185th Sitting 15/11/2018

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge Exercise then continued on into the session...

After about 15 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘I'm seeing like a face, iridescent, like a chameleon almost with all these colours, shifting and interacting, forming a completely mobile pattern over the face, a network and I'm being shown how every living thing has this patterning, this network of colours like in a bubble, it’s almost like looking in a bubble and the colours flow and coalesce in shape but every living thing has this unique patterning, is composed basically of the same number of elements but they are configured in a special pattern for each living or even non-living entity in the Earth. Even the stones have their own emanation, their own patterning and this unique patterning, unique combination of the elements, the subtle elements and the colours in each entity, each living being and each non-living being give it it’s peculiar and essential unique identity and they are the same basic colours, the same set of... like the letters in the alphabet, 26 letters, but they can make the whole of the Gospels or a rather silly love letter, or a treatise on evolution, or a comic strip book, same combination of the letters in a different format, different ways of compiling then, creating a wholly individual complex pattern. So, look for the patterning, look for the overall shape, the proportions of each of the elements’

‘That is true that each particular configuration can be reflected in the mirror of the other forms around so we are constantly interpenetrating each other, interpenetrating the objects we hold which is how psychometry is possible, the owner of an inanimate object has left like the dust on a butterflies wings, the iridescent patterning of their thought forms, of their shape, of their feeling which remains almost as an invisible imprint like seeing the reflection of the sky in the puddles, this memory pattern, subtle as it is, exists and can be recorded, recorded in the mind of another’

‘Though living beings are all unique they are a vortex of field patterns that can merge and coalesce like bubbles, form one larger one that can then separate off into smaller ones, back into individuals absorbing, eating, engulfing each other’

‘Hence to be fully human the human being centres in their own patterning, becomes self-aware, becomes lucid in their own unique patterning and holds that self-concept, a sense of uniqueness relationship, so the relationship to others becomes real relationship, self-aware, and aware of the uniqueness of the other, but allowing the other to interpenetrate at times but also able to hold on to their own true form’

‘There is an element of fear in each human being for loosing that self-awareness of the individual form that has been so arduously attained to flow back into the almost animal like coalescence and merging as one mind with other entities. That same self-awareness also creates the great sense of loss and pain on death and the fear that that individualness of the entity with whom one was in a relationship is lost, is merged back into the coalescing almost amorphous flow of group entities. The evolution of the individual allows for that increasing intensity and lucidity in the awareness of form and the awareness of self-identity and that stabilisation of structure and of the subtle structures can be maintained beyond the death of the body. Part of the growth of the individual is to maximise that lucidity, that self-awareness'

‘In the physical world the emanation of that individual is like striking a tuning fork, rings loud and clear, all the harmonics and the resonances of that individual are well determined and refined, but as that emanation spreads out into the cosmos and is reflected back it’s like echoes, becomes fainter and fainter. The power of the tuning fork striking its own true note in the physical can create echoes that continue through many worlds and vibrational levels. Ring your true note, help those you love to ring their true note and you will yet vibrate together in harmony, in all the many levels, all the many universes’

‘I’ve got the name Gracie Fields... and confabulation’

‘Get the feeling of a furry dog like a lap dog... white or creamy colour... a bit like a poodle but it’s not a poodle, it’s a plumper dog’

Me... ‘Do you know why you’re getting that, has it got a connection with anything?’

‘No... it’s just a comfortable dog, it seems to be over by you, it’s like just dozy, it’s dozing with its head out of a basket, quite a large dog I think, a comfortable dog, the sort of dog you’d like to put your feet on’

‘Just seeing an image of a shopping basket, one of those net shopping baskets made out of string or woven, a kind and custard’

‘Got an image of His Master’s Voice like on the records where you’ve got a dog with a big speaker’

‘I’ve got all these teachers, teachers from when I was a child... someone sort of saying going forward, looking forward. The teachers of the future... All those teachers who shared their essence with the children leave their mark, it’s the mark of their being that they’ve shared and all of that is a form of love, what we call love. A teacher recognises the uniqueness of the student, children in their care and the children come to recognise the uniqueness of the teacher, and that is a love relationship at its best. The true teacher has that capacity to elicit that bond of love and mutual respect. We are all teachers for each other’

‘The name Hill... I'm seeing a youngish man in his thirties, rather shiny trousers, a suit, got a moustache, quite a mop of hair, sort of lounging, slight element of a spiv... perhaps this is Hill... he could have been a crooner or a croupier, not a bad person, a bit lazy, laid back, a kind of Flash Harry, likes to get things done the easy way, Lucky Jim type. I sense a bit shallow relationship feel... making up for lost time, opportunities, the real opportunities slipped, chased the things that weren’t valuable like the shiny trousers, didn’t recognise the true worth of relationship, Jimmy Hill, making it up now, trying to understand where he got it wrong. Slipping away from things when they got difficult, too easy to slip and slide. It takes character to raise a family, to stick with it even when the going gets tough... regrets, I didn’t try harder, a slippery slope, in too deep, down a decline, sense of no achievement. He’d like to try again. It's good to know you can repair broken relationships, where there’s a will there’s a way. You can work on it even after you die, you can make it up’

‘I think I've got, think it’s...’

‘I’ve got someone who looks like Max Kade and Arthur Connan Doyle with a moustache, stocky striding up a hillside, looks like a Scottish hillside, heather, almost impatient to get on with things. Getting a sense of the fresh air, outdoors, got walking stick. Shipping legend... seeing something written and I'm trying to read it... the word confabulation again. The sense of needing to achieve, an uphill path...’

‘I think they’re telling me not to be afraid of hard work, that in order to achieve just have to have faith, courage, perseverance, endeavour, going forward. I think they are saying I want an escalator but sometimes you have to climb by the stairs. That’s a faint heart never won fair lady, but then how do you get that confidence, you just have to trust yourself and your teachers. What did they tell you? Genius is 99 percent hard work and one percent inspiration, okay thank you for that, ha, ha... I'll put that in my pipe and smoke it... Okay fellas, over and out, that’ll do for now, thank you, thank you all very much and Renee Hill and Jimmy Hill God bless you both, reconciliation’

AUDIO CLIP

I put a tune on to help Liz feel back with it.

Then we recounted our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz found herself by the sea on the sand and there were pools everywhere with the sky reflecting in them which looked very real. Then a great silver boat came sailing across the sea towards her and at the same time an aeroplane came down. Liz wanted to go in the plane, she wanted to go straight up, the pilot was a family member who had died. It was a sense of going up into different vibrational levels and then suddenly it was as if Liz didn’t need to go anywhere, from being a seed she’d become a tree. To get to the other vibrational levels they just had to reach up, the boat and plane were just illusions. The family member was already at that higher vibrational level. This great silver tree that Liz now was had grown out of her and it was like the true self that she was. She was reaching out to it but was already there, she just had to allow it to manifest, to become aware of it and grow into it...

I started off not seeing anything but hearing a voice talking to me about how we are all unique and should follow our own pathway and not the pathways of others. Sometimes we see and copy what other people do but that is their pathway, our purpose is to create our own pathway in this life. It made me think about my own mediumship which could be changing and I may be worried that it is developing into something different to traditional trance mediumship but I should trust it and allow it to develop in its own unique way. The darkness then lifted and I could see the person talking sitting in a chair but it wasn’t a person it was a dragon who laughed and said... I guess you were expecting to see some wise old man in robes, but I'm better than a wise old man because they don’t have wings like me so they can’t fly but I guess they can still travel into other realities and so could you if you wanted to... but wise old men can’t breathe fire like me, fire can destroy but it can also save lives with its warmth and bring light into darkness but actually you all have light within yourselves and you can all project that light into dark areas because light is love...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...