We had the room setup as usual.
At 8.15pm I did the opening prayer, turned out the light and
put the music on.
We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise…
Liz started off surrounded by snowdrops in a garden with a
low wall around it and water was trickling amongst the snowdrops in little
rivulets going through holes in the wall. Liz climbed over the wall and down a
bank of bluebells to a beautiful stream. She was entranced by the reflections
in the stream and there were deer drinking from it. A kingfisher went flashing
past and it said ‘note me I’ve told you
this before’ and Liz realised she’d seen this kingfisher in many situations
and that it was a magical symbol, it was telling Liz it was more than a
kingfisher. Liz looked into the water and saw fish then realised she could see
with the eye of the fish and the eye of the kingfisher, there was something
about eyes and the eye was telling Liz that it was the bridge and the rainbows
in the stream. The importance of the eye and the seeing was to see through the
water and to be between the two mediums. It was like a glass barrier, like
through the looking glass. All Liz had to do was look beneath the surface of
the water or into the water and it was the character of the water like your
name written in water which was no name. It was the seeing of this, of what we
call the shadow land but as Liz looked through it she realized it wasn’t a
shadow land but it was a land in which the normal framework of reference wasn’t
there. There was a knowing of form in the absence of any form, you could almost
create or feel anything you wanted and in that moment Liz created out of the
sparkling drops of water an enormous cathedral with chandeliers of light. It
was a wedding and Liz was a bride walking down towards an altar full of lights.
Then she thought where is the bride groom? There wasn’t a bride groom, it was a
wedding for one and ahead of her on a throne were a succession of eyes, the eye
was not just the seeing eye it was the I, all the I’s and this wedding was a
coming together of all the different I’s and Liz found herself being married to
herself. She came to the throne and was a sovereign on her own throne, she’d
come together with all the I’s and then there was a brilliant white light of
sparkling diamonds which was the I and also the seeing eye. It was a reality
that was not of the same framework but it was utterly creative…
I started off looking at an egg in an egg-cup and as I
watched the top of the egg started to crack and a little chick popped out and
jumped to the ground shaking itself off. It started growing as I watched and
became a golden eagle. It was literally golden, a shining gold colour all over.
It stood there for a while looking like it wanted to take off. I felt I wanted
to go with it so jumped on its back and then I became the eagle and I took off
up into the sky. It was very dark, I couldn’t see anything until eventually I
saw lights on the horizon and as they got closer I saw they were like search
lights shining out into the dark. Then I realised that they were people on the
ground searching for information and understandings about what lies beyond the
physical world and it occurred to me that they were searching in the wrong
place. They were looking beyond themselves into the darkness but should really
be looking within themselves to get their answers. I placed my wings on the
ends of each light beam then descended down squashing the beams back into the
people illuminating them and the beautiful scenery around them. I couldn’t hold
the beams down for long and had to let them go plunging everyone back into
darkness but I hoped I had given them a glimpse and a realisation that they
needed to look within themselves for their answers…
I put the music back on and we continued the session…
It started looking light and misty in the room to me then I
saw a few bright blobs coming and going and felt tightness around my forehead.
Liz began to speak…
‘A large wheelbarrow,
someone pushing it, got the name William Harvey… Just before that I had the
sense of all these people I have known that have died and felt this incredible
sense of gratitude towards them all that they were there, it felt very real’
‘I’ve got the name
Jenifer and a face but I can’t place it’
Me… ‘Can you describe
the face?’
‘It was elderly,
attractive, small, dark, looked Italian or Jewish, striking, fine bone
structure, high cheek bones, short curly hair, not frizzy, becoming grey,
thinish face, sunken cheeks’
‘I sense a connection
of the wheelbarrow and William with pigs, pig sty’
‘Got the name Leslie
and before that the name Nicodemus’
‘I’ve got an African
presence, I’ve got an African face carved out of dark wood, ebony, it’s a book
end. I sense the person is a woman, she’s smiling to my right’
‘I’ve got the name
Sonia’
‘For some reason I’ve
got a string of pearls and the image of stamps, lots of letters’
‘I’ve got wickedness
or Wikipedia, something like that, ash or ash tree, got the names Sheila and
Gloria’
‘I’ve got Heather and
Arafat’
‘Principalities,
kingdoms, heaven has none of these. I don’t know if that’s true or not… I have
a kingdom of kindness and we have the kingdom of hate that is ruled by an iron
fist. Which one would you rather have, the kingdom of kindness or the kingdom
of hate, both can be Earthly in our dense world full of multiple kingdoms, the
kingdoms of cats, kingdoms of nightjars, it’s like a hall of mirrors. How would
you navigate your way through such a world of such complexity and multiplicity
of kingdoms? You have a thread, a golden thread, a thread of kindness or a
thread of hatred, you can choose a thread to weave your way through, to give
you a reference point as you progress through the kingdoms of the Earth into
the kingdom of heaven but you know how slippery threads are so you have to grip
firm and thread that thread through the eye of your needle which is your eye so
it becomes fastened at your end. Don’t let that thread be pulled through your
eye or out of your grasp, keep hold of it. If you have chosen the thread of
kindness you constantly web that thread every day and reposition your needle,
the needle of your eye, the eye of your needle. Whichever of the kingdoms of
the Earth you tread that thread holds fast, helps you to navigate, to make
sense. In this way the baby coming into the world, it’s the kindness, the
smiles of the mother and the family, those around, that act as the initial
kindness and helps to remind, to grab hold of that to start. Never
underestimate the importance of that positivity, that kindness, that goodwill.
In the kingdom of the elephants we see how important that kindness, the
kindship in which the new life is welcomed, that is a lasting thread and it
sets the tone which is a soul quality, that sense of reciprocity, of welcomeness,
of enjoyment, of embrace for each is one separate part of a whole, both a part
and a whole and this paradox of being needs that thread of guidance to hold and
remind the great mystery of togetherness, apart yet together, alone yet at one’
‘I’ve got Benjamin,
capsicum, I see a pepper plant containing many seeds and each seed becomes
another pepper plant and this goes on for years. I also see that strain
weakening, needs to cross fertilize, needs to strengthen by mixing with others
the old mendelian breeding intermixing for strengthening in and creating new
species’
‘Temperament or
testament, taint… I have a feeling that what is important is not the purity of
the strain, mixing is very important but purity isn’t in the physical strain
it’s in the thread, the emotional, spiritual thread, that thread of intent of
the original choice of kindness or hate. It’s that that needs to be kept pure,
that’s the important ingredient through all the transformations and
evolutionary twists and turns. The purity of the thread of consciousness, the
sense of direction, of quality. The physical is not important in the sense of
purity and strain. So that’s where the saying comes that the true family is a
spiritual family but that has nothing to do with religion, nothing to do with
belief but a much deeper level of connection to the original thread and we hope
that the thread is the thread of kindness because that is the one that will
lead to the kingdom of heaven’
‘Sassafras… that’s for
Vajralila’
‘I’ve got Sadie again…
I don’t know if this is a message for Sadie or if Sadie is talking, just God
bless you Sadie’
‘Somebody’s trying to
give me letters like an electroset, it’s reading something like ‘telepathy’ Got
the sense of this wise owl, like it’s blinking, a bit like a clock, an owl
clock and I associate it with Josette’
‘Got the word Austin,
don’t know if that’s a name or a car, I think it’s a car, got an old grille
like an Austin. Dickson of Dock Green era, crazy about you’
‘Conker, quest…
conquest…’
Me… ‘Is it Conquest
Hospital?’
‘Could be… Tides or
Tideswell…’
Me… ‘There’s a
Tideswell Road in Eastbourne’
‘Sweet or sweetener…
Socrates… testimony, testament, testing…
Territorial Army… Southerner, southern, Sudbury, Sullivan… I’ve got a
red cap, red beret... I don’t know what we are getting here but I’ll just ask
for peace for this person and to look to the light, if you’ve died to look for
the help to be led into your new life, find your way because there’s help all
around and the light’s never far away, just go towards the light’
‘I’ve just got this
sense that where we are now we are connected like a spider’s web to hundreds
and thousands of threads and suddenly if we send out a pulse of light with the
sense of the gratitude and well wishing to all those connected on the threads,
there’s so many you can’t even remember all the names but suddenly that space
is illuminated and the connections are reinforced in a very positive way. Just
for that moment you become aware of all these threads, all these connections
and whoever is in that network is isolated, feels unconnected for the moment
you send out that pulse of light they’re not alone, they sense the presence of
all the other connections and that is a help, it can trigger the network to
operate on their behalf, it’s almost an electrical analogy, kick starts a
circuit running which will affect some change… ok… that’s over and out…’
When Liz was saying this I had a brief image of a car viewed
from above travelling along a straight road with precise measurements written
at intervals along the side of this road.
I played a tune to help Liz feel back with it again.
Then I did our healing exercise, closing prayer and our
closing down exercise…