221st Sitting 29/10/2020

 

We had another Zoom meeting from our homes.

Liz was wired up to the Mind Mirror EEG.

At 2pm Liz did an opening prayer then started to tune in.

This is what came through plus my notes that I did afterwards...

‘I feel I’ve got your dad here; he’s got a lawn mower. He’s dressed up as Father Christmas, prancing around with a white beard, larger than life. He’s wearing a flat cap, a tweed jacket’

I don’t recall dad dressing up as Father Christmas or wearing a flat cap or tweed jacket. But it does remind me of the band ‘Spike Jones and his City Slickers’ which was a favourite of my dad’s and he got me interested in them too.

‘He’s counting out something, dominos, adding things up, adding numbers together, doing accounts. He’s saying not to worry it’ll all add up, he’s bushing them aside saying got that one over’

I’ve recently been going through a pile of his accounts that he did when he was self-employed. I’ve been removing all the addresses before throwing them away but I kept a couple of books listing all the magic shows he had done.

‘He’s going on to a chess game, showing me a king, saying the quietest member is the most important one, he doesn't actually do much, make many moves, keeps still a lot of the time but is the most important one for him to endure. All the others move around a lot. He’s central, almost a passive figure but his being there is essential to the whole game and if he’s over looked, if he’s struck out, the game finishes quickly. It’s important for the other pieces to support him. It's the black and white game. He’s talking about polarising forces, connected with the time we’re living in, with the Covid. There’s a lot of opposing forces, which is why it's important, and why he wanted us to come together, to support those very important but passive players, that the spiritual friends are around them. We need to support each other because their ability to endure through this period is a prime importance, so the game won’t be lost, the game of the spiritual beings’ 

Interesting that he uses chess as a metaphor for this message as he loved playing chess and taught my brother and I to play it when we were young. 

‘He’s putting a crown on his own head, he really does like galivanting around in different disguises, Tweedledum and Tweedledee’

Sounds like Spike Jones again.

‘He’s mentioning Corinthians...  I think he’s brought that in because he knows several people recently have tried to tell me that dealing with spirits is wrong because it says so in the bible but there’s something in Corinthians which says it’s okay discerning spirits, especially when you recognise them... He’s put the image of a daisy just above my head which makes me think that Travis is around. I think he must be communicating with Travis somehow, or Travis is helping him, it’s like he’s holding a wheelbarrow and Travis has been helping him weeding the garden, cultivating the garden, getting things organised in his spirit garden’

The bit about Corinthians sounds more like something Travis would say, not my dad.

‘Betty or Betsy. He’s dragging a dog by the collar, a studded collar, he’s wanting him to come forward to show you but I’m not sure he was that fond of dogs, not so much affection on his part for dogs. A whitish dog, smooth, a studded red collar, sat on a cushion in a basket’

Don’t recognise the names or the dog but it’s true he wasn’t that fond of dogs.

‘Pigeons, birds, he preferred birds’

Yes, he liked birds. There were nesting seagulls each year on the chimney of the house at the bottom of his garden and he loved seeing the babies coming out the nest walking up and down the roof. He spent his last few days in a bed in the back room where he could see them as it was the time of year the babies were venturing out the nest.

‘He’s bringing through a lady, quite small in the background. Might be your mother. Hair quite short, close to head, straight. Quite slim, tiny, looks like your gran. She’s frying chips. I’m asking her to come closer but getting an image of banana skins, slippery, a bit difficult. He’s holding her hand and she’s wearing a thimble on her finger, she wants to darn something, like socks or holes in a pullover. Getting a sense of silver with her, a silvery energy around her. Your dad feels denser, she feels lighter’

Mum wasn’t slim or tiny and I wouldn’t say her hair was short or straight but the rest sounds like her.

‘A sense of flowers with her, she’s wearing something flowery like a dress. She’s giving me a sense of a silver bracelet; Sarah has it and she’s very pleased about that. She loves all the flowers that are around you’

Yes, mum loved flowers and we certainly do have lots of flowers around us both in the house and in the garden. We have mum’s charm bracelet; it’s not made of silver but is a silver metal. We keep it on top of a cabinet and a while ago noticed it had gone. Sarah has been looking for it and found it in a box recently.

‘I’m getting a word terrine, a dish of some sort... jellied eels, things in a jelly... a witch's hat, she was a witch to your dad’s wizard act on stage, although she wasn’t there, she was in a sense the witch part of it but she never showed that part of herself. She’s showing images of you growing up, Noddy, cars, sand castles... Camber Sands'

We used to have holidays at Pontins when I was young and there is a Pontins at Camber Sands.

‘Getting a sense of a van with you dad doing plumbing type jobs which coincides with a holiday’

Yes, dad had a van for work but not sure how it coincides with a holiday.

‘Sadie...’

Don't recognise this name.

‘Wallflowers’

Sarah has been buying wallflowers recently.

‘Your mum gave me a message for you of sweeping everything clean. It’s something she had to do but it’s from moment to moment. Not talking about domestic things but about the mind, she’s developing a clarity, it’s so nice to be clear. It's not the physical clutter around you it’s the mental clutter, the worries, fears, concerns, that go round and round in your head and it’s just so nice to be free of all that, like it’s been washed through. Your dad is still arranging and planning things, he’s very committed to working still, but he’s also having fun. He's patting her hand, they had something that had to be reconciled and are working on it. They are recognising each other in spirit and want me to know that who you really are shines through, where there’s love that is what you fall in love with but other things get in the way, all the rubbish that fills your life but the spark that brings you together is the recognition of the real person. I think that’s what she meant by the putting on of the witches’ hat, she was an enchantress and he was an enchanter, I think she was his muse deep down’

Mum was very much a worrier and would be pleased to be free of that.

‘I have the feeling Travis is there in the background facilitating this, pleased to be able to do this and knows it’s important for you. He’s doing the orchestra thing again, creating a symphony for us, this is just the overture, he’s working on it, there’s more to this than you could ever believe, more possibilities’

‘I asked Travis if he can give me a clue, something that Daisy is doing at the moment, something we can check... I just got stripy trousers, vertical stripes, white and navy blue, a bit like clown’s trousers, baggy trousers... thank you, we can ask Daisy... He’s giving me a tankard, drinking beer with friends... He’s showing himself sitting in an office at a desk with a telephone saying something about a garden, a gardener, a pond with a duck. Seeing a long pipeline, he’s talking about flow, I need to get more flow’

Update... Daisy told us her mama and brother had bother passed this month. Drinking beer could be Travis celebrating with her brother and her mama was a keen gardener but she was clueless about the stripy trousers and thinks it could be a clue for the future.

‘Florid or Florence, connected with healing, Florence Nightingale... it’s like a flow of healing, a fountain of healing we can tap into and they can pour through us. The more we attune the more they can bring this through. He’s showing that the connections we have are going to enable us much more to be effective with healing in so many ways and it’s the light that’s like water. That's the importance of keeping the daily connection, the more we do that the easier it is to get the flow through. When we first start the pipe isn’t opened, the pressure hasn’t built up but as we relax more it becomes more flexible and can allow more water through, more light through. They have to help with controlling the energy because you can’t put too much through, you can actually burst if there are blockages, cause a rupture which is why you have to ease it through, adjust the flow and this is from the spirit side of the work. Don't expect big flows, don’t expect the miracles of Jesus straight away. We have to work on a little each day and that flow becomes easier and easier, we’re able to take more pressure, but miracles can still happen... this is going to be like the crescendo of his symphony, he’s seeing what’s possible. It's more than he imagined, his connection with The Diamond now has opened the floodgates for him. He knows that we know, that's why he wants to help us because he realised that we got it and he can see the value and because Daisy is involved in healing. He knows the truth of it and wants to be part of it, he’s walking the path, the path least trodden. It's a crazy path like crazy paving, he says that’s okay, you’ve got to be a bit crazy to do this stuff because it defies our reason, our human logic, you’ve got to be loony. Hey diddle diddle the cat and the fiddle... He’s putting doves all around us’

Liz thanked those who had worked with us then it was my turn and after about a minute the communication began...

‘Take your time, do not rush, do not try to bring all that is there through for you as a singular instrument can only work with one frequency, one channel. There are many wires connecting you to spirit. Each wire is treated individually. Use your mind to focus on one wire, one input and rely on the others to build on that one input. You are tuned into many things at one time. It is your job to separate, it is your job to see through all of the inputs, find the appropriate input, that what will cause the others to build. Eventually you will be a part of all of those wires, all of those inputs, they will be connected to you and you will be reaching out to each individual, receiving messages, receiving words, interpreting those words, interpreting those messages. It is a wonderful opportunity to give to others, to bring through messages for others, a form of healing, a form of comfort, a form of reassurance. Each communication brings with it a voice, a hidden voice. You are discovering that voice, you are allowing that voice to be heard. See yourself as a conductor, each instrument in your orchestra can be brought through singularly or you can light up each instrument and beautiful music will be played. Each instrument is waiting for you to recognise it and when you do allow it to play do not let your own thoughts interfere with the music, allow the music to play through you and as it plays it will build in power and a new tune will be created in the minds of those who hear it, spreading the message that there is more, there is a larger reality, a place where memories can be shared and new thoughts can be created. Where everything is evolving, everything is drawing closer to perfect loving harmonious conditions. You play your part and we will react, we will become a part of you as you have become a part of us’

‘There is a greater message to be shared, you are playing your part in allowing that message to come through step by step in your own way. You are opening up the lifelines to a greater message... thank you’

Before the communication started Liz saw an old lady with grey hair on the computer screen next to me then she disappeared. She felt to Liz like a teacher or someone who had been connected with a circle. She felt she was there as an instructress, had a lovely feeling and reminded Liz of someone she’s always known. 

220th Sitting 22/10/2020

 

We had another Zoom meeting from our homes.

Liz was wired up to the Mind Mirror EEG.

At 2pm Liz did an opening prayer then started to tune in.

This is what came through plus my notes that I did afterwards...

‘Young man or teenage boy, mob of wiry, sandy hair, bushy, more on the top of his head, blue eyes, freckles, tall, a friend of yours, Robert. A connection with cheese, a grocery store. He did a paper round with a bicycle. Long tapering fingers. Might have been in the choir with you, an instrument, plucking strings, harp or guitar. See him in a garden surrounded by flower pots, nothing much growing in the pots. He knows you quite well, been around a long time. A dog with him like a golden retriever. He wore a brace on his teeth. He had a church connection with you. Mumps, glandular, glandular fever, neck swollen. He was taking driving lessons. Christine. An ornamental mirror. Candles, tall church candles. Memory of somebody pulling a horrible face’

I can’t remember this boy from the description or the name. I don’t know who Christine is. I did work in a grocery store and I did do a paper round on a bike but can’t think of a connection with this boy. Liz already knows I was in the choir and the memory of somebody pulling a horrible face. I will see if my brother can remember anything about the boy.

Update... My brother didn't recognise this boy either but he did confirm some of the evidence for our relatives that has been coming through each week.

‘A lady, I think it’s your mother, quite slim, whitish hair, looks a little bit like your grandmother. She knows this boy, he used to deliver the newspapers. Someone’s throwing bread crumbs to the birds in the courtyard, garden. Your mum pegging up clothes on the washing line’

This all describes my grandmother but not my mum.

‘Valerie. Black cat, someone’s giving it a saucer of milk’

Valerie is the name of a friend’s mother who passed away recently. She had cats years ago but I can’t remember the colours.

‘Something to do with mending fences. Looking over a lot of gardens, to do with when you were very young, all boys are one boy, the boy that pulled a face, the nasty boys, this boy is showing his angelic side, wanting to mend fences for you, remind you of the good friends. Boys play pranks but it’s not malevolent. Your mum was aware you were troubled by things like that and she’s smoothing it like butter on bread, smoothing it out. Life isn’t always a rose garden, there’s ups and downs, you have to spread it evenly, it all spreads out in the end. Your mum is being very even tempered, very fair person, she liked to keep things harmonious, keep a smooth surface but she overlooked the ripples and turmoil underneath because it was painful to look at. She didn’t always want to recognise the troubles too much, preferred to see the smooth surface. She's stirring a cake mixture, she liked to do things like that but she’s wanting to apologise in some way that she didn’t always take your fears and concerns to seriously, she would quickly deal with them and shrug them aside. She realised you were more sensitive. She was more concerned with keeping the house nice, making a nice home, looking after you but the problems, the emotional ups and down she gave a short shrift to some of that because it wasn’t important to her from an adult point of view. She just saw the nice side in children, she didn’t want to see the difficult sides. She didn’t read psychology books, that wasn’t her thing, she didn’t know how to read people's emotions. It wasn’t that she didn’t know how to but she didn’t have the vocabulary and the skills to deal with the more unpleasant, difficult things. So as long as everything was running smoothly the world was fine, didn’t want to look too much at the dark side. Goldilocks and the three bears, she felt a bit like Goldilocks, trying to find something that fitted her just perfectly but when people got angry, she got scared and ran away, she didn’t want to face the big problems’ 

This describes mum’s character, especially the last bit as I remember when she had arguments with my dad she would often run out of the house and go for a very long walk then return when things had calmed down.

‘After she died, she got a lot of help and healing. See her with nuns, spirits that are helping her, like a convalescent home. She was surrounded by such a lot of love and care and it really helped her. Her dying was not easy for her, she had a lot of fear as she didn’t like to face things that were unpleasant. She’s saying ignorance was a blessing sometimes. She still feels like a little girl leaning, she’s surrounded by children’s books, Noddy and Big Ears, ABC, an awful lot to learn but it’s wonderful. It feels to her like she’s in a kindergarten again and it’s wonderful. She's had contact with your dad but not a lot at the moment. She's reaching out her hand but he hasn’t quite located or linked with her yet. She's still being helped. Not quite ready yet. She has apples in her hand and it’s like Adam and Eve, the apple is temptation. She wants to meet him with all of love when the time is right. She feels much lighter than him, he was a more complex character. She reminds me of Vera Lynn’

This makes sense to me.

‘A large man, looks a bit like Brian Blessed, a giant of a man, fee fi fo fum. Now he’s appearing normal, not like Brian Blessed, got a bald head and round face. Reminds me of Dan who used to sit with us. He’s round like a balloon, a bit of an actor, saying we’re all here, all round you. Reminding me of somebody I knew at school who took part in the play Noah’s Ark. See all these people on the ark saying we’re with you, we’re on a journey all together. We're on the dry land, they’re on the sea of spirit. We have to set up this new world, this is the importance of it getting the message through. It's like a new start, a new age of transition, a lot of disasters. They are emphasising the importance of holding firm, it’s like we’re on this little island but we’re safe. Although there’s going to be storms and things, we have to stick to it, to cultivate what we’ve been given, we’ve got this terra firma and we must tend it. It's no good getting lazy, no good just waiting for things to develop. Plants need watering, they need tending, propagating, you have to take cuttings otherwise they’ll just die out. You've got to work at it, to maintain this opportunity, this island, this dry land, this terra firma, this foundation. You've got a foundation but you have to build on it so it will spring up green everywhere, new shoots, new growth. Fruits that people can gather, can eat. They are throwing us lifelines, sending us telegraphic wires, connecting with us, coming as close as they can. We have to stabilize the wires, make our connection to our telegraph poles. Don't let the wires break, keep the transmission lines running clear. They'll give us instructions, give us what we need to make those plants grow, to establish heaven on earth’

This very much sums up some thoughts I’ve been having recently about mediumship development.

‘Donald Duck, Walt Disney films, Peregrin, that’s also a boy's name, albatross’

Not sure what this is about.

‘Your mum’s waving at a wicket gate, she’s in her safe space, she’s waving a white flag saying all of love, wanted to say happy birthday. Jar of pickled onions. Sailor, sailor Sam, sail away home, swing low sweet chariot’

‘Travis. He’s saying hello old mate. It's like he’s opening a briefcase, a music case. If music be the food of love play on. He’s got a music stand, pretending to be a choir master, think he wants to orchestrate us. He's a conductor, he wants to orchestrate this work for us. Daisy, Daisy give me your answer do... He’s showing me a school tie, red and black, old school tie, he’s trying to tell me we’re in school, he’s going to be a schoolmaster, says it’s going to be fun, marmite, some people love it some people hate it, but discipline is important, he can’t emphasise this enough. Seeing a blackbird down by his feet with a yellow beak, singing such a beautiful song. Take it easy and enjoy every day but for this work the discipline is important, he can’t underestimate that. He's getting out a tape measure, he wants to be a tailor, cuts the suits to the right size. If you want to attune to spirit you’ve got to get your suit right, fitted, you’ve got to fit. I think they’re planning some magic. It's not all sweat and tears, it’s fun. Image of a merry-go-round with horses. You’ve just got to experience, when you haven’t got it quite right you get those dizzy effects, that’s the importance of the discipline of tailoring, of cutting your cloth carefully, measuring things quite right so that you know what suits you, it’s got to suit the person, be the right fit. It's not one suit fits all, that’s the old idea in mediumship, one suit fits all, you have to do this, then this, then this... no, no, no measure carefully, each person is different, different requirements, different measurements. Spirit has to work with each person individually, we have to make our own adjustments, no good taking an off the shelf approach. You can take an off the shelf but you’d have to mould it carefully, you’d have to cut and trim, yes people do that. He's giving me a piece of holly and Christmas cake, saying Christmas is coming up... wonderful, thank you very much, makes me feel like crying as I can really feel you’re there. You can be a silly old schoolmaster if you want, old school tie and all that but we know that you’re our friend and that you are working with us and that is brilliant, thank you so much and thank you all our friends in spirit’

Travis is one of the original members of the Mercury Circle and has also sat with Liz and me in the Mercury Light Circle. He passed away about two years ago and recently connected with Liz again via mobile phone. Here’s an excerpt from Liz’s email about what happened and also the reply from Daisy who used to be married to Travis...

on Tuesday I was meditating and tuning into spirit, and asked for help with my mediumship. I wondered if I had a mediumship guide, and I wondered if Travis was now my mediumship guide, as he had appeared in a dream, and directed my attention to a diamond shape in flowing water, that was filled with light and the light was so bright that I could hardly see. He had also presented himself in quite a few of my mediumship readings recently, and seemed to help with bringing spirits forward. So I asked Travis, in my meditation, to give me a sign if he was my mediumship guide now. I thought of the sign of a daisy, as Daisy is a living contact we have with Travis. But then I thought that there are daisies everywhere at this time of year, and I see them in the grass and growing by the roadside. So I dismissed that as a sign, and asked him for a diamond, as I thought diamonds are not a common feature in my life. 

Two hours later, I checked my mobile phone and to my surprise I noticed two missed calls from Daisy. I couldn't believe this. I thought that it was either a coincidence, or a sign from Travis, and maybe he had contacted Daisy. So I rang the number back, but received no reply. Instead I got a text message saying: " who is this?". So I replied, reminding Daisy who I was, and why I was ringing her. I got another text message back, saying "I don't understand what you are talking about." So I texted back: "Are you Daisy Tiley? because that is the name I have for this phone number and the name that appears with these calls." I got a message back saying: "I am not Daisy". So I sent a text apologising for troubling the person.

So I presumed that Travis must have sent these two calls as a sign that he is indeed one of my mediumship guides now. I presumed that Daisy's mobile phone has either been stolen, or disbanded, and the number recycled, and someone else has that number. Is that the case Daisy? Is this phone number no longer your current phone number?

This does seem to indicate that Travis is actively around, and doing physical mediumship!

Reply from Daisy...

Good to hear from you and interesting events happening for you.

I think Travis has joined the Diamond Group and they are helping you with your mediumship. The Diamond Group was the group where Magnus was the main communicator. Magnus is Colin Fry’s guide. The diamond light shape also made an appearance with my current healing circle in Manila last Saturday. So yes, they are all pretty much around. I do not have that particular phone number anymore as it has been locked as I have not used it for over a year now and perhaps the number has been recycled. And yes, it was a way of proof that Travis has probably used that number to synchronise with the evidence you sought. Remember, asked and it will be given, knock and it will be answered. I have been sitting online with a group from Australia and Travis, Colin and Freddie have been showing their faces via transfiguration of the medium’s face. I’m glad Travis is around and guiding you too!

Once Liz had withdrawn and felt back with it I had my turn and soon felt myself being controlled and the communication began...

‘There’s many, many ways to bring through something which coincides with valuable evidence. Each answer given represents an imbalance of personal thought. We are all with you, we are all contributing to the overall development of this circle, this experiment that you take part in, for it is an experiment and you will get results. Do not worry what the results are, you have been given the ability to record and to dissect information that is presented to you’ 

‘The creation of an event is a wonderful process. We begin with a thought, an image in the mind and as that image becomes clearer a form of recognition greets your mind. You begin to find the words that describe that event and you build up a picture for yourself. In doing this you are able to transmit that what you see, that what you understand for somebody else who will put their own meaning on your interpretation of the original thought. There are many answers to every question, you have to decide which answer is appropriate to you at this point in your development. As you grow, as you grow wiser, as you grow closer to your true self you will discard some of those answers and you will begin to create a new understanding from a new perspective’

‘Every plant begins as a seed. A seed that relies on the help of others. A seed that requires nutrition. That seed has its own mind but it needs the help of others to provide. You are all looking for that help, and that help is there, you merely have to unlock your own way of thinking to receive that help, allow that help to bring you more into focus with your true self’

‘You can feel the warmth of your spiritual friends, you can see them but you can’t touch them, not in the physical way that you understand but the physical world is a small part of your life. Reach beyond the physical and you will indeed touch those who move close to you for they are your friends, they are connected to you with love, with understanding, for they know how you feel. You are never alone when you look beyond your physical world and you begin to understand the connections to all that is life. You put your own words, your own understanding to what you experience, you create your own picture in your mind but behind that picture is the strength of love, the strength of understanding all things, all of life. We are here to help you all and you will receive that help even if you do not perceive that help for that help is yours... thank you’

I felt back with it after a few seconds.

Liz did a closing prayer, thanked our friends and sent out healing to the world...

219th Sitting 15/10/2020

Liz has been doing a few Zoom clairvoyant readings with friends recently and was inspired to try one with me as we can’t meet at the moment.

We sat on Thursday afternoon, Liz was at her house and me at mine.

Liz had wired herself up to the Mind Mirror EEG.

Liz did an opening prayer then gave me a reading.

This is what came through plus my notes that I did afterwards...

‘Green fingers, gardening. Elderly man, spectacles. Not your dad. Round face, small, thin dark hair smoothed back. Loved gardening. Sweet man. Wore waistcoat when working. 1950s.Grandfather’

Yes, this is a good description of my grandfather, he was very much into gardening, he was elderly when I knew him, wore spectacles for reading, I remember he used to let me try them on. He had a round face and was quite short, his hair was grey when I knew him but dark and smoothed back in the 50s. He was a sweet kind man, was always helping others. I don’t know what he wore at work but he drove lorries.

‘Greenhouse, garden fork, robin. Liked sherry. Office job. Gardening wasn’t his work. Like reading newspaper. Scrambled egg on toast, beans, simple food, simple lifestyle’

Yes he had a greenhouse, there was sherry in the house, may have had an office job but I only know about the lorry driving. Gardening wasn’t his work but he did work as head gardener at a school in his retirement. He did read the newspaper and didn’t have much money so ate simple food and had a simple lifestyle.

‘Lady with him. Whitish grey hair, a bit bigger than him, younger, wraparound flowery apron, did a lot of dusting, polishing, a real house keeper. Dog, white dog and basket. Mop, mopping. Spring cleaning. Grandparents on mother’s side’

His wife had whitish grey hair, may have been slightly taller than him, younger and yes did a lot of housework. They didn’t have a dog. And yes, they were my grandparents on mother’s side. 

‘Black lace up shoes, old fashioned, plain, well worn. Wore them for work not in the garden. He wore a tie at work. He drove a car, early Ford car, black, number plate JR..... Tin cans behind it like for a wedding’

Not sure about the shoes and tie, he did drive an early Ford Popular but not black and not sure about the tin cans.

‘Lady was sweet, drinking sweet tea, syrup. She had a passion for keeping things clean and tidy, knives and forks, old but all in their right place’

Yes, she was a sweet lady and was always cleaning and would have had old knives and forks and looked after them as money was tight.

‘They are showing me a pedal car... maybe that was the time they knew you when you were a little boy and you were when they died. Noddy and Big Ears... maybe a reference to you and your brother’

Yes I had a pedal car and Noddy books, I was a teenager when they died.

‘A connection of grandad and the church, he was religious or had a spiritual side. He wants to write something down. An important memory connected with the church and writing things down’

I recently found some old letters written by grandad’s brother to him from Canada in 1929 and the letterhead is ‘Young Men’s Christian Association’  

‘Candles... he’s saying don’t blow the candles out, they are alight and someone’s blowing them out, feel like crying’

Not sure about that.

‘Grandmother isn’t interested in this, she doesn’t want to know but he’s very sensitive, sensitive to me and my needs, offering me an aniseed ball. He was more nurturing that grandma, she was more concerned with keeping the place beautiful and polished. He enjoyed the children’

Yes, this is true.

‘He's very spiritual and reminds me of a Sunday school teacher, old fashioned but a sweet man. He didn’t have much insight into the afterlife or spirit world but he had a big heart, has a lot of love for you’

Yes, he had a big heart.

‘He's very pleased you've got Sarah and that she’s doing so much gardening, that’s a good balance for you’

This makes sense.

‘Getting the name Sheila. Something wrapped in brown paper, parcels, laundry’

Not sure about the brown paper but Sheila is my mum.

‘Horses, horse hooves over turf. A horse like a cart horse, big hooves, brownish and white, wants to rub its nose against you, wants sugar, its grinning. Saying something about marmalade, a very thankful horse, a bit shaggy, it’s lovely, a beefy horse, used to have saddles on it but not anymore, enjoying not having saddles and being able to gallop around, freedom, dandy lions around it, bags of oats’

This describes the sort of horses we’ve recently seen on our walks.

‘Image of Tinkerbell, fairy in Peter Pan, hovering over the horse, tapping it with her wand. Peter... Peter and Paul. Blackbirds. School caps and something that feels like charcoal, use for drawing, thick pieces’

This is interesting as I went to St Peter and St Paul’s school in Bexhill.

‘A lady in the background, her name begins with V, Vera or Vivian, somebody younger, with a piano, wearing a yellowish summer dress, 50s hairdo, charming lady, theory books, piano teacher, school teacher. Organised concerts, stage, she accompanied people, a connection via your father’

I can’t think who this could be but it’s interesting that Liz thought it may be my mum as it confirms she didn’t know her name was Sheila.

‘Roger’

Can’t place Roger either.

‘Dad is here but not coming forward, he’s pumping up something, a tyre, working quite hard on it’

This could be referring to pumping up balloons which dad did a lot for his magic shows.

‘Blue dungarees, boiler suite, daisies. Sun, moon and stars, sky diving. Dad a connection with linoleum, black and white squares’

Dad spent a lot of time kneeling down on linoleum repairing washing machines, he often said that was why he lost the use of his knees.

‘Pin cushion, sewing’

‘With dad I’m feeling a contrast between the plain floor and work with this more ethereal quality, more grandiose visionary quality... holding that tension between the imagination and the down to earth practical, subtle balance, easy for pins to prick that more aerial visionary’

‘He’s giving me milk bottles, an image of wanting to nourish you, he wants to help you, what you are doing, he’s seen the value of it and knows how easy it is to prick that spiritual impulse, that visionary impulse that you have, he expressed it on stage but you have it deep inside you. The fear of exposing it to the wrong people, you can feel the pin cushion, all these pins that will take the air out of that wonderful feeling of lightness and inspiration. He's showing me these milk bottles because he really wants to help you with that now. Maybe he feels that he didn’t always support that. He was not against it, he wouldn’t put you down but the wrong comment could easily deflate your enthusiasm. He doesn’t want to do that now and he really wants you to know that he’s with you every step of the way now, he really gets it. I really feel he’s engineered this meeting but he’s a bit shy of presenting himself to you. I think he will. I think there’s something there, that he feels he let you down a little bit but I don’t know what it is and that’s why he’s shy. He keeps saying walk, walk, walk. Like he wants to walk off, to keep walking, there’s something he needs to sort out, he’s wringing his hands, there’s something he’s finding difficult to say, I get the image of treacle, it’s sticky he’s saying, it’s made his heart feel a bit sticky, but there’s such a lot of love for you there and I think that’s why your grandad came forward because he was more openly warm and more able to express. Dad is sorting it out and wants you to know he’s with you with this mediumship stuff and wanted us to get together again, you’re not going to be a great pianist but you’re going to be a great medium and he wants to help you to make it, he’s working on it...’

This sums up dad’s character very well.

We had a chat about what had come through and then I tried to get some clairvoyance for Liz.

I got the words attic and Brian but then felt as if I was being controlled for trance.

Liz suggested I go with it and do whatever comes...

‘There’s no difference, all communication is from the one source. As it unfolds it will direct the instrument to bring that communication through in a way that is suited to them. We are able to bring forward evidential aspects in our communication but we have set up an arrangement, we have developed an arrangement that allows spiritual advice and guidance to be transmitted. At the same time there are always those that you understand to be in the spirit world; their memories, their characters, their stories are saved, are all... they all make up what you understand as the spirit world and from that world their stories can be told. Their stories have evolved since their passing and just like you they can remember, and they can make decisions, they can make choices, they are alive, they are a part of life. The physical world holds you still, it can take away your freedom but you too can blossom, your memories make you what you are but beneath that, within that is the power to grow, to become more, to become a part of an evolving consciousness which is life’

‘David, David is bringing his love. The bells are ringing, sit back and enjoy the music. Watch each page develop into a new story. Like a piece of music, it begins with a note and to that note you add more until a tune is sung, is played, is lived. A composition starts with a word and a tune begins with a note. You are developing your abilities and you are writing yourself a story, adding characters as they come to you and as each character shines, they also fade away for they are making their own stories and will live out those stories’

Liz found what came through interesting and she has a deep connection with a David.

We closed the session, thanked our friends and sent out healing to the world. 

We decided to make this a regular thing.

218th Sitting 12/03/2020

We had the room setup as usual and didn’t use the Mind Mirror EEG or Magnetometer.

I did the opening prayer at 8.10pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did our Rainbow Bridge Exercises then continued on into the session...

After 35 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘I’m seeing a great rain falling... The rain falling, we think of as external to us, something that happens outside us, without us and yet we create the outer world. Our combined thoughts, our combined impulses create the world we see, we are creators. We create a golden meadow of flowers with our golden thoughts, our internal state directs the external world. We don’t realise the extent to which our combined thoughts are creating the clouds, the rain, the storms, the fires, the famines, the wars. When a group of people has grown up as victims, as slaves of a system, working every day, resenting the low paid work, resenting the life of surfs, of hard labour, their combined thoughts in this reality they think has been imposed on them in which they’re powerless, their combined thoughts are dark, their combined thought are of rebellion, are of setting fire to the fields they labour in, flooding the field they’re labouring in, destroying the fields they’re labouring in. In their anger, in their resentment, in their despair they create an external world in which plagues and famines come, clouds come, rain falls, forms deluges, or drought comes creating fires devastating the landscape, bring embodiment to their despair, to their anguish. The world, nature, the outer world mirrors an inward world of turmoil, of anger, of resentment, of clouds, of darkness, but when in our inner world we create a meadow of serenity, we create a pool of great beauty, we create feelings of wonder, feelings of love, feelings of tenderness, of togetherness, of a deeper connection. We create a velvet midnight sky full of stars, we create a sunlit meadow, we create an azure blue sky, free of clouds, we create a moist and humid atmosphere in which plants grow, in which we can dance, in which we can create songs of great lyricism, of great beauty, in which we can raise our voices. We can create an atmosphere which is like heaven in which we can rejoice and that is a mirror of our inward world, of our inner world. So, in cultivating that inner world we help to create an outer world that echoes, that manifests. We don’t realise the extent to which even in our imagined powerlessness we have power to create. The outer world is not separate from you, is not independent of your thoughts and feelings, of your inner world, your emotions, scenarios, stories. You create a story within and that story is told on the outside, that story is told and it is retold by many souls with whom you share that story and that creates your outer world. Beware of your thoughts, beware of your emotions, beware of your inner world, cultivate it like a garden, like the garden of paradise and it will manifest in the Earth as a paradise. Paradise is not lost, paradise can be reclaimed with your songs, with your stories, with your rejoicing in your inner world. Allow yourself the luxury to create an inner world of great beauty. When a sufficient number of you have created and shared such a world with your songs, with your stories, with your dramas, with your plays, with your eloquence, with your manual creations, with you embroideries, with your artefacts, with your beautiful creations then you will realise the Earth and your physical reality in its full potential in its full splendour, your own creation. Be the world you wish for...’

‘I have great feathers in my hair, like a peacock. I mirrored the adorned birds that manifest in my poems, that manifest in my works of art. I dress myself; I imitate my own creations; it was my attempt to bring life to the world I created inside. Many mocked me... Edith Sitwell, you called me... I sit with those others who created with me, we create still, we’re still learning how to create. Many have lost the art, many have lost the courage to truly create, to allow the eccentricity, to allow themselves to indulge in their dreams, in their daydreams, to clothe themselves in their own inner reality manifested in the outward image they project into the world, the closeness of your dreams. Shaw is on my right; Christopher Lowe is on my left. Many of us in libraries, in theatres. We have our own exhibition, our own deliverances, our galleries. You influence, dancing through your minds the lives, our creations are still with you. We encourage, we weave a tapestry to match the best, cloth to adorn your dreams, to facilitate your own creations, to help them to scintillate. There is much dearth, there is much shabbiness in the renderings of many. Many are afraid to depart from the material, external world as it is manifested. Many do not trust their own internal world; they merely are derivative in their creations and the lowest common denominator of the external world, the appropriate, the creations of the multitude, of the common denominator. They try not to shine or excel or individualise. The peacock tries to make his dance, his show unique. It has to be unique; his survival depends on it. In a mollycoddled system where you depend on others, when you depend on the state or society for your terms of reference, you become a cipher, you become a nonentity, you become Mr Norm and your creations will be derivative, will be unoriginal, will be dull, moribund, they will not survive. Dare to be exceptional, dare to break the bounds, to go that one step further, to create something completely unique to you. Your own absolute internal experience of the world seen only through your eyes; you own expressed experience. Not that mouthed by others, not what you are told is your experience, what is truly, truly yours and yours alone. How it tastes to you, how it impinges on your eyeball, on your ear socket, at your finger tip, beneath your feet, in your dreams, your deepest desires, your strongest fears, the whispering which you alone are party to. No one has the thoughts, the feelings, the sensations that you have. Cherish them, honour them, experience them, welcome them, acknowledge them, be conscious of them and shape and mould them so they are perfect expressions of a world, your intent, your desire, your ideal. Remember and cherish the best and allow those to mould a paradise’

Pause...

‘A bitter orange can be used to make sweet marmalade and bitter experience can be transmuted into wisdom, into sweet forgiveness and understanding and compassion. Transmuting base metal into gold was the work of alchemists, each of us is an alchemist and in possession of the philosopher's stone. Our errors and transgressions, our misdeeds, our sins of omission and commission, our dark thoughts, our obsessions, our twisted paths, our dark deeds all are grist for the mill, capable of transformation into the sweet marmalade, into the gold stone that eventually becomes the polished diamond. When a human has the courage to take hold of the bitter fruit, his life has yielded and acknowledged and accepted and tasted the acid of this fruit. Then conscience can conjure up the way of reparation, the way of transformation, of transmutation. So many bad deeds have been turned around into a life that blossoms into good deeds. There are many whose lives are honoured, who started with dishonour. Great saints like Miloeaper transformed their anger and hatred and their destructive magical creation into pure harmonious works and acts, great beneficence, having seen the bitterness and error of their ways the bitter fruit that was being yielded by their misdeeds, by their hatred, by their anger. So have the courage to taste the texture of the fruit you’re growing with your life and if need be transmute and transform the bitterness to that which tastes sweet and good because the fruit you yield with this life now you will carry with you when you cast off the physical skin of this life into the larger arena of a life that does not end but continues and will you want to continue tasting the bitterness of the fruit or will you want to taste the sweetness and the fragrance of a perfect and ripened fruit? You all have the choice... I speak on behalf of the fair-haired one known as Mr Savile; he speaks of the Seville oranges... he’s full of remorse’

‘Thank you to all our friends, they’re wrapping up the show in a garland of flowers like a wreath... blessings, this is our showcase, our showcase of extraordinary characters’

‘Still seem to have Mr Jimmy Savile, a mixture of pride and contrition... a strange mixture, bombast and remorse... a strange mixture of good and bad...’

During the session Liz had seen an Edwardian looking man with whiskers around his face, she had a feeling he was a scientist.

Liz was feeling back with it and we recalled our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz found herself in a meadow of daisies with a wonderful sense of gold and a feeling of happiness being in this space. It was full of children like fairies flying around doing acrobatics and cart wheels, a sense of creativity and freedom. She felt the importance of play-acting, creating theatre and the power of that to shape and create a world and these children were able to do that, to create a reality, a theatrical reality that mirrored things in the world but was instructive...

I started off floating over damp sand and saw a pair of slippers walking across it, making foot prints. Then I saw barefoot prints going in different directions. I heard people laughing and playing, both grownups and children, then started to see them, all going in different random directions. Then they organised themselves into a ring, holding hands and dancing around the slippers. They made different shapes as they did this, a square, a triangle and then a star which made me fly up into space and I as looked at the sun and the planets I thought at first they looked disorganised, moving in different directions then saw that they were organised as the planets were circling the sun and the moons were circling the planets but I also got the feeling that the sun was also circling something else, I couldn’t see what it was but just felt the whole solar system was circling something greater...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

217th Sitting 06/02/2020

We had the room setup as usual.

The Magnetometer was on but we didn’t use the Mind Mirror EEG.

I did the opening prayer at 7.40pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We started with the Rainbow Bridge Exercise them continued on into the session...

Liz had the sensation of a hand pressing down on her head just after the opening prayer, like a contact sign.

After about 25 minutes Liz began to talk...

‘It’s like I'm staring at a great Ford motor car with its front grille and its headlights. Someone's getting out with a cap on, looks dark, like a Jamaican... keep getting JR, that was part of the number of one of my dad’s cars... I get the feeling of Peter Benton, my Auntie Rennie’s ex-husband, he played in a jazz group... it’s the jewels I'm seeing, Peter Benton had a jewellery shop, I'm seeing those green emeralds, oh yes, I have the rings from Maurine and Auntie Rennie. That's where they developed their particular love of gems and gold. I'm just looking at these beautiful stones but there is some meaning in them, the colours, the way they refract, reflect the light, they act as prisms, diamonds especially. But for some the stones, the gems do have a vibrational quality that can uplift, can resonate with that emotional body, the joyful aspect of working with gems. The same gems you can see in nature, the berries and blossoms and the fruits, these are all gems of the Earth. Every fruit and blossom has its own vibrational energy, the same with perfumes, these all resonate with the emotional body in different ways to create the euphoria. These things bring joy to the heart but whereas the berries and blossoms fade and fall the gems and jewels last and endure, it’s their longevity, it’s their endurance, the permanence that gives them that special value. Perfumes fade but the jewels last, that’s why they say diamonds are forever, that is their real value, the quality of endurance, of everlasting. And here we have them still, quintessential quintessences of frozen distillations, essences, they act as reminders, magnets. When there is confusion and blurriness of feelings and senses and mental images, the clear and crystalline quality of these distilled essences can bring you back, can focus you, can transfix you, can give you that stability, that steadfastness and essence to hold onto. Potiphar, the story of Joseph, Joseph and the multicoloured dream coat, the rainbow colours. When your aura shines brightly and is clear, when you have that inner healing and cleansing your colours are bright like the gems. It's good to picture the clarity of that light, the light of those gems, to help to recover the clarity and balance, the transparency, translucence in your emotional body. And so, colour healing is an art form, the use of colour, different vibrations of light to heal the various layers of the physical being have different vibrational qualities, different emotional attributes. Shades of emotion are connected with different physical centres and in the cleansing of these anatomical centres the emotional tones are restored and in restoring the emotion tones those physical anatomical centres may also be healed. Part of the healing of the damaged or miss-formed parts, of the distorted anatomical areas involves purifying the emotional qualities associated with those areas and that’s where the fragrances of the different gems, the different fruits of the Earth, the different chemical composites can help to retune. We use the jewellery, precious stones like a piano tuner uses his tuning fork to help with the mechanical tuning so the instrument then plays perfectly. Any pattern of music will then sound pure and perfect but when the instrument is poorly tuned, the most perfect pattern will sound discordant and tiny. So, use your colour healing, your stones, your jewels as part of your preparations for better atunement, to be perfect mediums. Wash yourself down in the precious gems of the Earth, in the rubies, the sapphires, the emeralds, the citrine, the topaz, the jet. These will help, thank you Peter, I can see the musicians playing and my Auntie is in that emerald green dress with her lovely red hair. Maurine is wearing sapphire blue with her lovely red hair and they’ve come in the car and they’re dancing with the band now...’

Liz asked me to turn up the music.

After about 10 minutes Liz reported feeling stuff being pulled from her right ear, it felt like a cold liquid.

Liz continued...

‘I’ve got this feeling of a group of friends acting like pastry cooks, cooking something. They're having a great time, like Mr Pastry, all fun’

‘There was a lot of people around earlier and they were crowding in as I was tuning in, I asked them to come in one at I time because it was too confusing, that’s when the car turned up’

‘Got the name Violet just come through... feels like somebody’s pulling my hair’

‘I have a feeling they’re really getting down to work, there’s a good gang and we’re in for a bit of a bumpy ride but it’s very progressive, experimental but we’re getting somewhere’

‘Got a feeling of newspapers... the communications keep turning out the news... keep it up... it’s good to broadcast even the little items... I associate the newspapers with my dad, I see them on big machines, turning round and round and the pages coming off the turnstile. But it a collaborative effort, there’s a great team behind that final printout that you get. There’s a whole lot of work that goes into it, organisation, it’s a massive enterprise made up of many people, nothing happens in isolation but it’s a group enterprise and you have to bring all the elements together under one roof to simplify it, to make it more economical. In any energetic process, for it to be successful you have to have economy of expenditure and action has to be perfected to achieve the end product so it arrives in the right place at the right time and this is logistics. On both sides the teams have to be ready, night shift and the day shift. It's not all hard work, there’s fun that goes into the process, camaraderie...’

‘I keep getting reminded of a blue and white jug or teapot, I think it was connected with Inger... and gorse bushes, I haven’t a clue what that means... coconut smell... the gorse bushes you get at Ashdown Forest... I'm seeing mushrooms and toadstools, the fly agaric red spotted toadstools and the flower fairies’

‘I’m sensing Ginny... This Ginny is just telling me what a joy it is to be reborn, she watches over the children and she loves the energy of children and working with them in nature. And she’s cleaning up the bed, turning over a new leaf, new energy, new enterprise, wants to be involved. She's got all of her energy back, all of her get up and go which had got up and gone. She's fully charged now and delighting in the opportunities to work with children again in the forest, in the woods. She keeps showing me a picture of herself turning a duvet cover inside out, making the bed, she’s making a fresh start. That's what dying's all about, a fresh start. Sometimes things get run down in life, get stuck, you run out of steam, disaster strikes and you’re laid up. Difficult to get back up afterwards, you dwindle, unsatisfactory, make the best of a bad job but dying is like a new lease of life, a new start, a whole new opportunity, starting over again with a clean slate and then the things you really love, they shine out, and then you can go for them like the bright apples, the shiny, the sweet ones, they're the ones you choose, you don’t bother with the shrivelled ones, the green ones, the sour ones, you go for the sweet desert apples. Well you’ve got your fill of them up here. Well when I say up here, ha, this is the same place, just better, more rarefied, things just flow more easily, lighter, you haven’t got that sense of gravity, weight, no it’s lighter, a lot more buzz, I've got the old vibrancy back and it’s as if time doesn’t matter anymore. You don’t get that sense of having to stop, having deadlines, it’s all good, wonderful, breath of fresh air. I thought I’d just drop in and let you know I'm enjoying... will enjoy hanging around with you... again God bless, goodnight all...’

Me... ‘Goodnight’

‘Seeing a great shaggy sheepdog... I think the dog is connected with farmer Dick, the horse and cart... and he’s just there to say cheers... the outdoor connection, the good work, work of service. Farmer Dick was a farrier, he did try, he helped, Ginny did too, but he had a raw deal and Ginny did too but they’ve come through and he’s got a new start, he’s still full of life, yes thriving, and he’s just raising a glass to life, but it does continue beyond death and all the good you do you carry with you, all mistakes just fall away, all the dross. So that’s worth knowing, the good you do remains, it goes with you, just hold onto that... thank you both for coming, a reminder of good times’

Me... ‘Thank you’

‘And to Auntie Rennie, Maurine and Peter... and Inger and Kate... and Graham, there’s a gang of them... God bless you all thank you’

Liz was back with it and we recalled our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz saw Inger and Kate dancing, it was like a Mad Hatter’s tea party, that’s where the blue and white tea pot came in. And they were saying, we’re here, you don’t have to go over a Rainbow Bridge and so Liz just enjoyed being with them, and the zaniness of it, like being in Alice in Wonderland The strong feeling was, there isn’t anywhere to go to, you don’t have to reach out, they were right here in the room with us...

I started off on a roller-coaster, sitting at the front with someone I didn’t know and didn’t know those behind me either. We were slowly going up a steep slope then went whizzing down the other side through tight bends and up and down when suddenly we were shooting upwards away from the ground up into the sky. The roller-coaster had disappeared and we found ourselves sitting on clouds. I looked up and saw pin pricks of light, they were getting bigger and heading for us. We each had one land on our lap, the size of a football and as I looked into mine, I saw parts of my life being replayed like a life review and we all came to the conclusion we must have died in a crash on the roller-coaster. As I looked into this ball, I saw times when I had missed opportunities or when I could have made a better choice. The ball spoke to me saying I could go back and start a new life if I wanted or I could just stay on this cloud for a while which may become a bit boring. If I went back, I would have opportunities to make better choices but I would lose the memory of this lifetime. I asked how I would know how to make better choices if I had no memory of my past life and the ball told me a part of me would know and would be motivating, and nudging me as is the way with all who come back to this physical life...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

216th Sitting 30/01/2020

We had the room setup as usual.

Liz was wired up to the Mind Mirror EEG and the Magnetometer was running.

I did the opening prayer at 8.05pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge Exercise then continued on into the session...

After about 30 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘Seem to have got a man with me, looks like Elizabethan dress, cocked hat with a feather in it and pantaloons. I think he wants to talk about the snake in the garden, the Garden of Eden...’

Me... ‘He’s very welcome to if he wants to’

‘The apple, the whole notion of human fallibility based on a lie. There is no snake there’s only the kundalini energy, the spiritual energy arising and because it was a source of power the priesthood wanted to appropriate it themselves to deter the rest of the general population from having access to that inner spiritual wisdom which makes all men equal, which is the source of liberation, freedom. So early on my men abused that power and insight to have power over others, they created the myth, set up on a path of convoluted evolutionary disadvantage of the human race, a mistake which can be corrected. I've seen enough in my time to convince me the lies that were perpetrated in the name of spirituality were merely the foolishness of foolish men, diverging from the path of true evolutionary advantage and truth. I called on all good men of good will to investigate for themselves in the banned sciences of alchemy and the esoteric teachings, to follow the inner spiral which is the snake energy leading to their own conscious development so truth may become evident in themselves and not merely lip service in the books and pulpits of others. I have little truck with the conventional wisdom, the teachings that subjugate men to lives of misery. For me the world was a great adventure, seas to explore, skies to conquer, wonders that would never cease to amaze, a whole panoply of creation and yet I've seen the majority stuck in hovels in a mistaken belief in their inferiority, their poverty, their deprivation. I say take the apple and take a bite and eat the apple whole, seeds and all. The apple is a good apple. The tree of knowledge is the tree of liberation. The tree of inner knowledge is the pathway to achieve that liberation. Follow the spiral staircase and it will lead you to heaven. You've never left the Garden of Eden. You are hoodwinked into believing that you have been expelled because of mortal sin... what poppycock, what rubbish, what unadulterated sacrilege. I would give you my vows of wisdom, they’re there for you to find in all the books, all the readings, in the esoteric teachings. Take these to heart, let these be your bed fellows, let these help you on your path to liberation, these pearls of wisdom, many of the books banned by the church. The Pentecostalists approach the direct contact with spirit, allowing the snake out of the mouth, then the kundalini fire to rise up. There have been many sects that have endeavoured to direct human consciousness by a direct contact with the larger spiritual consciousness which is God, direct experience. They have remained as sects, as schisms, as aberrations. Now the time is coming when every human being has access to these pathways, to the esoteric knowledge, to the pearls of wisdom, not in secluded libraries but via the internet, the World Wide Web, Indra’s pearls, Indra’s net. So, a new era is dawning again when many may reclaim their birthright and the grip and the shackles imposed by the old religions loosen their hold as many discover for themselves the spiritual truths and the experience of those same truths. Daniel went into the lion’s den and was not eaten; the miracles of faith are for everyone to experience for themselves. For every human being the path of sainthood is assured and the miracles that accompany that path. For everyone that sets foot on the spiral path of true knowledge, of true spiritual growth, may experience for themselves the miracles that were reserved for the saints, for the few and far between but soon many will pass those pathways, will tread in their footsteps. For some the path is a slope, an uphill path. For some the path seems fast and easy but for all the path is there and for all the path is to be trodden and for all I wish you joy on the journey’

‘I have a cobbler... he seems very happy making these shoes and boots, these are for people to walk, to tread and he’s indicting the footsteps, the path but to be of service, to make the shoes good shoes. These are leather shoes that will last so people can tread their paths in life and he’s very happy in the craft of making these fitting garments, fitting footwear to help people in their daily life. It's a good work, a grounded work. Very happy working in this way in the shop. Lots of sweets, sweet meats, just an abundance of all things that are needed and the treats, the good things, enjoyable things, a healthy life, the life of service, of creating, of making things that benefit others. You can see, and they wear these shoes and they fit and it helps them, it’s comfortable and they can bring them for repair and I have the tools and the craft and I'm happy using it because I know it benefits others and it helps them to lead the life they want and tread in the footsteps of others who have also lead good lives. And that’s the work of the cobbler, that’s the life I found myself in, the life I created for myself. I would say I'm a self-made man but good fortune put me in this role, in this shop, in this trade. And I grasped the fettle and I accepted my role as my good fortune. I'm not saying that it’s for everyone to be a cobbler but whatever path, whatever fortune bestows on you, if it be of service to others, take it up with your full heart and you will find the joy of serving the greater good, the good of all and I know that leads to happiness, to contentment. I have been blessed with the leather, with the shoes as a cobbler with the nails. He who may be blessed with the metal, with the corn, with the bricks, with the mortar, with the books, with the schools, with the children, with the sheep, with the cloth, with the wool, with the cows, with the milking, whatever role is there in which you find yourself or which opportunity presents to you, take it up with a full heart, with gratitude and enjoy the opportunity to serve the greater good’

‘They say the flowers the field they toil not neither do they spin but Soloman in all his glory was not adorned like one of these but the human species like the ants and the bees is a social community knitted together with bonds of communication, interaction and necessitates taking on of various roles and together the organism of humanity survives very well but then that social order breaks down, there is confusion and loss and the species dwindles. The goal of community, of society is the enable the fulfilment of the evolutionary potential and the human organism and the humanity, a super organism with a super consciousness and each unit, each human plays their part as our friend has said, in joyful service to the greater good. So, know that each of you has your part to play and be grateful for that part whatever part is bestowed on you, whatever opportunity to play your part is given to you, play it with good grace with your full heart, with joy in your heart for in this way the evolution of humanity progresses along the spiral of evolutionary potential. And in that day humanity as one will be transformed. A jewel among the stars, a jewel in the crown of creation. And there will be great rejoicing amongst the angels who watch over you’

‘I still seem to be sitting with powerful people... who am I not to be great... that’s what they’re saying...’

Liz was now back with it and said she could feel somebody coming in at the end, they weren’t distinct as an individual but the shape of the form she could feel as they talked through her, she could feel a merging and then it was as if she was sitting in a circle with them. It was almost like somebody Liz knew but she couldn’t see clearly, it was as if they’d lost their face. They felt like elevated beings making Liz feel small and that’s when they said... ‘Who are you not to be great...’

We then recalled our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz found herself on a quarry tiled path leading to an enormous lake or pool with a wonderful iridescent rainbow bridge going over it and she waited on the bridge for someone to come towards her. A girl with curly hair and a beautiful face came dancing towards her, a delightful child. Liz then saw her in a swan type throne made of pearl and there were other beautiful children around her, a great feeling of fun and joy. Then they were sitting in a meadow making buttercup and daisy chains...

I started off seeing bright sparkly rain against a dark background coming straight down and then it started to become distorted looking like white noise on a TV set. Then I gradually saw a baby appear in its cot with mother and father each side of it and I got the impression it was me. There was a bright white light beaming down on it and as the mother and father spoke, they too created beams towards the baby but they were a dim grey colour and I noticed the bright white beam was getting dimmer. Then I saw the child at school and more dim grey beams were going to it from the teachers and the white beam was getting dimmer and dimmer. I then got the idea that if that was me, I could see what the light looked like now and I saw a very dim light shining down on me so I tried to make it brighter but I couldn’t. Then I saw a bucket of soapy water and a scrubbing brush and got the feeling that I had to put in the work to get that light brighter by cleaning it myself...

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

215th Sitting 23/01/2020

Liz’s friend and medium Cheryl sat with us and we rearranged the room slightly. Liz and I swapped places and Cheryl sat between us to my left and to Liz’s right. Liz was in charge of the light and music and also did the prayers and healing. We didn’t use the Mind Mirror EEG but did have the Magnetometer running.

We all sat as mediums allowing spirit to work with us in whatever way they wanted.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We all did the Rainbow Bridge Exercise then continued on into the session...

The room soon started looking lighter to me and then a bit mottled.

After about 20 minutes Liz began to speak...

‘I’ve just got this feeling of overwhelming regret from someone and I think it’s Cyril my dad and it was not recognising, not realising fully the reality of the spiritual nature of us, his spiritual nature and mine, that we are spirit while alive and paying undue attention to the personality and the physical world and not realising the primacy of spirit and it was like he would have done things differently, different emphasis. But that knowing and that teaching and helping people to realise the reality of their spiritual nature and the illusory nature of the world, that it’s not what it seems, is so important and he thinks he would have acted differently in lots of ways’

I noticed a pin-prick light floating down from the ceiling and Cheryl saw it too.

Cheryl and I also saw bright blobs floating around both with eyes open and closed.

After about another 20 minutes I felt myself being controlled and a communication started...

Liz turned down the music.

‘Good evening, good evening...’

Liz/Cheryl... ‘Good evening friend, welcome’

‘Once again we come into your room, we begin to bring through words that will help you, help you to better understand yourself, better understand the world that you live in and that what surrounds your world for you are all beginning to form an interest. Your mind is ignited with possibilities and you have experienced for yourself much that for you seems unnatural, not of the physical world and you begin to wonder what it is, what is really behind all of this phenomena, the voices, the words, the sounds that you hear. We in the spiritual world are working with you and we are becoming a part of you for you are not so very different from us. We blend with you and we become a part of you working as one. You bring forward the words of spirit but you also have your own thoughts and they too become very much a part of the message. You see yourself as a physical being but you are so much more. You spread out into the world of spirit, you are a part of that spiritual world and you yourself have all the information inside of you, you merely need to connect to that spiritual part of yourself, that larger part, that higher self, that part which is the real you. You have experienced that connection and you continue to experience that connection because it is a natural connection. There is nothing special in a connection with something which is a part of you. All on your side can find this connection, can reconnect to the true you, you merely have to let go of those beliefs that hold you to the physical world and you will begin to experience so much more and this will enhance your life on the physical world, it will allow you to see so much more, to feel so much more, to understand one another on so many different levels. We speak to you from within yourself for we are a part of you, we are not in a distant place, there is no place, there is merely one evolving consciousness and you are a part of that consciousness. Within that consciousness is your experience of a physical world, a world designed for you but modified by you. You see your world as you are, you see your world as a reflection of you and you create that world, you are consciousness creating consciousness. Take yourself out of your physical world, try to understand from a new perspective, look down on yourself, see that physical being as a part of you, an extension of you, an extension that has been placed in a physical world to grow, to experience, to use all of your physical senses to build up a character, to build up a personality and to be faced with situations that help you to grow, help you to learn, help you to become something more, something that you can bring back to the world of spirit’

Liz... ‘Friend can I ask a question?’

‘You may yes’

Liz... ‘Why is it so difficult for people to break through into a firm conviction of the spiritual nature, why is it that miracles or amazing phenomena that are mind blowing and make you realise that this world is not what it seems, why aren't these more common. It seems almost unfair that many people go through their lives completely caught up in the illusion of being a completely physical being with nothing more, that they’ll just dissolve into the earth and that there’s nothing that continues. Why is it that these experiences that a few of us have which make us believe in spirit are so few and far between it seems very unfair somehow?’

‘Those experiences are there for those who are ready, ready to expand their understanding. Each individual in your world is at a different level of understanding, some can accept these phenomena whereas others play a more tuned in part to the physical world. They do not need to be distracted; they merely need to focus on the physical world. They are still evolving, they are still making choices, they are still interacting with one another, they are still using the love within them to spread to all who they meet. There is no need to have a knowledge of the spiritual world to be productive in the physical world, you merely need to do the best with what you have’

Liz... ‘So are you saying that being unaware of our full nature while in the physical world is a necessary part of our consciousness development?’

‘For some people this is shielded from them and yet they still have that inner feeling that there is more to life, there is that motivating force within them that pushes them forwards, they can feel the love within themselves as they live their life, they can feel when they are doing things right, when they are being productive, when they are increasing the quality of their consciousness’

Liz... ‘But many people live lives of agony, not just physical agony but mental agony’

‘Sometimes these situations produce the best learning opportunities. You are perceiving them from your viewpoint. They are in a state of mind where they will eventually break free and will become something greater. They are learning, they are experiencing. All of physical life is experience, there are many experiences to be had, there is no point in an easy life, you need challenges, challenges are brought to you and you will find yourselves in situations that may seem unfair but only from the perspective of the physical world. A time will come when you will look back on your life and you will see how you have created within yourself a stronger connection with your true self. You have opened your eyes and begun to understand the part that you play in your wonderful physical world’

Liz... ‘Sometimes it feels as if a mistake has been made in the evolution of human consciousness in the physical world as if it’s got trapped’

‘You are all constantly making mistakes in your world, again you are learning from these mistakes. Your world is a perfect environment for the state of consciousness at this point in time. You have all created the conditions of your Earth and together you will work as one lifting the vibration of your world but evolution is a slow process and as you rise up so you also descend, there are no easy answers but as long as you grow, as long as you learn then all of consciousness will benefit. Try to understand the larger picture, the physical world is just one small part of a larger picture, the physical world is painting its mark on that picture and many other worlds also add their marks. A greater picture is created and that greater picture will constantly evolve, thank you’

Liz/Cheryl... ‘Thank you friend’

‘Will you replay your music for a while’

Liz turned the music back up just as the last tune was ending.

Liz then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise.

Afterwards we recalled our Rainbow Bridge Exercises...

Liz was going through a muddy, flooded field towards an enormous river and she wanted to swim in it. She went in swimming on her back looking up and saw what looked like a female goddess on a throne and then it was a male god like Jesus and kept changing from male to female. Then Liz felt there was two of her and this entity was holding her hands, it was very much like the coming together of the male and the female...

Cheryl was standing on the bank of a stream tuning in to her guides...

I started going over a bridge and felt there was a crowd of people with me expecting to see something. Then we saw fireworks going off over the other side of the bridge. Then my mother appeared and gave me some encouragement for the mediumship work I was doing and regretted not liking or being interested in it before she had died. She now saw the point of it from a new perspective...

Interestingly my mum’s message was similar to what Liz got from her dad during the sitting.