125th Sitting 10/01/2017

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 7.10pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise...

Liz found herself by a large river at night. The moon with a rainbow halo was shining down on it and the grass was cold and silvery with dew. The side Liz was on had buildings and was inhabited but the other side was wild and unknown and Liz wanted to be there and discover what was there. To her right was a beautiful arched wrought iron bridge and she crossed it. The other side was bathed in rainbow moonlight, everything looked silver. There were deer and other animals amongst bushes and trees and Liz could hear music in the distance. She walked towards it and came to a clearing where she saw ethereal dancers in gossamer robes dancing and making music with pipes. The scene then stabilised and became a nativity, baby and mother, not just one nativity but a whole circle of mothers and babies. The music was binding them together. Plants then began to grow up and up like Jack and the Bean Stork and the mothers with their babies bound to their bodies began climbing the plants up into the sky. Liz found herself floating upwards to see where they had gone into a great space in the sky with stars and she realised these were Star children. Liz then found herself with a music teacher playing amazing music on the organ and Liz asked if he would teach her to play. This was the music of the universe and he said it was very important for the children, for their growth as these were very special children. Liz could now see that the plants they were climbing were bending over and weaving their way through the world. He said that these children were going to be placed strategically in the world, they were all Christ children and this music was important as it was locating them and holding them, weaving them, reminding them of the true pattern of their nature and it was telling the story of their placement in the world...

I started off behind a huge curtain and could hear people on the other side. There was a parting in the middle so I peeked through and saw a stage and a massive audience behind who seemed to be waiting for something to happen. I felt they were waiting for me to come out but I had no idea what I was supposed to do. I ventured out anyway to see what reaction I got but they didn't appear to see me. I tried to get their attention waving my arms but they didn't notice me. As I walked forwards I bumped into a huge sheet of glass separating me from the audience. I could see them through it but they couldn't see me. Then I found that if I pressed the glass very slowly my hand and arm would go through it. They saw that and when I waved they all started laughing. I gently pressed myself against the glass and managed to get completely through it but then the scene changed. The people were now in a field harvesting vegetables. It looked like they were picking sprouts, putting them in baskets and placing them on tables at the far side of the field. Beyond that was another field where people were picking fruit like peaches off trees and again putting them in baskets and onto tables at the far end of that field. Then I walked into another field where people were making wooden tables and chairs and putting them out. This went on and on, field after field full of people growing, harvesting and making things and as I floated above the fields I saw they made up a huge circle with a community in the middle. Everyone was sharing what they made or grown with each other. It was truly a love based community...

I put the music back on and we continued the session...

I kept seeing what looked like flashing lights above me coming and going and the room felt like it was filling with charged energy.

Then Liz sensed a flash above her and to her right.

She said it looked like the light from a passing car's headlights which very much described what I was seeing.

Liz was seeing this with her eyes closed while I had mine open.

I then sensed light behind me coming into my peripheral vision.

Liz saw another light flash in front of her and then shapes floating past.

I saw a streak of light come down from the ceiling in the middle of the room.

I was feeling tickles in my hair and the side of my face.

I had a fuzzy feeling on my right lower leg.

Liz saw a stream of lights going past at floor level.

She still had her eyes shut.

As the last tune was playing Liz began to speak...

'I felt I had Aunty Reanie and it started off with the sense of this ginger or golden furred animal, fur, I know Morean loved fur, a connection with fur and Aunty Reanie. She's showing me some jewels, jewelry and she said November. Aunty Reanie was wearing an elaborate headdress, like a Tibetan Oracle'

'I'm seeing a camel, it feels a very comfortable camel, its head, its face, I think I like this camel'

Me... 'A camel could signify a journey, maybe it wants to take you somewhere?'

'It's looking at me lowering its head. It's leading me to the water wells. These are the wells of the desert, water of life. This is an animal I can trust, this animal stores the water, drinks deeply for the long dry journey. Feels as if I am in a group of Bedouin. My attention is drawn to the blackness of the sky. I have a sense of community, families, warmth and kindness. In this great vastness, this black sky and the dry desert there's this spark of humanity. A feeling of the nativity scene, feels ordinary. I have a feeling about the jewels that Reanie was showing me. The jewel is this picture, the nativity, the story of the birth of the Christ is an ordinary story. It's true of every group of every family, of every group of people, that the holy birth, the birth of the magic child is in our midst, in the ordinary life of the family, of the community, the miracle is taking place, a jewel is in our life, is in the community, the love, the fellowship. A child that is born and raised in love and harmony, the warmth, the magic, that is the nativity, that is the story. We look for it in the past, we look for it in the bible, in religion, out there somewhere else but it's in our midst. You don't have to look anywhere but where you are, it's happening all the time, every child is a Christ child, every family is the Holy Family and above every home is the black sky and the stars, you just have to look and see. Wherever there's harmony you tend to make harmony. There the lion lies down with the lamb, all peace'

'I get the word saboteur and then a picture like Aladdin, he cheated and was greedy, was he the saboteur? The saboteur of family, of peace, of harmony'

'I have the word Griffin'

'I get telegraph, telephone. Is there a message? Tell Yell... Sandman... Something rotten in the state of Denmark'

'I had a sense of sausages like at a village fete with stalls with food'

'Got the word tellurian, to do with the Earth, tempest, chaos... I asked is there a storm coming and they said you could say that, got a sense of a bonnet, have to wear a bonnet in the storm'

'The complete man, Adam, armed with a fork and spade'

'Mavis, some suggestion of where to go, going West, Suffolk'

'Prednisolone and the word sour-face, Pontifract, peanuts'

'Sonia, Sunjay, Serengeti, Sandra...'

Liz was getting lots of similar sounding words.

Me... 'Maybe instead of words they could give you a meaning to a word'

'Hariot, Hetti... borderline, a sense of walking a tight-rope'

'Cushing, conference'

'Testing, taser... prediction, predictor, maelstrom'

'Black and white zebra crossing... a safe crossing'

'A sense of nuns in black robes, they're kneeling with rosaries. Got a sense of them being Quakers'

'Miss Morris my French teacher saying something about fraternity... So those who are free, truly free, in their heart is a song and the song is like a flower, the song is the fruit of the harvest, it's the outward sign of the inner birth, the inner birth of the Christos, of the Christ child and to be free is to rise above all the constraints, all the saboteurs, all the negativities, hardships, obstacles, the acts of aggression and to work for the good, and that which creates peace and harmony. Let every man strive for liberty with a song of freedom but in a way that creates peace and harmony by loving and caring and supporting. He who lives by the sword shall die by the sword but he who nurtures the flame of love shall live forever'

'Christopher, Christofilis, Austin, Wesley'

'I got a sense of a large bird like a pelican or an albatross'

'I keep getting Sandy and asked if there's a message for Sandy... Teasdale... I had images earlier of the Weald Wood Fair and that's where I met Sandy... Someone is saying hello, Teresa? Terry? Phillis? Comfortable, a sense of a bull... keep getting comfortable, comfortable...'

Me... 'Keep asking for any information'

'Got a word with Q-U... Quinten or Quantock... Quarentine'

Me... 'Try and let the word come to you, don't try and guess it, they might be able to spell it out to you'

'Queenie? Q-U-A-E... Quaezar'

Me... 'Maybe they can give you a picture that represents the word. If you think of a computer screen and see if a picture appears on that'

'Sense of a well, a deep well'

Me... 'Can you look down that well, see what's down there, take yourself down there'

'Water, there's a question... if there's a question I suppose I could ask what is the answer... if Sandy has a question what would be the answer? Fracking... Shell... Constable... Horse'

'In conclusion I have to say it's a glorious day, glorious... Gloria'

I played a tune as Liz came back.

As she was coming back she got the word... Coldharbour.

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

124th Sitting 20/12/2016

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.10pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise...

Liz found herself looking at a face, a woman's face that changed into someone Liz knew and had worked with, Tamzen. Then Liz found herself by a bridge with daffodils all around her. She'd been there before, it was like an archway through and under the river somehow, like an aqueduct and Liz wanted to go through it. She started crawling along on her belly then thought she could just slide through it like a flume in a swimming pool and went zooming along it on her belly then came shooting out the other end into the night sky. It felt like she was swimming through the stars and there were angels with long robes there dancing in the sky and Liz saw Tamzen with them. They were flowing and Liz was flowing with them. As Liz swam through the sky she was aware of not having any form, she could be anything she wanted and suddenly it was as if she was an enormous table spread out in all directions and then she was a lamp. She could take on any form and wanted to be a candle flame and contemplate the candle flame. She recognised the Tibetan exercise of becoming the flame, becoming the light, everything is you and you are everything. As the music came to an end Liz found she was still trying to stabilize with this light, this candle flame and over it was an ornate gold death mask while behind it Liz was all of light and everything and nothing at the same time...

I started off on the top of a snow covered mountain in a toboggan. I felt I was about to go down a slide but felt a bit nervous about doing it as the slide looked very steep, almost a sheer drop. I then went for it and was soon shooting down the side of the mountain building up speed then turning right and spiralling round the mountain like being on a giant helta-skelta. I noticed there were other slides running parallel with mine and other people were whizzing round like me, some faster, some slower. There was a TV screen in front of me and it looked like a lifetime was being played in fast motion. It felt like this journey down the mountain was representing a physical lifetime and we were all on our own pathways. As I got nearer to the bottom of the mountain I saw that some of the toboggans had stopped and now looked lifeless. I carried on going but was slowing down and the film on the TV was slowing down too as if I was getting older and slower and then it stopped. Everything went dark for a while and then I felt I was becoming one with the mountain. I was the mountain and the mountain was me. I saw other mountains spreading out into the distance in all directions and I sensed they were all full of life. As the music ended I found myself back on top of the mountain in a toboggan about the start out on a new physical life...

Once again we noted several similarities in our visualisations.

I put the music back on and we continued the session...

I soon started seeing blobs coming and going.

Liz started to speak...

'I have the word cuckoo... Gloria... conjoined shadows, I'm looking at pussy willow, catkins, male catkins. I can see how the tree has the male and female catkins, they're conjoined... surreptitious'

'I've an image of somebody in a postman's hat. It's a letter to or from Nancy. Narcisi, narcissus... take a step back'

'The name Joy or Joyann, twins conjoined, comfortable, unconditionally, confusion, identity confusion, some suggestions, take two...'

'I've got the image of a wall, wallflower... trying to get crystal clear, I have... it's like Crystal Palace, catchment area, calligraphic. I've got the feeling on Uncle Lionel being there, Talmudic scholars'

'What can I say, say it as it is, this session is ended, somewhere. I have the sense of big shoes treading on snow, footprints, trying to tread like on egg shells on a soft surface, carefully, sensitively'

'I would like to wave a magic wand, I see these stars from this magic wand like a Christmas sparkler, sending out into the dark night, big fizz, sending out little streams of sparks, igniting face, fireflies. I have hands pulling me up, supporting me in my pyjamas, preparing me'

'Mr Murdock...'

'I get the words my brothers in arms, sisters in distress, satisfaction not in this world, saviour, saviour of the world. Now this is the message, the only messiah is me, me is the messiah, the only saviour is me, I am the saviour, the only mission is to save, to save myself, I save myself, I save humanity in me as in you as in all. Brothers in arms, sisters in distress, they're all one family, all one soul united. I need more in good faith, have a good Christmas, God bless... and don't forget the custard powder... he's saying that to me'

Me... 'Does that mean anything?'

'Yes, ha, ha... it means don't forget the custard powder... thank you Lionel'

'I thought it was uncle Lionel but I think it's Lionel Blue the rabbi'

'I have the name Rupert, I feel very hot...'

'Mrs Matterson, the connection of Woldingham, think of Joe Moss and a lot of emotion, my friend's mother and Natasha. I asked for some evidence and I got the name Mrs Matterson, someone dropped something, dropped some pennies, pennies from heaven'

'Old age should fight against the dying light... Dylan Thomas'

'I get the sense of this lamp shade. Where there are fears there are phantoms, that's where you fight, it's the fears that fight and there's the need for the guiding hand, kind thoughts, kind words, kind deeds, go gently into that good night, resolution' 

'I keep getting the word califragilisticexpialidocious'

Me... 'It normally starts with super'

'Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious... this is getting silly... do you want to ask anything?'

Me... 'Yes, is the way we sit for this group the best way at the moment or is there any modifications that can be made?'

'Having more interaction between the two of us could be beneficial'

Me... 'Okay, I find sometimes if I say too much it might interfere with what's coming through you'

'Yes, when there's pauses, allowing for pauses so there isn't the sense of the need to fill in and allowing for plenty of time for the relaxation, a deeper relaxation and the lowering of the music so there's no distraction when words are coming through, that's important, and the awareness that this is a learning, a development not an end product and to allow for the need to back track, to restore clarity, the original condition, to allow for rebooting when it gets caught up. Contact can be lost quite quickly but it can be regained by allowing time and the medium has to in a sense feel free to stop and recharge when the contact is lost, like a transmission line fading out, waiting for the crackling and the noise, the re-tuning can take a little while, that's patience. If you feel you have to rush, a set time, that can thwart the exercise, opportunity to practice and develop, and practice means making mistakes and stopping and going back to square one again, trying it again and again... So that's the honest way to allow a time to get a better signal, better connection'

'Got the name Doreen and another name Willoughby. It's like I was watching an old fashioned film, top hats, smart coats, a tailors called Willoughby, a connection with my uncle joe'

Liz asked me to play a tune while she came back with it.

Liz thought the name Nancy that came through at the beginning could be her neighbour who died a few years ago.

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

123rd Sitting 13/12/2016

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.10pm, turned out the light and put the music on.
We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise...

Liz started off on a large stretch of sand and sea like an estuary. There were lots of people around with green fishing nets on bamboo poles. Then the scene shifted and Liz was aware of a balustrade, a concrete or stone parapet. It was like she was looking over and crossing Westminster Bridge with lots of people around. Liz was then walking northwards along the embankment past a grove of silver birch trees with very white trunks. She stopped when she saw a boat with multicoloured flags all over it like Tibetan flags. Liz then found herself on the boat where there was a shaman, a dark Polynesian looking man with a bare chest and teeth around his neck. He told her these were tiger's teeth which seemed to be very important somehow. He then held Liz's hands and conveyed information to her. She was aware that the boat was travelling south which seemed important. Liz tried to think of the Buddhas of the north, east, west and south. She thought it was the yellow Ratna Buddha in the south which was to do with three jewels, the Buddha, the Dharma and the Sangha, the spiritual centres. This is where you go for retreat and Liz thought this was the message being conveyed, to keep being drawn towards the south to centralise the importance of the enlightened being, the drive towards enlightenment, towards awakening, the Buddha, towards the teachings, the Dharma, towards the spiritual community, the family, the Sangha. These are the central points of refuge for your life and your boat is steering on a sure course...

I started off sitting on a chair in the dark then the darkness lifted from the bottom like curtains going up and I saw that there were white and yellow flowers everywhere. They were blowing in the wind looking like waves in water and then they morphed into water and I was now sitting on my chair on a small boat on a lake making me feel a bit unstable and top heavy. The water was very clear and I could see the lake bed. I then found myself holding two oars so started rowing the boat backwards looking behind me to check where I was going. I saw a huge wave heading towards me like a tsunami which swallowed up the boat sending me into the water and I sunk down to the lake bed. I began walking across it looking at the plants and rocks. I could still breath okay, it didn't feel like water, there was no wet sensation just a slight resistance to movement. I saw a dark cave in one of the rocks and found myself pulled towards it and then got sucked into it feet first. I shot through the long narrow tunnel eventually coming out the other end finding myself on the beach at the side of the lake. There were lots of other people there but they were all half fish like mermaids and when I looked at my legs I saw I was too. This made me laugh out loud and soon everybody was laughing as hundreds of ropes appeared dangling from the sky and we all climbed them and started swinging from rope to rope still laughing...

I put the music back on and we continued the session...

I soon started to see bright blobs coming and going and they started to change into images of large chunks of ice.

Liz started to speak...

'I've got some strange images like a black beetle or a ladybird and then a swastika image. Then I got a Volkswagen Beetle. I got an image of a telephone so I thought perhaps I'm getting a message but I don't know what it is yet'

'Almond... fanatic...'

'I had a Chinese connection and the book the Wild Swans'

'Wendy... it's like a wooden box, looks like a packing case but finer wood, it's too open, handle cut into it. I have a feeling this should have been filled with books but it's empty'

'America... the name Tabitha and Christina... and quick silver but spelt k-w-i-k silver, constanation, dirty dealing, dangerous, confusion... colostomy...'

'Year end... Steve, Stevenage... stable, stabilise...'

'A missionary statement, a statement of intent, a time is coming, tabulate, testimony, indifference, dangerous indifference, a certain strata, society, televising turmoil, narcotic, numbness, blackout...'

'I get a feeling of Tony Blair... chewing the side of the mouth, a facial habit, that's Prince Charles... going public, pictures of boy scouts'

'Pearl Harbor, a lot of ignorance, a dragon's den sort of security, people's motives, people's plans, value, final edition. Sense of newspaper, a news blackout. Got the dragon's den again, this time with dragons, greedy, facing each other. Dragons hoard wealth, they know the cost of everything but the value of nothing'

'We have a world, use it wisely. The importance of talking, of speech, the power of proper debate, proper perspective'

'I don't know what it means but I keep getting the word... polemicist'

'I keep coming back to Stevenage'

'I got that tiger image again, fierce, predatory, reserves its strength, discerning a sharp tooth, that's a fine focus, walks a straight line. It's a truth, a true seer and the eyes of the blind will be opened'

'I'm just asking can you be more specific, I'm wanting to hear more clearly what's being said... Straight forward simple facts, being false fed false facts, steer the true course, ethical path, firm footsteps, the stepping stones are firm. Steer it towards the south. Serpentine and the truth will out, hold fast and hold firm to the true vision, to the three jewels, to the spiritual path and your way will be made clear. Broadcast, broadcast loud and clear from the heart, heartfelt'

'The message is the truth will out, that the importance of bearing the vision from the heart, broadcasting from the heart, the desire for truth from each person, the outpouring of that desire for true vision, the naked truth, the burning zeal of a truth, of justice that will penetrate through the darkest fog. The arrows, bring me my spear of burning gold, bring me my chariots of fire... Blake's Jerusalem'

'The sacred duty of each person is to lay bare the inner vision of the soul, to make manifest a love of the living God as is hidden in the heart to bring forth that which was decreed to be the human prototype, the sacred duty of each and every soul, to make manifest that which is hidden in the heart. So do it now, the time is right, the time is now...'

'We're over and out...'

I played a tune to help Liz come back.
She was feeling a little giddy and took a while to feel completely back with it.

I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...

122nd Sitting 06/12/2016

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.10pm, turned out the light and put the first tune on.
We did the rainbow bridge visualisation exercise...

Liz found herself walking over red tiled roofs and then flying over them. It was like she was flying over a town in a dark sky with stars burning and a moon ahead. She was then flying over endless dark water and the moon had a halo around it and suddenly turned into the sun. Not just one sun but many arcs and orbs within orbs. It reminded her of the spirit drawings by Georgiana Houghton. It was like this sun had become all of many, intertwined, a globe of energy and Liz was being drawn towards it. Then she found herself being drawn towards a rabbi, an elder in a black and white shoal and he was leading Liz towards some holy books, the sephirot. It was like a library full of Talmudic literature and he was showing Liz Hebrew letters and words. They then went through a passageway made of white quartz stone going downwards to an enormous pool and in this pool were men and women bathing. Liz was told it was a purification bath. It seemed very important that there were men and women in it together and Liz noticed that coming out of the bath was an enormous tree and the branches were full of golden eggs and there was a golden crown of sovereignty at the top of the tree and above that a huge bat or angel with membranous wings of gold that seemed to be encompassing everything and this amazing music was coming out of it, an Om, the original sound of the universe...

I started off watching a huge church bell swinging from side to side but there was no sound coming from it. I looked at it from below and saw that the clapper wasn't hitting the sides as it swung. As I watched the bell and clapper it changed into a mouth and tongue and seemed now as if the mouth couldn't speak. Then I saw a bishop talking to a large congregation and I got the sense that he was speaking but the words were not what the congregation needed to hear, they were getting bored and were looking for something new, not the same old bible stories. I could see behind the bishop what looked like spirit bishops trying to inspire him but although some of their words were getting through the bishop was blocking most of them, choosing to quote from the bible instead. I felt that these spirit bishops now had a much wider understanding and wanted to share this through the bishop. The scene then changed to a classroom where a physics teacher was conducting a lesson but the students looked bored listening to his materialistic views. They were playing virtual reality games on their phones and expected something new to come through the teacher to back up what they understood about virtual reality. Again behind the teacher were spirit scientists trying to inspire the teacher with their own understandings but these were getting blocked. I sensed that the spirit scientists and bishops knew that soon their understandings would get through in many different ways and then I heard the church bell ringing signifying a time in the future when truer words would come from both the religious and the science communities and there would be very little difference between them both...

I put the music back on and we continued the session...

I soon started to see blobs coming and going and then got an image of a ballet dancer in the centre of the room.

Liz then started to speak...

'I got taberinth and had a christening dress, white flannel, golden embroidery around the chest... Rupert'

Liz was getting a giddy feeling as if she was falling sideways.

She continued...

'One man went to mow, went to mow a meadow...'

'Terry, Terence...'

'I think I'm being told there's a reception committee for mum. I see tall candles burning, talisman. Got an image of great raven's wings, got a feeling of a tabernacle of death where these candles are burning, it's the reception committee, the sanctuary, a safe place, there to anoint. It's like a baby at a christening, it's the anointing, the sacred welcome into the spiritual family, a right of passage, can go both ways, into the world and out of the world, the anointing, it's a symbol, dedication, deliverance...'

'I have a sense of Silver... Silver may not be just one person, feels like a powerful presence. Silver's trying to brush me aside, like a moth drawn to the flame, Silver is a burning presence, strong. Silver speaks with the tongues of angels, Silver is a sephirot, the sum total. That's why I can't put a finger on the identity, it's a sum total. It's embodied in all of the masters, each one is an emanation of the fire. We are little sparks. You have to be very pure to receive, you need the purification to burn all the dross, scales of the snake. Learn to slow down, 10,000 years in his sight is but an eye blink so to slow down to our extreme slow pace is a feat of gigantic power. For us just a brush of an angel's wing, a sense of the divine. That is a very powerful emotion, it's the soul yearning for what can hardly be reached. It's there, it's the grind of the years that is separating and who can lift away the burden, who can wipe away the tears, the taint. Only each soul has to cleanse and purify and wipe away the stains to recognise all that is in the way. It's the striving of the shoot of the seed through the dark earth from the seed case, has to break free towards the light, the struggle to reach out beyond the safe casing, the scales that held it intact, the incubus, a temporary vehicle for transformation. When the time of transformation comes there has to be the effort of the cleansing, the breaking free, the shedding of the scales. Mortality has served its purpose, an incubus vessel, the alchemy of spirit'

'The time is coming when the lords of spirit will reign again and you will be drawn like moths to the flame'

Liz was left with the words of Wordsworth's 'Daffodils' poem as she came back.
She had felt her mum's sister and her dad with her during the session.

I played a tune to help Liz come back and then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...
 

121st Sitting 15/11/2016

We had the room setup as usual except for the table which is now much smaller and with a square top.

I did opening prayer at 8.10pm, turned out light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise…

Liz found herself walking between two borders of multi-coloured pansies. They led to a stream from a lake and as Liz looked at the water she suddenly became aware of Rupert Bear and he seemed to be flying and beckoning Liz to follow him. As she followed she seemed to merge with him and then changed into a bee. She saw through the eyes of the bee which looked like a prism with loads of rainbows, it was like the reality had broken into several different rainbows. She then became not a single bee but part of a whole hive of bees, a colony, and was aware of the hive around her, an enormous honey comb. Liz was also aware of the presence of the queen bee who told her of the mystery and paradox of being one and many at the same time, the unification in multiplicity idea. It was like a mystery unfolding in which Liz knew she was single but also many at the same time, she was all of these bees but they were all one and embodied in the queen. The queen then showed her Rupert Bear again and Liz was told that he represented her investigative nature and that you can be in two realities. The thing about Rupert Bear was he had his pals like the little Chinese girl and the scientist but although he lived on the ground he also flew in the air and found his way into other realities, the reality in the clouds, and he could live on two levels. Also Rupert and his pals were ultimately playful in their explorations and Liz saw the significance of Rupert to herself, the childhood. Liz was then able to turn back into a bee and returned to this reality as she wished…

I started off flying above the clouds on the back of a giant eagle, watching all the beautiful colours as the sun reflected on the clouds. I felt I wanted to go down through the clouds but the eagle stayed above them for a while then swooped down into them. As we went through them the eagle dissolved and disappeared and it was just me now flying through the clouds. When I came out the other side I saw hundreds of outstretched arms waiting to catch me. It was like a long line of people walking through a mountainous area dressed in robes looking like a biblical scene. I came down and they caught me and put me on my feet. I then noticed that I too was wearing robes and so I decided to join them on this march through the mountains. I noticed they kept looking up as we walked and then saw more people coming down from the clouds and joining them, making the line longer and longer. I could see something in the distance on the top of a mountain and we were heading for that. When we got there I could see it was an old man sitting in a chair and we all sat round him as he appeared to fall asleep. Then a white mist started to come from him like ectoplasm and it formed three columns which then became three materialised men. They didn’t look fully physical or solid, more etheric. People then started to walk up to them and the materialisations laid their hands on each person’s shoulders. When it was my turn I walked up to one and as he put his hands on my shoulders I suddenly became etheric myself and the materialisation became more solid and physical. He told me I was now seeing my spiritual self and said that this was something I could now do, I could switch between the two but whenever I do so one will always appear more physical than the other…

I put the music back on and we continued the session…

The room soon started to look misty to me.

Then I saw bright blobs coming and going.

I got an image of a candle flame and behind it were two hands held together as if praying but I couldn’t see a person.

Liz began to speak…

‘I’ve got Heidi or Harriot… canister, canister of something, charms… a sense of the Heligan Gardens in Cornwall… the name Lark’

‘Golden ladder’

‘A sense of train tunnels, train coming out of the tunnel… you don’t have to worry about a thing… something rocking the boat is all sorted, is like elastic, stretches and bounces back, got a lot of give’

‘I can see cherry blossom on the trees’

‘I’m being shown something that looks like an antiquity or something, archaeological dig’

‘The moors’

‘Seventy-two spotted dalmatians, a grand piano, Chopin’

‘Caterpillar, lots of legs, more like a millipede… Terence’

‘Intertwined column bines, two bines coexisting, intertwined. One of them is green and the other a bit yellow’

‘Got the sense of a tobacco pipe, Highlands, Scotland. Being shown a bowl of Quaker Oats, seismic shift, what is it, a shifting consciousness’

‘Got Spaghetti Junction, keep getting crossfires, Sarah, Gordon, gollywogs or gallywag, Gallimore or Galloway or Google. A soap, star studded soap, TV, a remarkable record, an aviator. I seem to have come up against a wall, very fast, a brick wall, crash. Gordon seems to be connected with Sarah, a ski jump, terrible twos’

‘I just got a sense of the beautiful pastures on the other side. Billy goat gruff, crossing the bridge to the beautiful pasture, living happy ever after’

‘I have the sense many wise ones have passed this way, green fields of paradise. Back to Heligan Gardens, beautiful trees, every tree has its story’

‘I seem to be looking at pound notes, currency’

‘I seem to be looking through a telescope, I can see a name but can’t get it, Sunwess… it’s like a group of people with their eyes to the heavens and looking down microscopes, exploring inner and outer space’

‘I think the white rabbit has had enough, that’s enough for now… I just asked what’s causing the storms and got haywire, a bit of chaos, a shake up, they say just hold tight and it will settle’

I played a tune to help Liz come back with it.

While the tune was playing Liz got the words Nexus and Johnny. She still felt a bit zonked and had been drifting in and out of it during the session.

I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise…  

120th Sitting 08/11/2016

We had the room setup as usual.

I did opening prayer at 8.40pm turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise.

Liz found herself with daffodils at the edge of a beautiful shining lake surrounded by trees and a sea of golden daffodils going on and on into the distance. It reminded her of Wordsworth’s ‘I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud’ poem. There was a castle in the distance and Liz found herself spinning over the top of the daffodils in what felt like a space craft looking down at crop circles where a large heart shape was being formed. The craft was a bit like a drone and a bit like a dragonfly, it was hard to describe and felt a bit like being a dragonfly. Liz went higher and higher and the daffodils got smaller and smaller until she found herself in a penetrating blue sky. She’d got into a new perspective and the word essential came in, she was with the essence of what is that quality of the experiential reality. She was in and with this beautiful autumn sky, it was as if she was going out into space but it was an inner space as well as an outer space. There seemed to be distant globes like the sun and the moon and Liz thought of the beauty of our blue planet. These heavenly bodies seemed to be distances apart but she was spinning through them. She then thought of Yates’ words in his poem ‘The golden apples of the sun and silver apples of the moon’ it was as if the quality, essence and taste of the apple was in these heavenly bodies. Liz then found herself in an essential consciousness experience, as if she’d come to a barrier or as edge that she had to cross. She crossed it into a new reality and found herself with a group of beings that were out of focus, they were like white blobs and Liz was one of them in a circle. They seemed to be a quality of consciousness that was love and exhilaration like a beautiful community of beings and it also had the quality of ice cream. Then Liz found herself in another group of beings that had the quality of water, all different forms of water, waterfalls, ice, pools, sea, moving water, the quality of shining water everywhere. Liz felt there was a landscape there but it was out of focus, she could only get the feeling and goodness of all these things; she was a baby in it. She was here and there and felt she could be in these two realities at once but one of them was out of focus…

I started off on the top of a grassy hill surrounded by sheep, very bright glowing sheep. I noticed that those that were in the distance were the same size; it was as if I had no perspective. Suddenly from nowhere a pair of thick rimmed glasses appeared and I put them on which corrected my vision; the distant sheep were now just white dots. I wanted to move somewhere and tried to walk through the sheep of fly above them but found I was stuck on this grassy hill. A chair then appeared behind me so I sat on that as the sheep moved closer and sat around me as if waiting for me to speak to them. I couldn’t think of anything to say but as I looked out at this mass of sheep I was surprised to see a few lions amongst them which didn’t seem to bother the sheep. Then lots of other animals appeared and soon the whole place was full of every animal you could imagine all unafraid and living in harmony together, none of them were a threat to each other. One of the sheep then told me that this is what it will be like when the human race manages to raise its vibration. At the moment the way we perceive the animal kingdom is a reflection of how we are now and when we learn to live in peace and harmony we will see that reflected in the animal kingdom…

Once again there were a few similarities in our visualisations. Interestingly we both visited a more loving harmonious reality, Liz by going through a barrier and me by putting a pair of glasses on.

I put the music back on and we continued the session…

I soon started to see bright blobs in front of me.

One changed into an eye, the eye of a whale, and then the eye of a dolphin.

Liz started to speak…

‘I have the name Jacob… got a reference to Neddie… stardust, sprinkling stardust… tele… telegram, teleport, testing… terminus, terminal’

‘Got an image of a foot, it’s like there’s four turns’

‘I’ve got a name like Florence’

‘I have a man in a mackintosh, middle aged man, almost like he’s got a tartan hat on, Scottish association… Keep getting testing, test… Looks like a jockey’s hat now... The man I’m seeing now is a bit like a mixture between Sherlock Holmes and Nigel Farage… seems to tie in with Jacob or Jacobean, Jacobite, it’s like he’s holding a magnifying glass’

‘Got a picture of parrots’

‘Doris’

‘Typeset printer, like Letraset, stencils’

‘Got this wise owl, looks like a bookend’

‘It’s not seen as a sign of weakness but a sign of strength not wanting to fight. The pen is mightier than the sword, the weapon is words, somebody is writing… Take arms with a pen not the sword’

‘Somebody called Pumpkin, pet name’

‘The word testing seems to have changed into testosterone’

‘A captain, captain’s hat on, looking through binoculars’

‘Got the name Hugh Cudlipp, newspaper man’

The music stopped and Liz continued for a while…

‘Got this rubber stamp, rubber stamping ideas, something to do with the press, freedom of the press. There’s someone trying to get a message through, something to do with freedom of the press, freedom of ideas, expression, feels like a blackout. I had a feeling of a prize winning documentary coming out’

‘Keep getting the word test… taste, principles, must have principles, press without principles, the dregs, the principles of truth, not hype, a truthful press, a great arm in the fight for freedom and justice, democracy’

‘Danger… like red writing splashed over, censor. Sophia. Words are powerful tools, words like incisors can cut through, reality check, words are like weapons, words must be used wisely, the wise owl. Words are being wasted and thrown around now, they’re not being used in a targeted, tasteful, truthful… they’re squandered. Tell the story, tell it exactly, truth doesn’t need to be dressed up, distorted. Tell it true, let it speak for itself, let the words sing so they say it again, don’t be afraid to use words wisely, economically, targeted to tell the truth as it is’

‘I’ve got this enormous white rabbit, like the rabbit that led Alice through the looking glass into the other world and I think that the true words can help to lead you through the looking glass into the real world, another dimension, larger reality, altered perception and help shift the paradigm’

‘I get the words of the poem from Omar Khayyam…

Ah love could thou and I with fate conspire,

To grasp this sorry scheme of things entire,

Would not we shatter it to bits and then,

Re-mould it nearer to the heart’s desire.

…and my feeling is the power of words can help to effect this change, choose wisely, thank you’

I put a tune on to help Liz feel back with it, and then I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise…

119th Sitting 01/11/2016

We had the room setup as usual.

I did the opening prayer at 8.20pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise…

Liz found herself walking on a brown dusty road with brilliant blue sky and endless yellow fields of corn either side of her. It was leading to a vast spread of water which also seemed endless and she found herself standing at the edge in awe just looking at the blue of the water and the sky. In the distance there was an enormous white galleon and Liz felt she had to get out to it. The water was warm, she swam out to it and then it was as if she was on the back of a turtle. Liz climbed up onto the galleon where it seemed as if there was nobody there, it wasn’t real somehow and she thought ‘What am I doing here?’ then found herself in a brown study with books around her. She thought of the name Darwin and then remembered she’d seen the name Rainbow Warrior on the side of the galleon which was to do with Greenpeace so this ship had something to do with survival. There was a youngish man with long brown hair lounging in this study reading the books and talking about the importance of scientific discoveries and the diversity of species and how there is an endangerment of them now, they all need loving and caring for, all the creative things that have developed and evolved are threatened by our lack of care for them. Liz then realised that the research she was doing was a very small part of the larger puzzle, the thing was to protect and enjoy and appreciate the diversity of life forms and that we were custodians somehow and the study of the interconnectedness of all these things was very important but somehow Liz felt that the chief importance at the moment was the understanding of the endangerment of many of the life forms we know through our neglect and interfering…

I began walking and having to step over ropes that were about one foot off the ground and spaced about three foot apart. The atmosphere was dark and I couldn’t see what the ropes were attached to, they just seemed to be hovering off the ground. I was getting tired of stepping over the ropes and decided to turn to my left so I could walk between the ropes but found it impossible to do so, I tried to turn right but couldn’t do that either, all I could do was keep going forward. Then the ropes started to get higher off the ground and soon I found I could walk under them as they rose above my head. After a while I found I could go no further, the ground had disappeared and it was as if I stood at the edge of a cliff with a shear drop in front of me. I was unsure what to do but felt I must go on so jumped and shot downwards. As I did so the atmosphere became lighter and I saw that the cliff face was covered in lush green grass and as I thought that the whole scene turned through 90 degrees and I was now flying above this grassy land below me. I became aware of more ropes between me and the ground crossing each other like a huge net and there was another one above me stopping me from going up or down. Then it became dark again and as I flew I brushed against more ropes that were dangling down in front of me. I managed to grab hold of one and started climbing up it until I reached what I thought was the ceiling but it felt like grass and as I thought that the scene rotated again, this time through 180 degrees and I found myself sitting on the grass. It became lighter and I saw the rope next to me stretching up into the sky towards the sun. As I sat there I saw more ropes coming out of the grass, growing like trees up towards the sun…

I put the music back on and we continued the session…

I soon started to see bright blobs in front of me. One seemed to come very close and turned into an eye and I saw it was an eye of an elephant.

Liz remained quiet then began to speak just after the music had ended…

‘Got a strong sense of Aslam gold and that connection leads me to the golden lamb which again is the Christ, the Christos. I feel like I’m walking between names of people, lining up and there are clothes hangers empty of clothes, taken off the clothes, the drapes, so what do you have left? …it’s the naked truth’

‘I have Brian’

‘Star, starling, those shapes they make, those great ballet dances, the spirals, the shapes, the permutations, it’s a dance of relationship. The starlings are delineating the pattern of connection’

‘I have the image of Aslam again, the green eyed lion looking straight into the sun, the sun source of energy, our connection to the sun, whether we like it or not we’re caught in this translucent web. That energy is part of a larger pattern, many suns and their nodes, the suns are like nodes, a great carpet, the suns are like hubs, the intersections of many threads like a spider’s web the resonations through one thread resonate through the whole network, a super-sensing that resonates with the furthest stars attuned to the slightest tremor from all the corners of the universe so that every page of the chapters of our book is resonant. There’s a fundamental word that was sent out at the beginning of time, this time’

‘Not a sparrow falls that your father in heaven knows of it. There is nowhere to hide when the sun of all suns, the evening’s warmth permeates all of creation; this light instils every thread, every twig, every leaf, every fibre…’

‘Those green eyes gaze through the capillary of networks into the heart, into each and every heart in who’s heart we are fixed for ever. There is nowhere to go to be outside the love of God’

‘May the lord bless you and keep you. May the lord cause the light of his countenance to shine upon you and be gracious unto you. May the lord lift up his face upon you and grant you peace’

‘I feel as if words are being poured into me, it’s as if the gates of heaven have opened and a great chorus of hallelujahs cloaked in the language of many images are flying out, cascading, all the beautiful words that have been spoken, they were the sound of praise, a glory of creation, rejoicing, singing and dancing’

‘So what is man but the mouthpiece of the lord, a portal for praise, a gift to the sun, a telescope for gazing at the stars? Man is born to be the meaning of the world, a transducer of truth, of secrets, knowledge, of the golden imagery of the sun. The sun is broadcasting a stream of information sifting through the hourglass of human form to be transcribed, to be deciphered, to be danced’

‘One word to sum it all up is hallelujah… ha-le-lu-jah’

‘Linda, I’ve got Linda saying something about eyes, we’re being watched, millions of eyes on us. She says we are a tantalising spectacle, that’s a good one… My friend Cedrick, I have a sense they are all here, all our friends but it’s as if they’re on a ship and they’re sailing away now waving goodbye, and there’s Pat... I think we’ve come to the end so thank you all, goodbye and God bless’

I played a tune to help Liz feel back with it.

Then I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and closing down exercise…