79th Sitting 22/09/2015

We had the room setup in our new configuration like last week.

I did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned on the music and put the light out.

We started with the Rainbow Bridge Exercise…

Liz found herself in an incredible expanse of silvery wet sand stretching into an infinite sea which was also silvery as was the sky. It was almost as if there was no break between the sand, sea and sky. It was all one wonderful silver light. Liz was walking out and out into it and then felt she was flying and flew into the sky with a beautiful sense of peace and spaciousness. Liz had become a white bird, an eider duck and she felt she was flying over mountains and all the rainbows were with her. Suddenly all this was juxtaposed with a TV screen and Liz was watching this eider duck flying on the screen. It felt so constrained and confined compared with the actual being the duck and flying in this space. There was no comparison, no way did Liz want to sit and watch this screen that was like a virtual reality while she was in the real reality. Then she had the feeling of being in a place of trees, olive coloured, almost like trees in a painting and again she felt this was a second virtual reality and she didn’t want that, she wanted the absolute reality which was this infinite sky and sense of being in it. She then found herself at a water fall, the incredible power of this water falling, ice cold but so vital. She was in the waterfall, full of rainbows and the power of the water felt good but she juxtaposed it again with the open ended spacious reality, formless with no boundary and that’s where she wanted to be. It had no name, no place or space but it was real and Liz held onto that…

I started off driving a car. It was dark and misty outside, the windscreen wipers were on and I was driving down a twisty country lane then stopped suddenly as the lane ended with a shear drop over a cliff. I could see light coming up from the cliff so got out and had a look over the edge. It looked like a brightly lit up city, lots of different colours and looked inviting so I jumped off, became a bird and glided down to investigate. I landed and changed back to myself and noticed it looked like a Victorian city by the way people were dressed. I saw horses and carriages, men pushing carts. A young boy ran past me being chased by a police man, I think he had just stolen some food. I then noticed there was a lot of bright white light coming from somewhere and walked towards it. I found a large square and in the middle standing on a pedestal was a man who was glowing brightly, making all this light. He was talking to a crowd that had gathered around him. I joined the crowd and listened to a few of his words. He talked about how everyone was on their own pathway to enlightenment. Some paths were straight and others twisted but the important thing is to make the most of your path, don’t worry how long it takes just enjoy the journey and know that there is no end, there is always more to learn and experience. As I looked at the crowd I noticed some people glowed brighter than others as if they were all at different stages along their pathways…

I put the music back on and we continued the session.

Liz decided to keep the cabinet open this week.

I was cold around my legs.

The room was looking flashy to me.

I had pressure on my forehead and right ear.

Liz began to speak…

‘I keep getting this incredible river bed, shallow water and stones. Seems to be in a sort of pass or mountain gorge, cliffs on the right hand side and a larger valley plane on the left. The water is shining…’

Liz was then quiet until the end of the session as the music was ending she said…

'I’m just aware of a great curtain. There appears to be orange and gold shapes the other side. Could be boulders or something but it’s just colours, quite chaotic but I think it’s another way of seeing… I don’t think there is anything to be said… I’ve just got a feeling of tumbling, lots of exotic animals, different creatures… It’s like being in another volume, connected to it, I just get glimpses…’

Liz took a few minutes to feel back with it. She had a strong pulling on the solar plexus. She was very hot.

I felt cold and my stomach had felt bloated during the session.

We had both drifted off several times during the session.

The energy felt heavy.

Liz did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise…

78th Sitting 15/09/2015

We made some changes to the room this week with Liz sitting in the cabinet. I sat in front to her right and we put the table in front to her left.

We will try this setup for a few weeks.

Liz had the cabinet curtains open during our Rainbow Bridge Exercise then closed them for the rest of the session.

I did the opening prayer, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge Exercise…

Liz found herself dancing on an enormous sandy beach with a sparkling sea and rocks. It was a wonderful feeling and she was joined by lots of other dancers around her, some coming down from the sky. They were all naked and dancing, almost childlike. People were reaching down from the sky and the rocks. Then the dancers formed into a multi-coloured spiral like a rope going up into the sky. Liz began to twist around it going up like a funnel of energy, translucent colours, all the colours of the rainbow. It then turned into an enormous bird and then a great whale. Liz then realised it was like a dragon, they were all riding on the back of it going through the sky coming into a beautiful land where everything changed from being in the sky to being on land. Liz was on a grassy meadow which then became the flank of the dragon, scaly and green. It was like looking at a prickly cactus but very close up, she couldn’t see the whole. It was like she was leaning against this flank of the dragon, a wonderful feeling, she wanted to see the whole but couldn’t. The dragon said that he was the whole but wanted to lead her to see some of his cities. Liz asked… Why cities? And it was to do with being where people congregate and was also like termite mounds, just the place where beings congregate and where Liz was meant to be receiving teaching or seeing things. Everything Liz looked at the dragon made her feel was part of him but she couldn’t see the whole. She was getting closest to seeing it when she could see clearly the part she had, the flank or the bit of grass she was lying on or a vegetable she was holding or a flower. When that became very real to Liz she was seeing the whole in the part. The dragon told her he was beyond her ken or God was beyond her knowing. All she could see was the manifestations of him in the pieces that became real. The whole was hidden but apparent…

I started off standing in front of a huge green cactus growing in sand. I then noticed I could clearly see the roots going down and realised the sand was transparent. I began to walk across the sand and found I could see things buried in it like skeletons of animals. As I walked it became night with a bright silvery moon. I came up to a shore and watched the moon sparkling in the rippling sea. A large rowing boat appeared full of black people wearing turbans and gowns. They all had bright white teeth reflecting the moonlight and they motioned me to follow them to a cave in the cliffs. We went inside and the walls were golden, lit up by a fire burning in the centre of a large round opening. They sat around the fire in a circle and invited me to join them. One by one they asked questions to the fire which answered them in the form of pictures. I asked a question… Where am I now? And I got a picture of myself asleep in bed which I took to mean I was dreaming and in a dream reality. The others were smiling as if they already knew I was dreaming. I thought if I was dreaming then I wanted to explore more of this place so got up and went outside where it was now light. The sand was no longer transparent. I saw a wooden chair on the sand and got the impression this was a thought chair, a chair to sit in and think, so I did as the music came to an end…

We once again had some synchronicities not least the cactus.

I put the music back on and we continued the session…

I was very cold around my legs.

The atmosphere looked lighter and misty to me.

Then it looked wavy, a bit like it was pulsating.

I got bright blobs coming and going in front of me.

I had the image of the head of a panther, light brown in colour.

Liz began to speak…

‘I’ve got Judith and I just got a large scarab, a beetle or spider’

‘Got a sense of people tangled together and buildings on their sides, sloped over’

‘I’m looking at a room, a lamp shade, pink, green and white net curtains, prints of roses on them. I’m looking out from this window. It’s like a room I’ve seen before, I connect it with Judith’

‘I’ve got the sense of something silver, could be an aeroplane or silver fish… A picture, looks like a tunnel, arch of bricks, full of rubble’

‘An image like a flat cap, a peeked cap, a pilot or somebody in the military, I saw a medal like a cross’

‘Somebody called Enid… I’ve a feeling of being very small, these enormous tree trunks covered by moss down by their roots… clever’

‘Pictures like a children’s nursery rhyme, they went to sea in a sieve’

‘Christopher… it’s as if I’m looking through a lead paned window, cottage window, square’

‘Envelopes, letters’

‘Green and pink again and the word creative’

‘A worm… the worm that turned. I just got this picture of a worm on the ground. The worm that can turn the tables, that can change the world. It turns the underground, it keeps the earth moving. The worm moves the Earth to all intents and purposes, the lowliest of creatures’

Liz fell asleep for a few minutes just as the last tune was ending. When she woke up she heard a noise that seemed to come from somewhere else in the cabinet...

AUDIO CLIP

‘...It seemed to come from somewhere else… golden… something like the name Golda Meir… looked like a great wave, burnished gold… I see a little bird, robin’

‘Seeing the relatives all being together and talking, the dust of the Earth… multitudes… This image, a fence, white wire fence trodden into the earth, teeming multitudes back into the forest’

‘I’m just left with one word, grace… and grace having many meanings… by the grace of God and grace also being thankfulness, gratitude, gracias… grateful grace of the multitudes, the dust of the Earth, for the many that are also one…’

‘I’m left with a chair and it’s empty, I should sit on it’

The music had ended.

We had both fallen asleep for short periods during the session.

Once Liz was feeling back with it she did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise…