184th Sitting 25/10/2018

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise then continued into the session...

After about 40 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘I have crystals... crystal bells, I think that is referring to the vibration of crystals and their pure crystalline substances. Each have their various specific vibration and for the human being is an amalgam of many beings. A true human is a community of beings, invaded constantly by all manner of entities from bacteria to the viruses, to the elementals, to the discarnates, to many life forms. The human being is a host, to many life forms as a community but the human being also has their own specific life form and to hold the integrity of that life form, specific crystalline substances from the Earth, resonant with their specific frequency of vibration, can help the human to attune more finely to their own specific life form, to hold on to the integrity of their own life form when at times the invasion of the many, many concurrent commensals threatens to overwhelm, chiming the bells, chiming the crystal bell for every chakra, for every one of the power systems in the human form can help the human to maintain their integrity in the face of the awareness of the constant flow and flux of other beings through and around which can at times feel overwhelming. The awareness of these beings for many is blunted, is not refined, they are used to being a muddy stream, like a muddy river. They are used to that opacity of being, that density of being in which vision is cloudy but a highly strung sensitised human who has the awareness of the many life forms, the many frequencies co-mingling, cohabiting, can feel overwhelmed, can feel sometimes the alienness of these other commensals and ringing the tune of the crystalline substances that vibrate with the particular pitch of your chakras, of your spiritual power centres, your physical, emotional, mental vortices can help to maintain that sense of uniqueness and integrity, to ring loud and clear, over and above all those many friends, neutrals and foes surrounding and invading all the time but regarding each and every life form as a shining piece of the original light bearing within each life form, the kernel of love, the kernel of the fundamental, each and every life form, unique and wonderful, unique and cast in love, cast with love, cast in the prime mover in the original light, out of the mind of God, each and every life form beloved. Regard each and every life form as a friend, as a visitation, as a song, a buzzing of a whole hymn book of songs of praise, each and every life form invading and inhabiting, cohabiting with us is a psalm, a blessing. Treat each and every one with respect, with adoration even, with awe and with welcome, but sing loud and clear, each and every human sing loud and clear themselves so their own voice will resonate strongly over and above all the other voices, so you continue to be aware of your own loud voice, your own song, your own vibration, your own crystal-clear bell. Ring your bell, let the crystals help you to re-tune, to resonate with your own fine resonance, your own fine resonant tuning. Many are the songs of the Earth, every being, every entity has their own language, their own sound, their own song. Listen, learn, learn to speak with the language of every life form. Enjoy... But above the babble of the Earth is the ohm, the fundamental, and above and beyond the fundamental is the song of silence. Behind all sound, behind all phenomena, behind all light is the vacuum, silence, touch it, hold on to it often. Allow that emptiness to touch you. Being with the quiet tune, being with the stillness, with the sound of silence. Behind and beyond all phenomena, the faceless, the soundless, the sightless. The empty space is your axiom, is the fundamental axis, the pole from which all life form, all phenomena, all thought form evolve, but to touch your own truth, the essential truth underpinning all forms in which all is one, the you that is I that is all, come back to that emptiness, empty of sound, of sight, of touch, of taste, of self, pure essential being, silence, no beginning, no end, infinitude, all and none’

‘I am the sea in which all beings have their being. I am the sea in which all living beings swim. I am all living beings swimming in the sea of my being. My being is the swimming, is the sea. Without me is no sea, is no being. Within me is sea and being. I hold all beings within me and yet I am ever myself. I change infinitely and yet I am unchanging. Change is my nature; my nature is changeless. I am all, I am nothing. I am always, I am never. I am ever, I am always. I am you, I am me. I am I. You are me, you are you, you are I. Who is there who is not me, who is not in I. Wherever you go I am, I am wherever you go. There is nowhere to go to be outside me’

‘I have a little girl, a new child called Cristobel. There's a lot of new children and they’re all dancing around and each and every one will grow and develop into a full human being if they wish. So many born every day, every minute of every day and each with unique potential. Cristobel, one of many but unique’

‘Just felt Phil Demayo, Phillip Demayo, he... Phillip seems to be preparing, he’s showing me all these cups, cups of tea like a birthday party. I think he’s hosting all these children and they are all being celebrated, new souls. No children are left unattended in spirit, they are all being tended and allowed to grow, helped to grow, given the right conditions and here on Earth we often fail them. All the right conditions are here but we distort them. I get the sense he’s showing me pinching, we pinch the conditions, we don’t leave them open, we fiddle with them, we distort them. So the child growing up has a crumpled experience, cramped. He's showing me they are forced into a uniform, an adult dress or clothing before they are ready, too soon so they can’t fill their own space, cramped. So to liberate the child you have to tear off those clothes, step out of the uniform, free schools, free school meals, open sky. He's showing me the birthday cake. Birthdays celebrate the child and don’t cramp their style. I think Phillip is rejoicing in his children that he left too soon but he is watching them and delighting in them and loving them. He's showing me he has a particular interest in the children and it’s the happiness. He’s saying children should be allowed to be happy and that happiness is a key ingredient that is denied often through the distortions and the distorted view of the world imposed on children like ill-fitting clothes and that thwarts the happiness, it imprisons, pinches like pinching clothes and when you are uncomfortable your happiness is thwarted. He says the happiness is a birthright, a natural state of being and the unhappiness in the world is a consequence of the pinching, depriving the children of their birthright so they grow up unhappy. They lose the savour, forget the taste, lose the ability to sense the taste, that happiness becomes a stranger so how do you recapture something you have forgotten, you have lost the sense for? Step out of the uniform... he’s saying shake a leg, shake it all up, do the hippy hippy shakes and sing along and dance along... Just seeing these beautiful vistas, desserts, like flying over Nevada, wild places in the dessert like in the song... You don’t remember your Name... the place to be anonymous, where you step out of the uniform. They're the sort of places you can find happiness, so thank you Phil, bless you Phil... yes I know Susy would agree’

‘Keep getting images of horses, in connection with children, human beings with horses, delightful connection... the words of a lullaby came into my head... Hushaby don’t you cry go to sleep you little baby, when you wake you shall have all the pretty little horses, dapples and greys, pintos and bays, all the pretty little horses...’

‘I’ve just become aware of one of the spirit people I used to talk to when I was a child... again that feeling that children are half in spirit and aware of all these other beings around them and converse with them freely’

‘The word mudra, someone’s showing me a mudra, it’s like a shape that you can adopt but what I'm seeing, it’s like two circles with a line through them, like this pole going from the crown right down to the Earth. Mudra is a way of stabilising energy. Like in yoga the postures you have. The one I'm seeing reminds me of something, a vajra, two circles... the way I can relate to it is how the different Buddhas have particular postures that have symbolic meaning and I think adopting those postures helps to embody those particular spiritual qualities or aspects, to identify with. I have a feeling it’s like when we pray, how we’ve been brought up to pray when you put your hands together in front of you around about the heart centre, your thumbs are together and your fingers pointing upwards it gives a certain sense of poise and alignment with a spiritual source if you’re praying to God and perhaps that’s a sort of mudra. If you lie face down on the Earth spread eagled with your arms out and your palms touching the Earth, that’s a devotional posture in which you are identifying with service, in giving yourself to the Earth, being of service for the benefit of all beings. I think mudras are meaningful postures of the body that help to align and stabilise energetic thought forms and facilitate their penetration into the whole human experience, helps to stabilise it at all levels so the meaning becomes apparent’

‘Just had a black cat with me, I think they are very good at adopting posture’

Liz felt we had come to the end and asked me to play a tune.

Then we discussed our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz started off swimming under the water in a river and there were flowers in there like marigolds. She felt she was merging with all living forms there. Then she felt something was reaching down and she was reaching up and being lifted out of the water. She was being cleansed and taken over to the other side and there were silvery spirit beings with her. She was in a meadow of dandy lions and buttercups and the air was full of seeds. There were loads of children and a wonderful feeling of happiness, energy and happy childhood. The spirit beings and Liz wanted to organise them and felt they wanted to go on beyond that energy but the children needed to be looked after, they wanted attention so they sat them at a table to make daisy chains while Liz and the spirit people went off to do their thing. Liz was led into a vast temple of learning like a university but it was a multiversity, there was every possible facet of learning. There was a lecture going on to do with humanity, what in meant to be human, it went very deep right back to the origin. Liz was only partly aware of it as it was too much but it was the fact that all that learning was there...

I started off in a black void for a while then became aware of a cartoon rabbit gesturing me to follow it down a black hole. So I did and we got faster and faster and started flying down this black tunnel which then started to go upwards and came out into the sea, out of the sea bed. The sea was thick like jelly and it slowed us down. The scene then changed and we were sitting on the edge of a volcano looking down at the hot molten lava bubbling away below us. The rabbit asked if I wanted to jump in and I thought well it’s just a visualisation so why not and we both jumped and parachutes opened slowing us down as we gently descended towards the lava which I now saw had crocodiles in it. We landed each on a crocodile and the lava felt warm but not hot. Then the crocodiles turned into dragons and flew off with us out of the volcano into a beautiful scene of multicoloured autumn trees and a wonderful sunset. The rabbit then said he guessed I was pleased I'd decided to jump now that it’s led to this, otherwise we’d still be sat on the edge of the volcano and went on to say how much better it was in life to go ahead and experience as much as we can even if you have doubts about it, it’s always better to regret doing something than to regret not doing something...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

183rd Sitting 18/10/2018

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise then continued into the session...

After about 30 minutes Liz began to speak and I turned down the music...

‘I’ve got Laurie... my cousin... wanting to share lots of good things... something about schools, lots of schools of philosophy, the fringes... we have the fringes of our understanding, they are able to access them freely, openly, its wisdom like gems... an analogy of sweets that we love... when you grow up you can eat as many as you like and this is like being promoted into a new class where all the things that you fancied, that you were interested in, you can have as much as you want of them, you can soak them up, you can immerse yourself without distraction. All of those things that you kept at the fringes of your life, the periphery, perhaps because the needs to earn a living, to partake in the normal flux of the teaching life and what’s on offer here prevents you from delving too deeply in those areas that are of deeper interest and remain fringe areas here, but when you pass into spirit the universities, the schools of learning, the philosophy is an immersive experience, you can glory in all the hidden mysteries that were hinted at here but remained in the fringes, the edges of the carpet. We tug at them sometimes like the edges of the prayer shawl. Such a wealth of learning, understanding. To be able to plunge into the sea, all this, all that was hidden, all that was kept at bay... these are the riches, these are the jewels of heaven’

‘He is saying you can look forward to things we touched on here, we talked of, glimpsed. He is longing to share, he is again in awe, just beginning to realise the full richness and wealth of this new thought realm of higher learning, the philosophy, the wisdom, the learning, and my dad too, they are just beginning, they want to welcome us and begin to be able to share, get some of this, the shining through the cracks in our ceiling. So as our feet tread on the Earth we are aware that the most expensive Persian carpet with its fringes could compare, that they are under our feet here, they are around us but the noise of our civilisation blocks them out, the clues are in the everyday berries, the flowers, the fruits, the bird songs, butterflies, bees, each of these life forms, jewels, gems, the universe of mystery is pointing to Blake’s poem, to see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower... anyway for those who the world hasn’t been enough, they missed, they are able to catch up, to make up for lost time in their new realm of spirit. All those things that were missed become glaringly obvious and there is a regret but its short lived because the opportunities to progress, the opportunities to reassess, to reacquaint oneself to understand fully and truly the implications of what we were here for, what we missed, what we omitted to register, we can catch up on that, reevaluate, reestablish and prepare for the next time, the new opportunity should it arise when the time is right so that the next time we will see fully all that is on offer and the fringes won’t be fringes they will be the body of the carpet, they will be the very platform on which we walk and on which we manifest’

‘Seems to be singing We all live in a Yellow Submarine...’

‘There is this sense of this was like an examination here, a try out, an experience to pitch yourself in this physical dimension, but there are many, many opportunities to try again, it's not the end, it doesn’t matter that much if you fail at some things, if you don’t grasp everything, if you don’t do as well as you could have done because it’s a learning curve and the opportunity to readdress that, to learn from the mistakes. Somehow the relief once you’ve got over there, the shock of realisation of the glaring gaps or mistakes, false steps, once you’ve got over that it’s just a wonderful feeling of freedom and opportunity to progress. Being in this world is like walking through treacle somehow, everything is twice as difficult, it’s a real test, an obstacle course and then in the new world everything seems so much easier, there’s no resistance. In the physical world you are always working against resistances, resistance from many quarters, from others and the influence of others, from in one's self, one's reactions create resistance. It's gravity on the Earth, gravity holds you down but it’s also a way of strengthening your muscles, it has its reasons and its uses, it slows you down and in the new world things move very fast, very fluid without that resistance, that sense of obstacles. Sometimes you have to stop and withdraw, become very still to avoid being flooded with too much too soon. You have to retreat sometimes, find a private quiet place to centre, to try and get a bit of gravity, a bit of something more solid, to stop the flow’

‘Margarine... something that oils things, makes things slippery so you skid along, slide faster and faster which is why sometimes you have to stop. You can get ahead of yourself’

‘Someone’s telling me he wanted to know what it’s like, it’s very hard to describe, it’s easier to do it by holding an awareness of the difference while it’s different. It's like having a window cleaned when it’s been murky and suddenly you are seeing things as if the window isn’t there any more, that barrier is gone’

‘Somebody is saying Nicholas...’

Me... ‘Hello... are you able to give a name?’

‘Just got Neddy...’

Me... ‘Hello Neddy’

‘It’s congratulations... got something like cuff-links or press studs... shirt sleeves... smarten up... this person liked to be dapper, like being smart. I slight feeling of being a dandy and that was an image to project, just a delight in being smart. We are playing many roles, many parts, you can choose the persona, it’s a bit like being an actor, it's quite fun to take on different personas. It's in the same way children like dressing up, pretending to be someone, it’s good fun. Some people become actors, go on the stage, some people do it in their life, their life is their stage. We all choose an arena in which we operate, could be in the field of music, science or the dogs, could be in sports, could be domestic, could be cars, could be building, hand work whatever, the important thing is to enjoy it, to really revel in the experience of playing that part but don’t get too attached to it, it’s just a part, just a persona, a vehicle for the expression of your intrinsic spirit, who you are, a manifestation. It's like children trying on cloths, pretending to be a prince or princess, a clown or a business man going to work or a comedian or even an undertaker. It’s a telephone if you like to chat’

‘He’s saying Becky, give Becky some flowers... there’s a Prudence, Prue... ahh Silver asking for one at a time, somebody to be like a gatekeeper, a compere... Francis or Frankie... got a glimpse of the elephant’

Liz asked me to play some music for a bit...

Then after about five minutes she continued...

‘I don’t know if this is Josette or her mother-in-law reminding me St Francis Xavier, it was a statuette, I don’t know if it is him but she’s showing me a statuette of a dark skinned priest, saint, made of wood and I have a feeling this maybe the Abercynon which he wanted me to know the significance of this, not to put it aside and Francis just wanted to share the ministery of this highly spiritual being in his life of service, a fitting example’

‘I have three mothers-in-law here... Alice, Jessie and Josette... why are you all here? Just to say hello and to rekindle the affection, lovely ladies. Because the mothers through the sons have a deeper connection and they connect with you, bond of empathy and we remain linked... yes love is the link, with the mother-in-law the link of love, for all who love their sons and they’re sharing that link of love. Mary mother of Jesus rejoice in the Marys that loved her son’

‘Got the name Donald and it’s come as Donald Pleasence... slightly bald, round face, smiling, a secretive smile, he has got some hair he says. He seems to be playing a keyboard and is encouraging you to play’

Me... ‘Is he?’

‘Yes, he’s moving his fingers up and down like on a piano’

Me... ‘Okay, I’ll practice a bit more, ha, ha...’

‘Glad you are playing songs and you can sing with them, you’re going to be good, keep at it, you’re going to make some people very happy, get a repertoire. Yes, you’ll enjoy the camaraderie of performing, community sing-a-long. You will find your forte, he knows what he’s talking about, the joy of entertaining people, you’ll really get that. He says all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, you’ve gotta have fun, zippity doo dah. Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat, have you got a penny for the old man’s hat...’

I heard a tap from a cupboard to the right of me at the same time as a flash of light to my left and the tap was picked up on the recorder.
I had noticed a few other flashes during the session and at one point felt like something stood on my right foot.

‘...he’s got these words coming in... the prime mover in a person’s life should be that which takes away fear, fear of death, fear of risk, fear of flying, fear of crying. We ask how did these shadows build up, these fears, embarrassments, blockages, resistances, so the prime mover now in our life is how to overcome, to get rid of these fears, to throw them in a basket, to gather them, to recognise them, to name them. You need to make a list of them, name them. It's like picking out the bad cherries in a basket, picking out all those that are blemished, because they make all the rest rotten, so go through them, all the ones with mildew, mildew of fear and put them in the bin, one by one, sift through all the cherries, which ones show signs of resistances of embarrassment, of fears, negative overtones, the happy ones, the whole cherries, we keep those but those ones that give a little niggle of an element of unhappiness, an element of discomfort, discomfort look for that. But before you put them in the bin look at them closely like a scientist might look under the microscope, what is that mould that’s growing on them, do you recognise it, identify it, where did that come from. So, you look at it fair and square, recognise it, label it, make a note of it then put it in the bin. But you’ve got it registered so if something else pops up and you recognise that mould on it, that slight tinge makes it feel not quite right and not a full round cherry and not quite the right taste, the right sweetness you’ll know what it is, ahh, fear number 33, infecting that, shove it in the bin because even though you put them in the bin they’ll pop up again because the spores are all around and penetrate everything and they infect everything if you’re not careful. Part of the consciousness of the current human psyche which infects us all like getting flu, you just have to have your happiness immune system operating at full prime, full force and then you can face and fight the fears, recognise them and say ah ha we’ll have you out. It's a good lot of work to keep that sifting going, it’s the consciousness immune system working on your behalf, praising all the shades and nuances of your consciousness, recognising those that threaten on the unhappiness spectrum, the niggles of discontent, and dealing with them, not letting them fester. It's knowing that you have the ability to clean the psyche, to purify, to purge, to optimise. So that’s your work, the prime mover in your life has to be the eradication of fear... the more you play the piano, the more that will help, thanks Donald’

Me... 'Yes, thanks Donald’

‘I think that will be all for now... I think he had a connection with your dad, he was looking at you dad’s magician’s hat’

I played a tune to help Liz feel back with it.

Then we recalled our Rainbow Bridge exercises...

Liz started off in a rocky place with water flowing over it and it was like a spirit person was moving her over it. Then they were in a large black space, just empty consciousness, reaching through it. A hand met her on the other side and it was Liz’s first husband as a young man again and all the love was still there, it was reminding her of that. He led her to places they used to visit in Wales and they met with a guru person who had been quite troublesome in some way in their lives but it was like the real spiritual self of this person and there were many other people that they had links with, they felt deeply connected with them and somehow their interactions in this plane were helping them address certain issues, they were there for a reason and often we don’t recognise the reason and resent these people because we can’t see the whole picture. People we think of as rogues or villains may actually be part of a very advanced spirit that is just playing a role in our lives to trigger something. Liz got the feeling that those we have loved and have gone before really are wanting to help in our lives and to work with us and encourage us. It felt very affirming to Liz as if he was really there...

I saw a hat like a stetson in front of me with two feathers in it which then faded and I then saw several faces but they were unclear as if behind misted glass. The hat then reappeared and changed into lavender which became a long line of lavender. I took off and floated above the lavender following it until it came to a Y junction and not knowing which line to follow, I sat down at the junction. The two lines of lavender then started to wrap around me forming a shell encasing me in darkness. I thought what do I do now then imagined myself outside of the shell which worked. I looked around at the ground and the hills and mountains and the sky above me. Whatever direction I looked I saw something and I got the feeling that I was still in a shell and it didn’t matter where you went in the physical world you were always cocooned in a shell of physical matter. The only way to be free is to not think of yourself as physical, think beyond the physical world. I opened my eyes and realised I was now sitting in a dark room like a shell but also knew that I could reach beyond that room through mediumship and imagination when we hear voices and visualise places...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

182nd Sitting 11/10/2018

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise then continued on into the session...

After about 30 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘I had juniper, it’s the mountain ash and the berries from the mountain ash, the red berries coming from the high water sources, springs from the high mountains. Water that descends from the clouds and gathers through the rocks down into the stream and into the ground, comes out in leaks and rivulets. All the time the leaks expand into the great rivers, washed back into the lakes and sea, to the great sea of spirit and then the spirit distils into the air, to the rocks high up in the mountains becoming the beginnings of the water sources, the springs that penetrate the rocks, crack open the rocks, make pathways, and the bright red berries of the juniper and plants spring up and the water sources and the fruits develop. Within us as humans, spirit leaks out, we are salt water, the sea, and all the time the water sources that have gathered in us leak out finding their way back to the spirit source of the sea. That light that leaks out of us, it's leaking out everywhere, the Earth reminders, those leaks are the reminders of our link with spirit, it leaks out in so many ways, in dreams, intuition, leaks out from deep in our Earth, in our innermost parts, from memories, no inheritances. And these leaks are powerful clues, powerful reminders, they trace the leak back to its source, or we can follow it to the water courses and the lakes feeding back to the sea. Whichever way we go tracing backwards or forwards, we come to the realisation of the great light, the great spiritual being in which we have our being. Look for the leaks, the leaking light, those little clues, the drip, drip, drip, memories, resonances, clues, synchronicity, visions, hints, inspirations, words that seem to have some echo of meaning, listen to them, let them lead you back to the source or forward to the source. The source is always with you’

‘Just as the red of the rowan berry, of the mountain ash berry, that fruit, that ripeness, is an emanation, a spirit in final form of the fruit, so our blood, bright red, the blood that flows through us, is the fruition of our connection in mortal form to spirit. Our blood without which we die, our physical form disintegrates, that rich red blood is the focal point of our connection with source in the physical. The blood leaks out in so many ways, the blood leaks out in our bruises, in our knocks, in our injuries, in the menstrual cycle, in childbirth, in the haemorrhaging, many little ways. We treasure the blood, we know its value, there is spirit in blood. Blood is human gold’

‘Blood is at the centre of the human heart, the first point of the rhythm of the life in the forming embryo, in all life forms. The understanding of the bleeding heart of Christ, of the blood that was shed to expiate the wrong doing, the errors of man, as a gift of spirit, of the leaking of spirit into the world, one of many leaks, but an enduring leakage to be understood, of the passage of time and the Earth is becoming receptive to the spirit and the blood and all the blood that has been shed. New understanding is being given, a renewal, and this spirit of the mother, with the blood of the mother. The spirit of the mother passes through the umbilical cord to the child as it grows, the mystery of the blood, the understanding of the mother, the spiritualisation of the mother, of the new mother, is a prime mover in the regeneration of the Earth and the regeneration of human kind. The spirit in the blood of the spiritualised mother will pass to the child and the child will develop in Christ’s consciousness and spiritual consciousness. This is the pathway for the leakage of spirit, this is the task of the new mother and the denigration of the female kind of the last millennia, many millennia, the female blood has been despised, seen as unclean when in truth the female blood is the lineage of spirit, is the link with spirit and this new understanding must come to pass for the regeneration of the Earth and the Earth’s spirit which is hungry for this regenerated blood and the children to be born require this new understanding’

‘For many who have seen the worship and the role of Mary mother of God, Mary queen of heaven, best be the fruit of thy womb, and yet have reviled the incarnate female form, have laid little value on the leakage of blood and the female form as the leakage of spirit. They have worshipped an icon but reviled the living. More to the folly of the human race, more to the threat of dooming it to extinction. The true understanding of the blood and the link of the blood to spirit must be known, must be registered in the human psyche for the further development of the human race, for it to reach its full potential’

‘Call you human children, your female children Rowena and Ashley in the knowledge of the connection with the rowan berries and the mountain ash, with the blood of Mary and the Christ son she carried, and the blood of her womb. Hold onto this link for it is essential for the true continuation and alignment of the human race with its spiritual pathway, its evolutionary cycle if it is to continue. For the spiritualised child in the new generations immediately will help to stabilise and regenerate the Earth, will help to maintain it as a suitable vehicle for the development of the human race’

‘I have an Edward here talking about counterfeiting as in copying’

‘Priscilla...’

‘There seems to be some counterfeiting going on, something to do with wormholes. There's some hand shaking... getting the word testify... Donald Pleasants... some words forming, corruption, casting doubt on the validity... validity of genuine exchange... weakening world markets causing the collapse of the financial system... sterling... it’s the difficulties of bringing the criminals to justice, entrenched, sophisticated... collapse inevitable, prepare for a world without money...’

‘Calibrese... keep getting the word testify...’

‘A canker at the heart of our institutions a consortium of lawyers, they’re holding a candlelight vigil. And then we have the midwife and the new baby, that’s got to be good, there’s hope in the new life...’

‘Diana, I thank you... thank you all for the edifying fruits of loved labours... I think that’s summed it up...’

I played a tune to help Liz feel back with it.

We then talked about what we’d experienced in our Rainbow Bridge Exercise...

Liz had started with the leak from the rocks. She was high up seeing all the water courses leading to the sea and then found herself in a hot air balloon wicker basket with a lot of children. It took her over the sea to a Chinese connection, like Rupert Bear and his Chinese friend, it was like a magical mystery tour and made Liz feel there was an important connection with children and their ability to enter these imaginative fantasies, a fantasy world that is a replica of spirit and the source of the leak was a spiritual source...

I could see myself playing a flute, mirroring the music that we were playing and then when the drums started, I saw an Aboriginal man playing the drums then a whole orchestra of people playing instruments and singing. I was then in a busy street watching cars and people going by and they were all playing instruments and singing and were happy and in harmony with one another, taking their time, helping each other and everything looked a blue/green colour. Then I was at another busy street, everything now looked reddish in colour, no one was singing or playing instruments and they were all rushing around looking stressed, pushing each other out of the way. I then saw a man who looked a blue/green colour and he stopped and started to play a flute. At first no one noticed him but one by one they did and stopped to listen then they too started to play an instrument or sing and as they did so changed from red to blue/green until the whole scene was blue/green and everyone looked happy and in harmony with each other...

I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

181st Sitting 05/10/2018

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise then continued into the session...

About 30 minutes after the opening prayer Liz began to speak...

‘I had a field of daisies earlier... I think it was a field of daisies for the dead celebrating each one like a star... and I thought of our Daisy’

‘Just got an image of a step ladder’

Me... ‘I’ve been standing on one of those a lot recently’

‘Green hedges... makes me feel there’s a lot of crowding in of people’

‘For some reason I've got lily of the valley...’

Me... ‘That’s one of Freddie’s songs’

‘Is it? I don’t think I've ever heard that... now I’ve got an image of Johnson’s Baby Powder... I'm seeing lots of bicycles...’

Me... ‘Ha, ha, that’s another Freddie song, I want to ride my bicycle’

‘Oh...’

I then saw a small light flash on and off to my left on the floor where the music CD player was.

‘Just had an image of chains, links...’

‘I think I have Travis, I get the feeling of how much he enjoyed the wedding, and then the grandchildren, he loved the family, I'm just getting that feeling of how much he enjoyed it, how much he appreciated it and all that love is still there’

Me... ‘Who’s wedding was that?’

‘I remember Daisy was over here for a wedding and it just made me think of it, I got an image of serviettes with ornate patterns around the edge like silver, very delicate and it just made me think of wedding decorations’

‘I see this yacht with a gold and white sail and it’s just forging out on a deep blue sea, a sense of incredible freedom. This yacht is the individual, going out on this great adventure into spirit, the sea of spirit, into the afterlife. It's a very dominant image, this golden sail catching the light, allowing itself to be led, allowing the winds of spirit to guide it, the perfect trust and harmony, poised between Heaven and Earth, the sail carrying it forward and the lone yachtsman, no fear but just the great sense of liberation and joy and delight. This is the straight path, the way forward beyond death’

‘It’s an amazing thing that every soul, every person makes the same transitions, the same journey alone, comes into the world a new being, makes that transition, that entry alone. But there are those there ready to receive, mother, father but the new child makes that entrance alone, the decision to be born and at death that same entity, that same child now grown sets out on a new journey, a transition and crosses from this physical life into the new adventure beyond the physical. Alone coming into the world and alone going out but like the child being born you can have the confidence that there are those midwives of the spirit world waiting to receive that entity who has made the passage successfully. Dying is being born anew’

‘That recognition of aloneness, that acknowledgement of one's own soul, soul as in spirit and soul as in unique and one alone is very important for the individual for all the archetypes, the hero travels alone on an adventure, on a journey and that ability to claim one’s own creative power and that individuality. The opportunity is unique in the human world, so few grasp that opportunity, to take complete charge of their own soul, to acknowledge and stand true and firm in their uniqueness and their aloneness. We fear to be alone but that fear is also a conditioning. A true soul who has claimed their individuality understands the togetherness of all individuals, of all points of light, the interconnectedness, the conundrum of being separate and together, of being one and many, but to allow the experience of the truth one has to claim that individuality and to experience through that the depth and the height of one’s being’

‘When we deny ourselves out of fear and become like shadows, partial fear, living in the shadow of others, afraid to make our own choices, our own decisions, afraid to shine in our own light, seeking always the approval of others, sharing their views without ever assessing the truth or the true perspective in their view, being a sheep rather than a shepherd, when we take that limited path, that partial living we deny ourselves the opportunity to achieve our full potential as human. The full potential of our incarnation into human form can only be realised when we accept our aloneness as an entity entering the world alone on a journey in a solo yacht and leaving alone to enter other land and territory. An adventurer and explorer, a resident of many realms, a traveller, a unique, an absolute individual. But as all the stars in the sky are held in a matrix of the universe, of universal energy, our emanations, focal points, concentrations of the universal web of energy so our individuality is a focus, an intensification, a vortex within this field of energy, deeply and always connected and joined’

‘There is nowhere to go to be nowhere and our aloneness is always in company with other great souls with whom we communicate at the highest level, with whom we share love. True love can only be experienced at the highest level by those who have embraced their total individuality, their total uniqueness and aloneness, uncompromising in their own truth and total acceptance of the uniqueness, aloneness and individuality of every other soul. The many souls singing in unison, singing together in a vast choir of voices raised in appreciation, in love, in enjoyment and in enjoining. This is how it is as the individual, transcends to the highest levels, unafraid in their aloneness, to enter into the true nature of being and there the truth of love in which all are held is revealed. There is nothing to fear in being alone and embracing that aloneness. There is nowhere to go to be lost, there is nowhere to go to be outside the love of God’

‘Those that have transitioned successfully will tell you of the love that embraces them, that they find, love that surrounds and imbues them, such love as they never felt before in their physical incarnation. But that love is here and now, is all around for those to experience. So, don’t fear to be alone, experience your full aloneness and allow the awareness of that love to penetrate to your being, open yourself to the experience of your full aloneness and in that experience the power of love in which you are held, in which you are all held will be available to you. There is nowhere to go to be outside the love of God. I repeat there is no soul that is outside the love of God’

‘I have a name Nancy Grey, known as Nan’

‘I just feel as if I've gone through a leafy arbour. Started off like a tunnel made of apple trees and then a rose arbour, then it brought me back to the field of daisies’

Me... ‘That’s where you started wasn’t it’

‘Yes... I think that’s it’

‘I just get the feeling that Travis would want to say to Daisy, so glad to be dad, so proud, thank you for giving me that’

It had felt to me that Travis, Freddie and Joan had been with us this evening. When Liz said about the bicycles it made me think of when Freddie had sung ‘I want to ride my bicycle’ through Joan and then when Liz mentioned the chain links I felt it signified that they were all now linked together in spirit.

I played a tune to help Liz feel back with it.

We then talked about our Rainbow Bridge Exercise...

Liz started off with an image of a wooden puppet with a long nose like Pinocchio before coming to a huge bridge, a triple bridge with three lanes like a motorway. Liz took the centre path which went on forever and then she decided she wanted to get off and visualised a space craft above her which picked her up then she drifted off and the next thing she remembered was looking at the field of daisies...

I started off in a rowing boat on a lake at night with shining stars and a bright moon reflecting in the lake. As I rowed I got the feeling someone was behind me with their hands on the oars helping me to row, giving me extra strength. Then I was flying in the sky flapping my arms and I felt there was someone underneath me flapping their arms helping me to fly. Then I was climbing up a mountain and again felt someone with me, they were inside me and I could feel the extra power in my legs as I went up the steep slope. I came to a cliff face and thought I can’t get up that and then this being came out of me, climbed up the cliff face to a ledge then leaned down and pulled me up. It looked like a human form made out of glass and I sat on the ledge next to it. I asked who it was and it replied that it was always with me and was a part of me, I am you and you are me. It was an inner strength within me, more than my physical self that I could use whenever I thought I couldn’t do something. There was nothing I couldn’t do and that was the same for all of us...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...