242nd Sitting 08/04/2021

We had a zoom sitting.

Liz was wired to the Mind Mirror EEG and sat in her séance room with the light off.

She did the opening prayer as I tuned in and was soon controlled...

‘The clock ticks, the days go by, each day brings new opportunities, new horizons to which you turn your attention for you are living a life in a timeless world but your clocks tell you, you clocks give you something on which to measure your life, to gauge your life in the physical for you need structure, you need routine, you need familiar pastimes, you need that what you have built up for yourself, a pattern that you fit in with and into. You look back at the past and you remember some of what you have experienced but other times you do not remember for each experience brings with it a level of understanding and when that level is heightened it becomes a part of you, it becomes a memory. Day to day things come and go but when a memory is created it becomes a living object, something that connects to you, something which brings you into focus to your true self, that self that is constantly evolving and each memory is a step on the pathway to what you have become. It is always beneficial to look back at your memories. Sometimes they will be presented to you as you live your life, you will be reminded and these reminders help you to continue to have new experiences which will add to your growth’

‘You look at the clock on the wall and you see the time; that is understandable to you. But there is another clock within yourself, a clock that not only gives you the time but also records, records events and stores those events, events that are important to you, important to your growth, events that have helped you and they can still help you in your memories, for your memories help you make choices, help you to decide, and it is your choices that are important. They come from within, they are automatic, you do not stop and think for you are living a continuous life, situations are coming to you and you do not have time to think. And as you change yourself so the choices will change, the automatic choices, because they are you, they are what you have become and in the future you will become more, you will change and those automatic choices will also change with you’ 

‘Each choice you make creates a new reality for yourself. A positive choice will bring a truer reality to your mind whereas negative choices will cloud your reality, they will restrict your reality and they will restrict future choices’

‘The structure of your world was created for all who inhabit your world, each of you working as an individual rely on that structure to live your life but you are all living in a different way. You have all built up different levels of understanding and in doing that you are also creating for yourself your own reality. Even though you live together, mingle with each other, work with one another, you see it through your own eyes, you perceive it in your own way. All life in your world plays its part in the growth and development of consciousness, of each other. Understand one another as being different, as having their own point of view in each situation. Try not to judge their choices using your point of view for what they see is different, and what they see will change in the same way that you will change, but together as one human race you all complement one another for you give richness to life in your differences and that is the beauty of the physical world. Nothing stays the same, there is always new situations waiting to make themselves felt on each and every one of you. It does not matter at what stage you have reached in the quality of your consciousness; what matters is your willingness to change’

‘Thank you, thank you my dear friend, please continue with your wonderful experiments. We will re-join you in your next session, thank you’

Liz... ‘Thank you friend’

Liz then tuned in...

‘It’s strange, I’ve got... first of all I got this sense of a great bear, somebody covered in a bear skin, an image but a comfortable image. Then I got an old rabbi, I don’t know that he was old, dressed in a black and white shawl with tefillin or things on his forehead. And he keeps coming back and he gives me a feeling that there was a way back connection with your family’

Me... ‘I don’t know about that?'

‘Or perhaps that’s where we are both connected? but I’m not sure why he is there. This is very much connected with rights and rituals. The fence around the law and keeping the commandments, keeping in mind all the spiritual laws, how they relate to society, but this is something that I've... when I saw a little girl connected with this rabbi, it may be connected with my childhood. The sense of the girl child is a suggestion that connected on the female side of your family. I’m seeing him unrolling a scroll, the letter of the law and it brings... are you someone who is with the letter of the law or the spirit of the law and is there a difference. Sensing the little girl feels there is a difference, the little child is the spirit of the law. The old man with the shawl and the phylacteries tied to his forehead and his wrists is the letter of the law, bound by rules and regulations and time. This was the fight that Jesus had with the Pharisees and the Sadducees when he said except you become as a little child, you shall in no way enter the kingdom of heaven. And the big brown bear, the bear skin is that creature of fears, that embodiment with the wild, a rather tame wild, the animal and all those laws and the written texts and the edicts and the urge to conformity was to supress the beast within, the wild animal, to domesticate, to make comfortable, to keep within bounds, to wear that animal as a comfortable coat. We clothed our spirit in the garment with the animal kingdom, with the bull, the taurus, with the animus. The hunter became the hunted, we consumed the flesh of wild beasts and we became like beasts. We sacrificed the beasts and we consumed them so we would adopt their characteristics. We likened ourselves to the beasts, we worshiped the beasts. Nature, bred in tooth and claw and the man became no different, killing, persecuting, tearing to pieces his foes. Creating golden image of a wrathful god who will destroy, will annihilate his foes. Lost touch with the spirit child within, clothing that child in a garment of straps and fetters and phylacteries and bear skins. Losing touch with our true nature we turned our heaven into hell. What we have many times created is the hell on earth and not the heaven on earth. We corrupted the animals; we corrupted the Earth. It is not enough to have one day of the year as a day of atonement, every day of the year should be a day of atonement, a day of recognition of our travesty of the life we have been given, of the light within, of our persecution of our own spiritual nature. Every day should be the day of reckoning, the day we recognise how we have erred from our true nature, how we have ceased to honour the spirit within, how we have imprisoned, enslaved, persecuted our own spirit in the interests of conformity. The sins of the fathers have followed the generations and now is the time of reckoning, the time for transformation, the time for atonement, the time to make good the promise that was in the beginning, there should be no half measures, there is no half heart, there is only the whole heart. The man that overturned the tables in the temple came to right the law of love into the heart of man, came to circumcise the heart. He says there shall be no half measures in the kingdom of god and these are the words, thou shalt love the lord thy god with all thy heart and with all thy soul and with all thy might and thy neighbour as thyself. And these words which I command thee this day shall be upon thy heart, thy whole heart and there shall be no half measures. Those who walk in my steps will follow my path, give 100% of themselves, no half measures’ 

‘I'm seeing the goats and the lambs and there will be a separation and there will be a sifting of souls. The Earth has called out for a reckoning and a refurbishment, spring cleaning on the Earth. The collective mind has become cancered, the surgeon's knife must excise the cancerous growth, the collective mind needs healing. There is one field for goats and there is one field for my lambs and in my field of lambs the lion will lie down, but in my field of goats where they frolic and play havoc, they will go their way, they will disappear in the mountains. They will be recycled and reformed. The wild places that they crave’

‘I think I’ve got somebody called Dorothy, Dorothy Kerin’

‘Feels like I’m surrounded by a circle of the elders. I think they are just saying that we’re heading towards the flames of Pentecost, a very Christian theme, after the resurrection when the disciples received the holy spirit and the power of healing directly. It's a direct transmission and it’s got converted into the cabalistic pathway. Just giving me the feeling that there’s a very strong impetus into the Earth at present, this is a pivotal turning point, a shaking up of the old order all over the world and that we must be prepared. It's making me feel it’s like the announcement of the second coming, the re-entry into the Earth plane, of the power, the Christos, the sun power to reclaim and make good. I’m getting a feeling of a snow, white noise, a white out, a high-level interference, high power interference, a re-boot, re-booting the fallacy taking place, it’s going to be a testing time. I see a returning to Mary, the mother, the mother goddess, for mercy, the miracles associated with Mary. As if many will be drawn to the shrines of Mary for healing because of the poisonous rain. This is where the turning of men’s hearts to the spirit will be so important, the preparation is now, I see the tongues of fire. I’m going to say thank you, this is a painful vision, the necessary purging. I understand we need to be more connected, to feel more presence with us in this time which is imminent, the times of sorrow, thank you, thank you, God bless you. Make your presences felt through us and through all who are working in this way, more powerful now needed. Thank you friends’

Liz found it difficult to come back, she said she felt like a skewer and it had been more like a trance control. 

Liz knew Dorothy Kerin who had founded a healing sanctuary called Burrswood in 1948. She had received a miraculous healing from Jesus as a child.

I then did the healing exercise, thanked our spirit friends and did our closing down exercise...

241st Sitting 01/04/2021

We had a Zoom sitting.

Liz was wired to the Mind Mirror EEG and was sitting in the séance room with the lights off.

Liz did the opening prayer as I tuned in.

I was soon controlled and the communication began...

‘Love is always present in each situation. There is always the element of love present in that situation however fearful you may feel, however distressed you may feel, you are always connected to that love and that love is what binds you to your true self, binds you to all of life for you are life, you are living a life within a life, a life in a physical world cut off from the true life that is you. Realise this and you will become you, you will become all of you, you will become all of life, you will live all of life. There is nothing hidden from you, there is nothing stopping you from exploring, from experimenting, from trying new things, new ways of understanding, new ways of looking at things, at situations, at life. As life moves on you feel you are following, you feel there is something guiding you but you also feel it is you making those decisions, you guiding yourself but within you there is that driving force, that force that understands you, that force that knows you and that force that puts you in situations that will benefit your growth, that will give you the opportunities to grow. You have already created tools, tools to use in your life, in your day-to-day exchanges of information with one another and with that what surrounds you in your physical world. Those tools have been crafted by your experiences, experiences that have created knowledge, but beyond those tools there is that inner feeling that recognises the true you, the true connection with all things. You may be alone but you are also a part of something greater’

‘You all share your lives with one another in a physical world and at the same time your physical world is sharing its life with all of life. Your reflection is greater than yourself, you are a small part but an important part in the growth of all of life, all of consciousness and as you play your part you add to that growth. You are not restricted to life in a physical world, only you believe that you are restricted, that you are a part of a physical world. Let go of that belief and spread your wings, become a part of that what surrounds you and resides inside of you, a greater understanding, a truer knowledge, a part of you that wants to break free, a yearning for freedom, a yearning for knowledge, a yearning for understanding. Allow yourself to reach out, allow yourself to expand your awareness in every situation. See the love in that situation, that is the true meaning of the situation that you find yourself in, the situation itself is irrelevant. You are here to learn about love, you are here to use your own love by helping one another, by caring for one another, by caring for your world, your environment. Find peace within yourself, create harmony with those who you live with, who you react with. Do not allow troubled minds to affect you, see them for what they are, understand that they are on their own pathway and they too are creating something beautiful, a physical world where love is king and peace is the foundation on which that love is built, thank you, thank my dear friend, please continue with your interesting experiments’

Liz... ‘Thank you friend’

Liz then tuned in...

‘I’m feeling straight away I've got a lady here and I'm sure it’s your mother’s mother, your grandmother, I'm seeing her face. Whether I'm remembering it from a photograph but I know it’s her. I'm asking her why she’s come so definitely, so whether there’s an anniversary connected with that, that’s my mind thinking that, wondering. It is the first day of spring. But she’s feeling very happy, I'm feeling her. The word rejoicing comes to mind, she’s reminding me of little lambs, frisking. She's put an image of a boat, a sailing boat into my mind, and in reflecting on this she’s... and this may be my mind interpreting why she’s showing me that, there may have been something that you saw on the reservoir yesterday. No, I think it’s her image for setting sail, she’s started to travel, setting sail on the sea of spirit. She's giving me the sense of that greenhouse, which was like a focal point, it’s like she’s... I'm sensing she’s not afraid to move on, she’s not afraid anymore, she’s feeling confident, she’s blossoming from that love, all the love you were talking about, she’s feeling that. She's making me think of rings on fingers so whether it’s an anniversary thing? She’s taking me back to sheep and I’ve just got the nursery rhyme, Baa Baa Black Sheep. It's that feeling that the black sheep is the special one, the one that defies the normal rules, and the little boy down the lane gets some of the wool. And I’m sensing that she’s feeling that you’re very special because of what you’re doing’

‘She’s taking me back to the greenhouse again, I'm just feeling lettuces and things growing, just this sense of lovely warmth and sunshine’

This is quite interesting as I was thinking about what I remember about my mum’s mum and I thought of something she would always say when serving up lettuce, she called it ‘let us’ and would often say ‘let us pray’ as a joke. Then just after thinking about that Liz was taken back to the greenhouse and saw lettuces.

‘She’s saying things like I don’t mind dancing in the rain now, just get that feeling that things that were adverse to her, it’s now sort of equalled out, she’s feeling much more at peace. She's saying there’s a sense of completion’ 

‘Just popped a name into my head, Annie. She’s giving me the sense Annie was a little girl, I'm just seeing a doll’

My mum had a good friend called Ann. She knew her for as long as I can remember but I don’t know for sure if she knew her as a little girl. 

‘She’s just given me a sense of an army truck, looks like a Jeep. When my mind’s going back, I don’t know whether in the war she was connected with the land army or something but it’s a sort of... I'm sensing it’s connected with a happy memory for her, a sense of freedom. I keep getting what your dad would say, mop head, Mrs Mop Head, but I don’t know if he referred to his mother-in-law, your gran as Mrs Mop Head. I don’t know why she’s bringing that in or whether it’s something your dad said but it’s a sort of friendly thing for her, I'm certainly feeling her white hair. She's giving me another nursery rhyme now, Rings on her fingers and bells on her toes, she shall have music wherever she goes... I’m also getting a feeling of a dog around, a rather shaggy dog, looks a bit like a sheep. I think she’s telling me this is the little big dog, it’s a pale coloured dog. Now I'm just getting tram lines, I don’t know if that’s a metaphor for crossed wires. Now I'm getting another old song, Daisy, Daisy give me your answer do, I'm half-crazy all for the love of you... something about a marriage, can’t afford a carriage, a bicycle made for two... she’s giving me several references to what feel like it must be a wedding anniversary, whether it’s hers or someone else in the family. She's making me feel, it’s like she’s saying we were very happy, saying I was happy as you can be with circumstances and all that. There was a lot of love but I became Mrs Pinafore, wearing the apron’

I didn’t know at the time but I’ve just found out my mum and dad were married April 2nd one day after this sitting. Liz mentioned anniversaries twice in the first paragraph and here gets a nursery rhyme and old song which suggest weddings and several references to wedding anniversaries. Liz afterwards said she felt my mum was there as well and Mrs Mop Head suggests my dad was also there which would make sense. I can't place the shaggy dog unless it's my dad's interest in shaggy dog stories.

‘Now she’s giving me the sense of a tennis racket, she played tennis at some point. She’s giving me the feeling of a girl's school but I get the feeling she would have liked to have been more educated, continued education'

This ties up with my mum; I have a picture of her with a tennis racket taken in the early 50s when she first met my dad. She went to Bexhill Grammar School which back then was split up into a girl's school and boy's school.

'There’s that Jeep there, war Jeep, army Jeep, that was all good experience, like fields of cabbages and things. She's put in my mind salt and pepper, and for some reason chips. She’s taking me with headscarves to the Queen, the Queen as a young woman, around about coronation time, that sort of era, the Queen’s waving from a car, seeing little union jack flags flying. I feel she was very much part of that and she felt it was a good secure time, it was like stability, you knew where you were, your place in the world. Despite all the changes all the things happening around there was that element of having your place, knowing your place and that felt very important, important to her but it’s like that’s an era that’s gone and she now can see herself separate from that it’s like looking back at it, feeling there are larger vistas now, more to explore. It's like taking the best of all of that. It's just a lovely image of sailing this yacht with white sails. She's just given me a sense of pearl earrings, single pearl, clip-on earrings. Just asking her what she wants to say to you and I'm just feeling she wants you to have her lovely memories of the good old times and there was a lot of love in those good old times. I'm not sure what was with the pearl earrings but it was like she was putting them on her ears, I don’t know if it was something that got passed on in the family but they might have been real pearl and valuable but it’s like that’s not the things that are of value, it is the love in the memories, she’s saying that’s our treasure, that’s what we treasure and that helps us to sail, to go forth, the things, the lovely heirlooms are not really important, they are things, we think at the time that they have value but the real value is the warmth of those memories, the times when we feel truly happy, we have that sense of love of wellbeing. For her stability was very important, the sense of knowing your place, hierarchy. So those were values that were important at the time, gave her a sense of well-being. Maybe not for everyone. I sense she liked the establishment; she’s making me feel that she was a royalist’

Not sure about the army Jeep. Salt and pepper have come up before with my mum’s mum which I connect to a person she used to do dinners for who always covered it in salt and pepper which upset her after she had cooked up something tasty. I think she was a royalist. I have an old book about the royal family which I think I got from her. I doubt she would have had pearl earrings as she didn’t have a lot of money.

‘She’s just popped a name Roger into my head. I'm just sensing it’s like Roger over and out. I'm going to say thank you to her, thank you grandma for your lovely presence, I'm glad you are happy and ready to branch out, enjoy that sense of freedom now. Lots of love to you, thank you for making your presence felt, God bless you’

I then did the healing prayer, thanked everyone for coming and did our closing down exercise...