245th Sitting 20/05/2021

This week we were back in Liz’s garage sitting in semi dark conditions and I was wired to the Mind Mirror EEG.

Before starting we did an experiment with the Mind Mirror EEG. I spoke normally just making stuff up as Liz asked questions. This was so that Liz could compare the results with me speaking normally and with me being controlled.

Liz then did the opening prayer as I tuned in.

I was soon controlled and the communication began...

‘Always good to experiment, always good to setup experiments that help you to understand. We are able to help you but you must help yourself, you must create for yourself a scenario in which you can compare, in which you can see the difference for there are many developments behind the scenes when we speak. You hear the voice but you do not understand the mechanics behind the voice, you do not understand what it is that is speaking to you. You see a physical form speaking physical words but beyond that there are many connections, many states of existence, states of mind that are opened up. The physical mind is used to working in the physical world. When we come to speak, we use that mind. Valuable lessons are learnt each time we come through for we too are experimenting, we too have our own way of seeing how communication works for it is a delicate process and can easily be interrupted or distorted. There is a balance, a balance between the physical and the spiritual and when that balance is felt, then the words will flow freely but the balance is constantly changing. Look at yourself, see how you change the way you think as you live your life, how your mood can swing from one extreme to another. You have times of elation, of happiness, you have times of sadness and frustration. In those times of frustration living becomes difficult but at the times of happiness and elation living becomes a joy, becomes easy, becomes true, for that is your real state of being, you are love, you are giving love, receiving love, and in that state anything is possible. The physical world makes it difficult for you but you still have moments when you feel so joyous, nothing can upset you, you rise above all negativity, you see it for what it really is, you see it as a test on yourself and to pass that test is to stay in a joyous frame of mind, unaffected. Why should negativity affect you? It is coming from beyond you, you are still love, why should love be affected by negativity? You all fall into the same trap time after time, you fail to hold your head up high, you look down at your feet and you feel the impact of all the negative thoughts in your world. This is being human, this is being you, this is being that what you have created for yourself, a physical human being. You have picked up emotions throughout your life and allowed them to shape you. Would it not be easier if you were to shape yourself from within, from that love that guides you?’ 

‘You have come to the Earth plane to learn, you have come to the Earth plane to grow up, you have come to the Earth plane to sing. Listen to that song inside of yourself. Is it sweet music? Is it a song that suits the way you think or is it a song that brings you down? Is it a discord when it should be harmonious? Are you in tune with yourself, your real self? That is real, that is true music, that is true singing, singing with a choir in harmony with one another. Do not be that person who sings the wrong note, that sings out of tune. Listen to the birds, they all have their own tune, they all have their own notes, they rarely stray from that tune for together they form a choir, a backdrop to your life. Listen to the rain and the wind, listen to the sea. Is it in harmony or is it out of tune? Or is it you who makes it out of tune by the way you listen. Only you can interpret in your own way. Do not judge the music that you hear, let it play, listen to it, listen to all the music of your world then listen to yourself. Are you in harmony with your world? One note out of place will send ripples around your world, those ripples will affect all that they touch. Keep the harmony and the ripples will not be felt’

‘Do you have any questions on your mind?’

Liz... ‘Only the question of whether there’s a particular purpose in the creation of disharmony which causes catastrophic break up of a current pattern’

‘The only purpose of disharmony is to allow you to learn, is to put you in situations that will test your ability to love. It is to shake up your life; an easy life does not create growth. There are times when your life needs to change. Situations will be introduced that will cause disruption. You have the choice of how you deal with that disruption. You may not make the correct choice, that is not important, what is important is that you learn, what is important is that you do not repeat the wrong choice for you will see that you are adding to the disruption, you are adding to the disharmony. You will soon learn how to bring harmony back into your life and you will soon be faced with more challenges, more disruption, more disharmony. It is an ongoing process with no end in sight’

Liz... ‘It seems there is very large-scale disharmony in the Earth plane, in humanity at the present time. Is that a necessary pre-curser to a big shift in human consciousness, part of the growth of humanity?’

‘There are many individual minds that makeup the physical world. These minds are brought together, many different minds, and as different minds come together the balance of life is broken, disagreements will happen as each individual believes they are right, believes that what they do is right for they have yet to learn. As they disagree with one another they feel the ripples affecting them and they see how they affect others. This has an effect on their mind and can alter their choices. Evolution is a slow process, there will be no sudden shift in the level of consciousness, it will be a gradual one. One by one, each individual will begin to see the benefit of positivity. They in turn will affect others. Positivity will spread but there will be blips in this spread of positivity. The negative waves will come over and interact causing more negativity. The peaks and troughs of human development are always there but the overall feeling is gradually increasing, is gradually getting more harmonious, it just takes time, it just takes effort. Do your best and you will affect others for they will see their own hurt, their own misery and like you they will decide to change’

‘The state of your world reflects the state of the minds of all who live within it. It is perfectly suited to you and to everyone. Use each day of your life to become something better, something more. Seize the opportunity to live life to the full. Do not be put off by what you see or read in other parts of your world. They too are learning, they too are growing, they too are a part of you. Be happy, enjoy life, do not let anything upset you because you are made of love as is every living being in your world and as love you have no limits. Keep that smile upon your face for it will add one more piece of love to your world. Thank you, thank you my dear friend. We have come to the end of our communication this evening. Please continue your experiments whatever way you feel will benefit your world and help you to understand your world and understand yourself. It is a wonderful adventure, there are so many things to discover and remember there is no limit to your knowledge, thank you’

Liz... ‘Thank you friend’ 

Liz then tuned in...

‘Got a name Dorothy, I wonder if it’s Dorothy Kerrin, I saw quite a few little children around while you were talking, a red-haired girl’

‘Got another name Arleen or Aileen... This feels like a pioneer lady in America, see her high up in her wagon, quite a strong lady. I think she had red hair. It's more 19th century or early 20th century outfit, long skirt. Her head was wrapped in a head scarf very suntanned, felt she was half native American, a mixture. Sense of that pioneering spirit, very at home with the earth and elements, sense of exploration, staking out territory for herself in the earth, feel her with a fork in the soil, the worms, growing things, beans. It's like she’s saying to me when you have to create your own space, your own place, build your own home, you feel at one with the Earth, get a sense of belonging, that feeling that people have lost, that sense of naturalness, a form of freedom, to forge your own life. I think she’s marvelling at the current day slavery of people, that they don’t have that opportunity. They move into houses that are already built and to places they don’t really feel they belong to. It's like their homes and houses became more a sense of prison than something they create for many. She's saying that’s the discord, it was helping you sing your true song when your soul is enslaved, when you’re dislocated. Give people their acre of land. She's making me feel there has to be social upheaval to get the balance right, because the social model is not fit for purpose. She's overlapping now with that lineage of suffragettes, women fighters, the social pioneers. M’ lady, malady. In order to bring the dream of the new Earth, utopia, a happy Earth, there has to be change, there has to be remodelling, they have to be in instigators of change, they make people feel uncomfortable because in order to change you have to let go with the familiar and there’s many a slave who doesn’t want to risk his crust of bread for a freedom he doesn’t know, it will feed him. But behold the lilies of the field, they toil not neither do they spin yet Solomon in all his glory is not arrayed like one of these... We trust in the evolutionary arrow and the reality of the true state is the reality of the soul in the reality of the harmonious way of living. If you trust in the right way, letting go of the wrong way, the way of discord, letting go of that old familiar morass, transgressions and dissonance, your path will be made plain and your birth-right restored and your abundance will be released. The Earth’s abundance has been wrongly distributed, has been hidden, misaligned in myth of insufficiency has captured the human soul so that belief in dearth, in poverty, in suffering, in inequality is being perpetuated. The poor man in his hovel, the rich man in his castle the poor man at his gate, unequal distribution, unequal share of the world’s resources, insufficiency. There is always enough, your true needs are always met and there is nowhere to go to be outside the love of God. I want to thank Mrs Pankhurst, Emmeline Pankhurst’

‘Getting the name Henrietta’

‘All these strong women crowding around me. They were all little girls once, they came as little girls with your talk of songs, of harmony, the songs of the mothers and that is the lullaby that keeps ajar the window space of synthesis. Despite the disharmony in the world, it is that mother love, that experience of that special bond, that unconditional love of the mother for her child and the songs that she sings that keeps alive that memory of synthesis of abundance, of sufficiency, of love’

‘They were born free but everywhere they are in chains, that has to change and it will be the fight of the strong women and the song of the mothers that will affect that change, the wave of the feminine as a female warrior is arising in the Earth plane. It's the bluebird of happiness with that song that kept those poor foolish men fighting for an illusory freedom that kept their sanity intact. Not until the balance is restored will the true harmony be able to rain on Earth. There has been an imbalance for too long. Mother Mary weeps over the graves of her dead sons’

‘Getting the presence of Diana, she says though women are slashed down they rise up again from everywhere, broken, they know how to mend and repair, how to heal, how to blend that which was broken. When they say the stars are in our eyes, that is the truth. There is a sense that the tide of human suffering is turning, turned back on itself, too big to be ignored and the true cost of ignoring it will be seen. And there’s a time for everything, nothing can evert the tide when the tidal wave will come. We rejoice in the coming of the time when humanity will throw off its shackles and walk freely on the Earth. May all beings be well, may all beings be happy, may all beings be at peace’ 

‘I have the men here on my right, there’s Clive Dunn and others, they’re just very quiet... thank you’

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

244th Sitting 13/05/2021

We had another Zoom sitting.

Liz was wired to the Mind Mirror EEG.

Liz did the opening prayer as I tuned in.

I was soon controlled and the communication began...

‘All worlds work as one world; all worlds connect and side by side they develop. Each world forms a home for consciousness. Each world provides a place in which consciousness can develop, in which consciousness can grow. Nothing is set in stone for you all have freedom of choice, you all carve your own pathways through life looking for truth, looking for answers, trying to understand yourself and the world you live in. There's nothing mysterious about life, it is something which you all are, you are life and as life you begin to create’ 

‘Life began with one thought, one question, and that created a platform on which life could grow, on which life could explore and discover the meaning, discover the motivation, the driving force, that what holds you, that what keeps you alive. You cannot die but you can become disinterested with life for there are times when your world seems to be fighting against you. You have created a belief that your world is where you live, where you are and you have to live your life in that world. And when situations pile up before you, you feel it is you that has to work your way through those situations unaware that it is you that has created those situations. What you create is what is correct for you. Nothing is forced on you; you live your life the way you want to live your life. Only you can complicate matters be believing, by creating fears in your mind, unnecessary fears, fears that are created from the reactions you give to the words of others and to the situations in which you find yourself. Face those people, face those situations with love in your heart and no fear will come, no fear will be created and your life will become so much more simple and unaffected by those who are living their lives. You are given opportunities; you are given tests. Each test is designed for you, you can only do your best. If you make a mistake then you will learn from that mistake, it does not matter for you will soon understand that you are testing yourself, you are pushing yourself a little bit further and in doing so you are growing, you are changing, you are becoming something new’

 

‘The human form becomes tired and the human form needs stimulation. It needs the opportunity to try new ways of living, new ways of thinking, broadening the horizons, meeting new people, seeing life from their perspective which in turn enrichens your own perspective of life. You can only do so much on your own, you mix with others, your life is enriched and you will see the beauty more clearly. The fog will clear and your eyes will open and you will recognise yourself as part of your world’

‘Reach out to others, be kind to others, allow them to live their lives in their own way for they too are creating a life that is suitable for them and together you can all work as one. There is always a common thread running through all relationships, all groups of people and that common thread holds you together, allows you to express yourself in your own way without fear of being rejected, without fear of being broken away from those who you love, those who share your life. Be a part of all situations, all experiences for they are there for you, created by you, lived by you in a way that suits how you are at this point in time’

‘The world is your friend and the world will help you whenever it can but you make the decisions you make the choices and those choices will change that world as it changes yourself, thank you’

Liz... ‘Friend, can I ask a question?’

‘Yes, you may’

Liz... ‘You use the term life; I'm asking whether life is the same as consciousness? Or are you referring to the evolutionary process of living creatures on the Earth?’

‘Life is the creation of consciousness. Consciousness has created life to express itself’

Liz... ‘Right so life is fundamental’

‘For consciousness to grow life has to exist. Consciousness is a developing system of information which needs a platform on which to express itself. Life has been created as an ongoing expression of consciousness. As it expresses itself it is able to change, and as it changes it becomes the next thought, the next step. Without life consciousness would not evolve, would not be able to grow. Life is movement, life is experience, life is feeling... does this answer your question?’

Liz... ‘I’m still finding it a little confusing. I think it’s a question of the wording, the horse and the cart, the chicken and the egg, which comes first consciousness or life? Or is life the same as consciousness?’

‘You have to use words to understand the physical world. Try to feel what you think, try to understand that feeling. Take the words away, allow your mind to understand how life feels and then try to understand the feeling of no life, a feeling of consciousness that is not living, is not experiencing, is not able to change. Look beyond the restrictions of the physical world. See yourself as a spark of light without something to reflect against; does that spark exist? Life is that platform on which that spark can reflect... Thank you my dear friend, please continue your experiment, think about the words that we have said and we will answer further questions when we speak again, thank you’

Liz... ‘Thank you friend’

I soon felt back with it and then Liz tuned in...

‘I think Nick, maybe your dad, somebody with a mop of white hair and reminding me of Clive Dunn and Mr Pastry, so a funny presence but that’s associations with your dad. He’s just making me feel like a spoon, taking out a big spoon of something, feels like a spoonful of malt, something that’s good for you. Looks like golden syrup but it could be cod liver oil or something. He's just giving me the image and the knowing of books and book shelves. I feel they’re underneath something, like old leather-bound copies of something, like a set of Dickins, old books’

Not sure about the spoon but a couple of days after the sitting I was at dad’s house clearing out the attic and found a box of desk diaries. They all looked new but I got them out and found two at the bottom which I could see were older and when I looked inside, I saw they were from the 1940s with lists of tricks and magic books so I kept them for the family archives.

‘He’s taking me to an idea of wallpaper, a trestle table with wallpaper and paste laid out, talking about decorating. He’s saying it’s a piece of cake. A cake with a piece cut out of it, I don’t think Mr Pastry found it was a piece of cake, he’d probably get himself wrapped up in the wallpaper’

Dad did a lot of decorating and enjoyed it. He would have wanted to redecorate the house before selling it to get the best price.

‘I’m getting a sense of elephant’s tusks; I don’t know if that’s Joan?’

‘I'm not getting a feeling that your dad’s nostalgic, I was asking him if the house is empty, how he feels about it but I don’t feel he’s expressing any nostalgia, just observation. I think he wants you to get a good price for it, perhaps that’s why he’s talking about decoration’ 

‘He’s taking me to bird feeders, birds on a bird feeder outside a window. Not sure if he’s suggesting this would be nice for Brenda to have outside her window’

Me... ‘I’ve a feeling there’s already bird feeders outside her window, I think I saw some’

I was wrong, there aren't any bird feeders but when I was round there Brenda told me she had been watching blue tits eating the bugs off the dead ivy on the wall outside her window.

‘Perhaps that’s what he’s drawing my attention to. He’s draping a satin flag around himself, yellow and blue, he’s giving me the sense of those colours, colours I associate with blue tits. I felt it like a large piece of fabric or a flag. He's making me think paint again, a pot of paint, perhaps he’s referring to the house. He's making me feel it’s in a shabby state, a bit neglected. He's showing me a cash till, I think it’s to do with getting the best price for it. He’s putting into my mind flower beds, I'm seeing the colours like wall flowers, bright orange and red, bronze colours, whether that’s outside Brenda’s window in the garden’

Interesting that Liz gets yellow and blue, an association with blue tits. There are orange and red wallflowers at dad's house. 

‘Earlier I had a puppy dog on somebody's lap, fluffy white or cream coloured with curly hair’

Not sure about that.

‘Getting an image of egg boxes, takes me back to seeing a sound proofed room. What the significance of that is, whether there’s a problem with noise at Brenda’s. A need for sound proofing that she’s finding or something needs sound proofing’ 

This is interesting as when we were moving stuff into Brenda’s new place there were workmen working in the hall using electric drills and playing loud music. I thought this might cause a disturbance to Brenda but when her door was shut, we couldn’t hear a thing and I commented at the time that the place must be sound proofed.

‘Memory lane, a sense of looking at things through binoculars now from a distance. He's giving me the feeling of not being so attached to things now it’s like he’s just observing. I'm getting a feeling of green hedges around something, boundaries. Just enjoying things like ice cream cones at the sea side, just getting the feeling of whether this is memory lane, ice cream kiosks, Punch and Judy’ 

‘I've got a name Susan or Susanne’

Don’t know who this could be.

‘Somebody else is coming forward like a cleric, he’s got this ruff around his neck, somebody connected with the choir, a man with a bald head, round face, spectacles, almost like in a church procession, Christmas or something, walking with candles. I feel he had dark hair, bald on the top, quite a learned man, a kind man but a little bit distant, not particularly warm, in fact he gives me the feeling he could be a bit tetchy at times, he liked to do everything correctly. Just seeing a pile of hymn books, books you get in a church being piled up, all rather higgledy-piggledy, I think he’s tutting. I think he’s wishing he could be a bit more relaxed and patient. Is this someone you recognise at all?’

Me... ‘Not really no. I was in the choir but this isn’t a particular person I can put a finger on at the moment’

‘Okay... I've a feeling this is someone that regrets that they spent too much time worrying about perfection and details, things being higgledy-piggledy and felt a sense of responsibility and made things feel a bit gloomy somehow, didn’t enjoy things as much as he might because he was always concerned about things being ordered but they never seemed to be, he was so concerned with keeping chaos at bay. I think he just feels he didn’t create enough happiness around him because he’d get concerned about little things that didn’t really matter like the hymn books being all higgledy-piggledy, not piled up exactly right. He feels that he could have trod more gently on the Earth, taken it a bit more lightly, that might have created more joy, more fun’

‘I think I’ve got Joan here, a lady with blond hair, wavy. Just giving me a sense of using a duster, dusting cloth, cleaning a screen. I'm seeing an old-fashioned television, the old opaque green screen, it’s like she’s dusting that screen. Are you trying to tell me you’re stuck in an old reception set? She wants to say there’s a lot they could tell us but while we’re stuck in an old reception mode or set, we need to clean up our act. It's like we’ve got this bit of a fence, not much of a fence, a rope fence around what we think we should be doing, it’s limiting us. All the books in the world, it’s like they are very limited. But the actual information they can give us if we are able to receive it. We need to clean up our act, dust our screens, get a new TV set, a better aerial’

It looks like Joan is using televisions and aerials as metaphors for receiving information from spirit but interestingly at the same time I now have dad's television which is bigger and clearer than my old one but I still need to do something about my aerial as it is in the loft, not outside on the roof so reception is not so good at times.

‘She's giving me an image a bit like chimney pots, I'm not sure if they're chimney pots or flower pots, quite deep brick, cylindrical or rectangular structure that you can plant things in. Quite tall, they come up to chest height, planters but they remind me of chimney pots’

Sarah has several old chimney pots in our garden, some of which are planted with flowers.

‘It's like she’s taken an apron off but the apron she’s taken off is like one I had as a gift from an auntie, a friend of my mother's that I used to call auntie that came from China, it had Chinese ladies on it. I don’t know why she’s waving that apron around? It's like she’s waving me towards China and all that wisdom. The feeling as it’s coming through to me is taking off that apron and going to China, casting off the domestic fetters and taking that leap towards, not so much the esoteric as the wisdom, the ancient philosophies, the magic adventures because again that takes me to Rupert Bear and his Chinese friend, that journey, that travel, I always thought China was up in the air like heaven, the heavenly realms. To allow that connection to the heavenly realms, to spirit. Yes, the way Joan was throwing that apron away was quite joyful. I guess we have the opportunity to do that, to come closer to spirit, to allow that closer connection. It's like with your dad it’s the magic wand and with Joan it feels like the holy grail. It ties in with that spoon as well. A spoonful of your magic love. When we cast off the shackles of the physical world, we can feel that direct exposure to that spoonful of love, that ambrosia. It's the well of water that will never go dry, the holy grail, that challis. It's the fount of healing, it’s the fount of divine love, but to access it we have to allow ourselves that time to cast off the shackles’

‘She's taking me to a xylophone, a sense of a limited scale, a limited scale on a small xylophone, you want the full range. We need to open ourselves up to the full range of the keyboard, of the vibrational levels, of the octaves to be able to access all that information direct from spirit. So, you can get things second-hand but it’s the first-hand, receiving from spirit first-hand, that’s where the evidence is, that’s the first-hand experience of information that we need, that we ask for’

This again is metaphorical but at the same time I was thinking of bringing my dad’s electric organ home as it has more octaves than mine on the keyboard. 

‘She just put in my mind the image of blisters, a blister pack, that padding you put in a package to protect something’

Me... ‘Like bubble wrap?’

‘Yes, blisters you can pop, full of air. I'm just getting you want to get to the nugget, the gold, the valuable thing it’s protecting. You want to have direct access to that. Getting rid of all the wrapping paper to get to the kernel. Straight from the horse's mouth’

‘Does the name Timothy mean anything?’

Me... ‘I know somebody on this side of life called Timothy’

‘Just feel as if I'm snatching at things. Shoe polish, seeing a tin of shoe polish’

‘Did Joan have a granddaughter?’

Me... ‘Yes she did’

‘I’m just seeing something to do with a new school, a uniform, maroon and black, maroon stripy tie, looks like a straw hat, from a rather good school, a girl’s school. I don’t know if this is a memory or something current? I was asking Joan if it is her, to give me some information that’s not in your mind but her daughter Cathryn might know. I’m just getting an image that the granddaughter seems to have long darkish hair, feels as though she’s in her teens, late teens. in a school uniform, red and black, could be some grey as well with a straw hat, a boater. She’s just put an image of something that looks like a green snake, don’t know if it’s a real snake or a toy snake, reminds me of one of those wooden things that children used to play with. She’s given me the sense that her granddaughter has a connection with zoology. She's putting an image of Bakewell tart into my mind. I keep getting connections with bus stops’

When I used to sit with Joan, we always had tea and cake afterwards, usually Bakewell tarts as these were everybody's favourite.

I’ve contacted Cathryn and got this reply... 

‘There is nothing there that I can completely agree with and confirm but not completely out of the question.

Isabel has just turned nine, has long dark blonde hair and still goes to primary school. Her uniform is grey, white and red.

We are very keen to get her into a good secondary school so let’s see!

She definitely has an affinity with animals and we have talked of zoology.

Can’t take the snake, she likes Bakewell tart but she loves most cakes!’

‘It's the coming close, it’s as if you have to wear a gaberdine or something. Either I'm wearing a rain coat or she is, it’s to do with matching the energies. I'm getting the sense she’s saying we can make the adjustments, just have to be patient. We’re trying to get through, it’s like there’s such a lot to say, to communicate but you have to be prepared to spend the time. She’s giving me the sense it’s like in parallax, with lenses, with vision, to get something lined up exactly. It's like two different visual systems trying to align so that they’re seeing the same thing. Like choppy waters. She's saying we’ll get there in the end, this is just practise and we just have to be willing to let them work with us. I got a sense of doom with the world practise, like when you start playing the piano you want to be able to play concertos, beautiful music but you’ve got to start with chopsticks, little ditties and you just realise what a long climb it is, practise is daunting and I think it’s not like that, we’re just practising being receptive and it works both ways but it’s much more subtle. It's reminding me of the Alexander technique idea when what you’re actually doing to achieve posture, perfect physical alignment, is you’re actually inhibiting the old responses, the habits, you’re inhibiting the habits which have blocked the correct... which have made you wrongly aligned so when you inhibit those you allow the possibility of a new way of holding yourself, of being. To do with energy and blockages. That's why it’s so subtle because you’re not actually doing, you’re preventing the doing but opening the door for a new way of... the natural... it’s not doing anything just allowing the natural state to reassert itself. It's based on the fact that the current state is distorted because of bad habits. So, it’s a question of inhibiting habitual ways of responding, conducting, and allowing the natural state in relation to musculature, it’s the completely relaxed and free moving state which allows a natural responsiveness to the environment, to whatever task needs to be done, holding the body and the same applies to the subtle bodies, we have more than one body, we’ve got the spiritual, mental, emotional and physical, in all of those we’re stuck with old habits, habitual modes that have inhibited, that make it difficult to be a clear and perfect channel which is our natural state, to be able to attune ourselves to whatever, go through the whole range and have that freedom to adjust, align ourselves correctly as we wish in whatever task we need to perform, our alignment is perfect for that task so there’s no damage, no resistance, perfect ease. So, it’s not a difficult thing to do, it’s the undoing of the difficult things that we’ve made, the knots, the habits, like the snake sheds its skin and there’s a new fresh body underneath, you can do that again and again. We fail to shed our skins; we hold on to them till they become like old leather’

‘So I’ll just say thank you to Joan, thank you to all our friends in spirit, thank you to Michael, thank you to everyone present and thank you Joan for trying to get through and I hope I've managed to convey something of what you were trying to say, and Michael, and I hope that we can achieve that lucidity, allow the proper flow of communication direct from the horse's mouth so we can learn from you how it is, what you are learning, that you can connect us with that source of wisdom, so thank you, God bless you all’

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

243rd Sitting 29/04/2021

We had another Zoom sitting.

Liz was wired to the Mind Mirror EEG and sat in the dark séance room.

She did the opening prayer as I tuned in.

I felt myself being controlled and the communication began...

‘Words... words of wisdom, words of encouragement, words of help, words that will help you to understand the true nature of life, all that surrounds you, all that is a part of you and that what you have yet to understand can be brought forward, can be presented to you. Your job is to recognise something in what you are given, recognise something that connects to you, something which will grow within you, for you as a physical being have so much more in your life than what you understand as the physical world, for you are constantly presented with many new ideas, many new ways of looking at life but a part of you holds you to the physical world for it was your choice, your choice to live a physical life, cut off from your true self. The benefit of a physical life is to give you situations that have consequences, give you a structure that you can see and work with in a way that helps you to understand. Nothing is hidden from you but your belief in the physical world shields that what lies beyond. To not believe allows you to let go but you will always return for whilst you live in a physical world that is your base, that is your connection to life while you are living that life, that physical life. And yet you can stretch out and see beyond, you can turn the clock back, you can see the history of your world and you can look forward, you can look into that what has not yet for you happened. You are doing this all the time; it is a natural experience. Only when you learn to quieten your beliefs will you notice, will you understand that information is always available, you can see into the future, you can understand that future and you can see how it helps you in your own life. Try to remember your dreams, try to understand your dreams for they are your connection to future events. When you are awake you are also dreaming. Some situations may feel like they have happened before and as you clear your mind, as you get rid of those beliefs, you will understand the connection with the physical world, the dream reality and that what has yet to happen’

‘There is an understanding that time can stand still and yet your physical world moves forward. Not all time is real time for time was a creation and the minds that created time saw how time can change, how it can be seen in different ways. The physical world has its own time but beyond that time can be seen differently, can be lived differently. The past and the future can become one but only if you let go of that strongly held belief in the physical world’

‘When a new idea comes to your mind remember that that idea has come from somewhere, has been used before, has been explored before. It is not so new and yet for you it is a new step in your learning, something which is helping you. Take note of all that helps, all that you feel helps you throughout your life. You are helping yourself; you are beginning to understand that a physical life is a fragile life’

Liz... ‘Can I ask a question friend?’

‘Yes, you may’

Liz... ‘You say that ideas come from somewhere else but does that... are there original ideas? As a human, can we create ideation, can we create ideas?’

‘As a human being in a physical world you are creating something that has been created before. You as a physical being are seeing it for the first time but you are tapping into ideas that have already been created’

Liz... ‘When an artist or a creative person produces something that is hailed as original and created, what does that mean then?’

‘It is original to the physical world. Beyond the physical is a reflection of that image, that picture. You are connected to all ideas, all thoughts and as a physical being you can be fed information that you will perceive as your own ideas’

Liz... ‘Can human beings become creators; can they create. For example, at the moment elementary technology is new, inventions, simple things that have never been seen before’

‘The physical human being does have the ability to create but what is creation? What is happening when something new comes to your mind. Does it come from yourself or does it come from beyond yourself? How do you know where that what you see in your mind, that what sparks in your mind, how do you know where it originates and whether it has existed before? There are many realities all working at the same time, side by side, all full of conscious beings. You as consciousness are connected to all of consciousness. Your life in the physical world is merely one experiment. You are here to grow, you are here to discover, you are here to use all of your abilities’

Liz... ‘When you speak of experiments there’s an element of unknown outcome and with the notion of free will there is again a notion of an unknown outcome to the evolutionary process of human beings given free will, so that’s why I'm wondering in the ability to create, whether there is an element of something unknown coming in, a wild card factor that can actually innovate, can create something that hasn’t been seen before, something novel. It may not be substantially different from other things but unique, something that hasn’t been seen before, that’s what I'm wondering when you talk of everything coming from somewhere else, that ideas for example all come from somewhere else. But it seems with the possibility of free will that there may be original ideation which leads to original creation’

‘You are interpreting an idea in your own unique way. You have received information and in receiving that information you are moulding that information into something which is unique to you’

Liz... ‘Ah, that makes sense’

‘In that way you are creating for yourself, and you can present that creation to others and they too will interpret it in their own way. The spark that generated that thought exists in all of consciousness, you have merely reached out and touched that spark, and that has set off in your mind a series of thoughts which have moulded that original thought into something new and you have taken that out, you have displayed it, you have placed it on the canvas of a painting or produced a series of words, poetic words, words of fiction, you have created something which will benefit your world for others will see this, it will help them too, and they also will reach out to the spark of consciousness and find their own ideas presented to then which they can also develop and turn into something new. In that sense there are always new ideas being created from one spark of life, of consciousness that you are all a part of’

Liz... ‘I understand’

‘Creation is an on-going process and you are all a part of that process. Rejoice that you are becoming something new each day of your life, as you change yourself. You are in effect creating yourself each day of your life by the choices that you make and the love that you give to others and that what you receive. Thank you, thank you my dear friend. We enjoyed your questions for they help in raising the vibration within these rooms and when the vibration increases, your connection with that spark is brighter, is stronger. Please continue with your own experiments and we will see and speak with you next time that we meet, thank you’

Liz... ‘Thank you friend’

Liz then tuned in...

‘Nick, a strange sensation as I tuned in, a gentleman with a very stiff white collar, almost clerical but not quite and he’s morphed into Francis, like Elizabethan with lace collar and a dark suit, somebody who’s come before, a very erudite person, I feel he wants to say he’s travelled round the whole globe and seen everything, he has the whole globe in his hand. He's giving me the sense he’s in the time of Henry VIII. I'm sensing because we were talking about ideas, this is a man of ideas and he’s interested in debate and ideas but he’s a pragmatist, that’s why he’s got the globe there. It's to do with the roundness the rotundity so I think he was part of that controversy to do with the Earth being round and not flat because he travelled right the way round it, he didn’t fall off’

‘Just get the name Boyle, I think he was connected with the rules of chemistry. This man has a scientific bent of mind, Boyle’s laws of gasses. And Coulon, he’s bringing in all these people to do with energy conversion, the idea of transmutation of substances, different states of matter, states of energetic vibration, changes of state. Energy is conserved but you have a finite amount of energy but it can’t be lost. That was the idea. Modern physics and astronomy has suggested that the universe is expanding and there’s some sense that even that idea is wrong, but stuff can be created, it isn’t a finite amount, endless creation. The new physics is leaning towards a change in those ideas. He wants to wave a magic wand, this is all magic, ideas are all magic, the whole thing is magic. There's an element to it we don’t understand, a trick, a conjurer, God the conjurer creating an illusion. We try to understand how the trick is done. There's an element of choice, we choose to see things a certain way that’s convenient for us, for our purposes, to help us to survive, to help us to live comfortably. But I'm getting a churning up feeling that creation isn’t comfortable, it’s not a comfortable process, it involves a churning up. Everything we’ve thought, everything we believed will be turned upside down, inside out, Jesus said that’

‘In order to grow, we have to break the mould, we have to emerged from our safe space, from our chrysalis, from our womb, from those safe spaces that hold us secure, comfortable, intact. In order to expand creation is a tumultuous purpose but after the storm comes peace, comes a stable equilibrium, and as you say that equilibrium, life is fragile, based on a knife edge because creation is a chaotic process as the mathematicians well know. Metastability, the smallest instigation, generation, stirring, something new, can rock the boat and then there’s that juddering increases and with resonance with more and more of these thoughts, these deviant ideas, these new generation of thinking. As it increases, as it gains momentum the juddering increases, increases, increases until suddenly whoosh, that calm peaceful picture, that serene and accepted version of reality, whoosh, breaks up, disintegrates. And this is felt by human beings when this happens, the shaking up of beliefs, internal turmoil, mental anguish, mental suffering. It is at this point that the grace of the one, the magician, can penetrate to those who are open, who call out in their anguish for help in understanding, in finding equilibrium, finding peace, in understanding the truth. Those who sincerely seek the truth will call out the magician, the great conjurer responds in kind, makes his presence felt, and when we see through the eyes of the conjurer, the great magician, the universal spirit, God, the original force, when we see through his eyes, through the eyes of that sublime being, being itself, we find a reality, a truth, a point of equilibrium, it is the crux of all creation, it is beyond all creation, the wellspring, the fount, the source of the spring life hidden in the deep ground of being. And it is an act of faith. Religions often call on those that believe and follow, to trust there is an axiom; that the magician, the conjurer hears and is there for each one of us. To be able to identify, to see through the eyes of the conjurer, the I am, the infinite, I am the source, to identify with, therein lies restoration of sanity, peace and understanding, the ability to ride the crests and the troughs, this creative process that is evolution, that is evolution and devolution because they go in hand in hand, side by side. The bubbles that have been blown by the great conjurer coalesce and burst. The great pageant that is creation in all its turmoil, with its suffering, with its joys, with its peaks and troughs will vanish in an eyeblink' 

'The world is not what we think, the world thinks us, we are the world. This conundrum, the duality in unity is deep at the heart of creation with our divided brain it is difficult for us to conceive of this, we have to go beyond conception to experience being, joining with. The divided being uses conceptual thinking to join up the conceptions, to hold together the divided reality that is seen and experienced by the divided being but when we see through the eyes of the conjurer, the creator, the great magician, we see unity, we see one, we see undivided, we see absolute, we see as we are seen. Let go of your thinking, let go of your ideas, let go of your conceptions, your imaginings, see with the eyes of God, see with the eyes of the one. Way to this is necessary in this time, in the times that are coming, the times of turmoil. The times of the new heaven and the new Earth are approaching fast. Be aware of your role in all of this. We must teach our children to look at the sun, to see with the light of the sun, of the one, the source'

'I'm asking did I get your message right Francis? He’s holding a candle, a small candle, a small light in this great sailing boat, seven seas, sailing the seven seas. He's put into my mind a black Siamese cat'

'Just got the image in my mind of a golden dagger, golden knife'

'Just got the name Robert'

'Getting a sense of greyhound racing. I'm asking for some evidence that you will recognise' 

Me... ‘Greyhound racing connects to somebody I know’

‘It’s coupled with a ticket, I'm seeing a top hat with a ticket in it, don’t know if it’s a winning ticket or just a ticket, travel ticket. It’s taking me to a lord mayor or some dignitary, somebody opening some function, May Day, seems to be a man. Stuck with the sense of a hot air balloon, thinking of throwing out the ballast and it goes free. It does need a flame to ignite it. I'm just wondering if Travis is around'

Me... ‘Yes that’s what I was thinking’

‘Just took me to Daisy and a didgeridoo, to do with Australia. Just asking Travis if there’s something that Daisy is doing at the moment that we could check on and he put the idea of a birthday cake in my mind, I got candles, I think it’s connected with the family, not sure if it’s one of her daughters. Something connected with a garage, a car in the garage, I'm seeing just the chassis of a car, the wheels, not even a whole car. I saw the words Flower Power, an old hippy idea. Someone's taking me to barrels of beer or wine making, wine making kits connected with the garage. Getting the name Henry, and John Henry. I think he’s just mucking around. Now he’s put in my mind Muffin the Mule. I'm just asking Travis who’s he with? And I immediately got Colin Fry and he said Dolly, Dolly Parton but I don’t know if she’s alive or dead? Maybe he was just joking? Another name Vera. He’s giving me a rosette, red, white and blue, made out of ribbon, like what somebody wins in a gymkhana. He's showing me that as a winning thing because I've got him right. I’m just thanking him for being with us and he’s saying he’s always around, he’s making me feel the old school tie thing, black and white tie. Perhaps he’s meaning we’re all part of the same school, the same group? That’s nice to know Travis. He’s singing Daisy, Daisy give me your answer do... he’s just sending his love to Daisy and of course to us too. He's giving me the sense of a snaky path, a winding path, I guess that’s life. He's holding up a book, feels like a Beano, one of those old comic books, annuals, something funny. He's letting us know a little bit of comic, lightness won’t do us any harm, take it all with a pinch of salt and have a bit of fun, bit of a laugh, childish fun, a few chuckles does you a world of good. I know we’re a bit on the serious side and I know you were less on the serious side Travis, you enjoyed a bit of fun and that’s good, I understand that, God bless you, thank you, make your presence felt again, bring us some evidence that we can confirm, that really helps and I will contact Daisy. Something’s got bent, I sense it’s a piece of metal or a pipe. I don’t know if she’s referring to the chassis in the garage?’

Liz thanked everyone for coming and I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

There are some good bits of evidence here. Liz got Greyhound Racing which connects to Travis. Liz couldn't remember his connection to greyhound racing when I questioned her after the sitting but she would have seen a picture of him with greyhounds in his funeral service leaflet a few years ago. Then she got ‘sense of a hot air balloon, thinking of throwing out the ballast and it goes free’ This is a good connection to Joan, the Mercury Circle medium. Joan had a thing about the song ‘Up, up and away in my beautiful balloon’ and liked to have it played when we sat as she felt it helped her get into a trance state. Then Liz got ‘Colin Fry and he said Dolly’ Dolly was one of Colin’s main guides and part of the Diamond Group. He was a very funny female impersonator on the Earth and brought that character through in the séances. Liz didn’t know about him and she interpreted it as Dolly Parton. At the end when Liz said she would contact Daisy she said ‘something’s got bent, I sense it’s a piece of metal or a pipe’ this is evidential as Daisy has been doing spoon bending. Daisy did mention this in an email to Liz and me a few years ago but when I told Liz about this after our sitting, she didn’t recall it. It will be interesting to see if any of the other bits of information Liz got can be confirmed by Daisy when she contacts her.

We've just got a reply from Daisy who tells us she has a didgeridoo hanging on her wall. This was the first thing Liz got in connection with Daisy so another bit of evidence.