you are also living a greater life without your knowledge but you can understand that greater life when you try to understand yourself, when you try to understand what you have become’
‘Life is very simple; you do not need to complicate your life. You are receiving information and you are working with that information. You are trying your best to live a life, a positive life, a life that creates for you a pleasing picture. Keep that simplicity in your life. If you allow complications to enter your life that picture will dull, will become something that you do not like, it creates negative feelings within yourself. Live a simple life, be who you are, do not try to be something different for that will complicate your life. Be who you are and allow the way you live your life to change the way you are for the positive’
‘You are all working together as one, you are not competing against one another. Someone else's success is your success. Help one another to be a success and you too will succeed in living a productive but simple life and the picture you create will be a beautiful picture, devoid of confusion, full of love. Follow your dreams, believe in your dreams, be the real you for that is what you have created. Each step provides news opportunities to develop that creation into something more perfect, more loving, more embracing. You are a part of an evolving machine, an important part. Keep that machine in full working order and you are playing your part well, thank you, thank you my dear friend. Please continue with your session this evening. We will continue with our words at the next meeting, goodnight’
Liz... ‘Goodnight friend, God bless you and thank you’
Liz then tuned in...
‘Got a sense of somebody, he’s showing himself in his 50s or 60s, could be a little older, his ears are sticking out slightly, he’s got a flat cap, medium height, his hair feels wispy, grey or white under his cap, well shaven, pinkish face, quite open. He feels a very friendly harmonious personality, someone with a love of gardening, and a love of horses too. A sports jacket, checked tweedy jacket, light coloured clothing, flannel trousers. He's making me feel he has a ticket for something, maybe a ticket for a horse show? Sensing a train, making me feel Devon, I think it’s a mixture of business and a holiday trip. It's something to do with flowers. Don’t know why but I’ve got the name Polperro. Got a sense of movement, feels like I could be on a boat, an open boat, small boat. Connection with flowers and the Scilly Isles’
‘Then Terence Rattigan comes in, that’s an author, something to do with the moon and sun’
‘When I first started, I felt that your grandfather was here but I don’t know which one, don’t know if this gentleman is connected in some way?’
‘I'm getting a sense of muddy boots now, there’s fishing on this holiday. He just seems to be on his own. He’s gone to view something, something to do with a newspaper, an advert, keep coming back to it being property. Taking me back to horses again, race courses, which is something to do with Travis but he doesn’t look like Travis or feel like Travis. Got the word PayPal, wondered if he was visiting a pal or friend? He's either a cousin or a friend, someone connected with the family. He's showing me a situation where he was having a new start in life, an opening or some new venture. I have a refreshing feeling of freedom, taking a new step towards something. He's giving me the feeling the horses are in the stable, everything’s all sorted and tied up, like tying up a few loose ends, it’s a dream of a lifetime. He's giving me a sense of comfrey, something you use with bruising or broken bones, to help with healing, so I'm not sure if he’s telling me he came a cropper. He makes me feel that travelling was part of his job, he had to travel a bit so he was used to making journeys but this was a bit different. He’s reminding me of Dan who sat with us’
‘I'm now feeling the presence of a lady who looked after other ladies, a carer, somebody who looked after elderly ladies. She's an older lady with dark grey wavy hair, a bit formidable, sort of matronly, she’s giving me the feeling of somebody back in the 50s, but she was already old so she’s dressed in older period type dress. I just got the name Mrs Brinkman, that’s a name I remember of somebody who looked after my grandmother. Seems to be very little to be said, just connected me with Sarah’s mother for some reason, but whether it was a grandmother on her side making herself felt. The sense I got was she could be somebody that had been looking after her or in spirit looking after Sarah’s mum. Because of the way she was appearing, quite old fashioned, it made me feel it’s from an earlier period’
‘I've got the sense of your grandfather again, on your mother’s side I think, I feel that was the gentleman with the flat cap. Got a sense of smoking with him. Just asking if there’s anyone who wants to say anything to you and I just get yippee yay yo, sort of cowboy type. Just like I'm feeling the gang are all there but maybe because I'm tired I'm not getting anything very clearly. I'm still feeling this gentleman with the flat cap, with a cigarette in his fingers, it’s almost like he’s got a calculator, something to do with counting, whether he was making a purchase, calculating costs’
‘I think I'm going to say thank you now and leave him on that lovely sense of a holiday, it was almost like something that was planned but got aborted, not sure if that move was made... thank you for making yourselves felt, good night and God bless you’
There are a few things which tie up with my grandad on my mother’s side particularly the love of gardening and flowers but not enough to make me think it was really him. There are also some things that tie up with the lodger who lived with my gran and grandad. He was very keen on fishing and liked being on his own. I can’t remember what happened to him after my grandad died and gran went into a care home but he would have had to find somewhere else to live which would have been a new venture. Maybe the advert in the newspaper was how he found a new property to live? I have a vague memory of either my grandad or the lodger being into horse racing but I can’t be sure and the lady carer isn’t ringing any bells with me. Something that was interesting, and possibly Liz was getting this psychically from me or from my grandad and the lodger who may have been with me at the time, was that I had just purchased a ticket for a revival meeting at Goodwood and I'd payed with PayPal. It is a motor racing meeting but Goodwood is also well known for horse racing and people who go to it usually dress up in old fashioned clothes like what was mentioned in the first paragraph...
I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...