We had the room setup in our new configuration like last
week.
I did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned on the music and
put the light out.
We started with the Rainbow Bridge Exercise…
Liz found herself in an incredible expanse of silvery wet
sand stretching into an infinite sea which was also silvery as was the sky. It
was almost as if there was no break between the sand, sea and sky. It was all
one wonderful silver light. Liz was walking out and out into it and then felt
she was flying and flew into the sky with a beautiful sense of peace and
spaciousness. Liz had become a white bird, an eider duck and she felt she was
flying over mountains and all the rainbows were with her. Suddenly all this was
juxtaposed with a TV screen and Liz was watching this eider duck flying on the
screen. It felt so constrained and confined compared with the actual being the
duck and flying in this space. There was no comparison, no way did Liz want to
sit and watch this screen that was like a virtual reality while she was in the
real reality. Then she had the feeling of being in a place of trees, olive
coloured, almost like trees in a painting and again she felt this was a second
virtual reality and she didn’t want that, she wanted the absolute reality which
was this infinite sky and sense of being in it. She then found herself at a
water fall, the incredible power of this water falling, ice cold but so vital.
She was in the waterfall, full of rainbows and the power of the water felt good
but she juxtaposed it again with the open ended spacious reality, formless with
no boundary and that’s where she wanted to be. It had no name, no place or
space but it was real and Liz held onto that…
I started off driving a car. It was dark and misty outside,
the windscreen wipers were on and I was driving down a twisty country lane then
stopped suddenly as the lane ended with a shear drop over a cliff. I could see
light coming up from the cliff so got out and had a look over the edge. It
looked like a brightly lit up city, lots of different colours and looked
inviting so I jumped off, became a bird and glided down to investigate. I
landed and changed back to myself and noticed it looked like a Victorian city
by the way people were dressed. I saw horses and carriages, men pushing carts.
A young boy ran past me being chased by a police man, I think he had just
stolen some food. I then noticed there was a lot of bright white light coming
from somewhere and walked towards it. I found a large square and in the middle
standing on a pedestal was a man who was glowing brightly, making all this
light. He was talking to a crowd that had gathered around him. I joined the
crowd and listened to a few of his words. He talked about how everyone was on
their own pathway to enlightenment. Some paths were straight and others twisted
but the important thing is to make the most of your path, don’t worry how long
it takes just enjoy the journey and know that there is no end, there is always
more to learn and experience. As I looked at the crowd I noticed some people
glowed brighter than others as if they were all at different stages along their
pathways…
I put the music back on and we continued the session.
Liz decided to keep the cabinet open this week.
I was cold around my legs.
The room was looking flashy to me.
I had pressure on my forehead and right ear.
Liz began to speak…
‘I keep getting this incredible river bed, shallow water and
stones. Seems to be in a sort of pass or mountain gorge, cliffs on the right
hand side and a larger valley plane on the left. The water is shining…’
Liz was then quiet until the end of the session as the music
was ending she said…
'I’m just aware of a great curtain. There appears to be
orange and gold shapes the other side. Could be boulders or something but it’s
just colours, quite chaotic but I think it’s another way of seeing… I don’t
think there is anything to be said… I’ve just got a feeling of tumbling, lots
of exotic animals, different creatures… It’s like being in another volume,
connected to it, I just get glimpses…’
Liz took a few minutes to feel back with it. She had a
strong pulling on the solar plexus. She was very hot.
I felt cold and my stomach had felt bloated during the
session.
We had both drifted off several times during the session.
The energy felt heavy.
Liz did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing
down exercise…