We had the room setup as usual.
I did the opening prayer at 7.05pm, turned
out the light and put the music on.
We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation
exercise...
Liz started off on a ledge at the top of an
enormous ravine with waterfalls and rainbows either side of her. To cross over
there was a bridge made of vines and creepers like banana leaves. It looked
incredibly scary, a shaky rope bridge hundreds of feet across. Part of Liz
thought she didn't have to use the bridge, she could just fly over but she also
felt she should go over the physical way. She felt all these fears not trusting
that the bridge would support her. She could see creatures on the other side
like unicorns and lots of magical things enticing her over so Liz started to
cross carefully feeling each strut and supporting herself. It was swaying with
big gaps between the creepers like being in a big wire mesh basket. Liz then
became aware that the creepers had turned into thick hairy rope, more robust and
substantial, she was creating the bridge as she went over it and had to
concentrate on each piece as she went. Liz eventually reached the other side
and stepped up onto a wooden platform. She found herself on a chalky grassland.
The questions came to her mind... What made her cross? Why did she need to
cross? She felt she had to sit down for a while before going anywhere and
contemplate that question...
I started off at the edge of a chalky cliff
a bit like Beachy Head, standing on the grass looking over the edge. I couldn't
see the bottom as there was a thick layer of fog and I got the urge to jump
into this fog but at the same time thought that was a dangerous idea.
Eventually I built up the courage to jump but instead of going straight down I
found myself on a kind of slide and then realised I was sliding down a giant
snake going up and down its curved body and then off the end and onto another
snake. There were lots of snakes there preventing me from getting into the fog.
After a while I slid off one of the snakes and landed back on the edge of the
cliff. When I looked down again I couldn't see the snakes so jumped off again
but the same thing happened. The snakes only seemed to be there when I jumped.
I turned round and saw there was a wall of fog behind me so started to walk
towards it but as I did so it moved further away from me so I never reached it.
I sat down on a bench to assess the situation and saw a man walk out of the fog
dressed like a knight from the times of King Arthur. He sat down on the bench
but didn't seem to see me. I tried to touch him but my hand went through him as
if he was made of fog. I then tried to reach the fog again running as fast as I
could but the faster I went the faster the fog receded so I gave up and
returned to the bench where the man had disappeared...
There were lots of similarities in our
visualisations this week.
I put the music back on and we continued
the session...
The atmosphere looked flashy to me
especially near the ceiling and I could see this with my eyes open or closed.
I felt a pressure on my right ear and it
looked light to my right.
I saw bright blobs coming and going in
front of me.
I fell asleep for about 10 mins waking up
just before the music stopped.
Liz had been drifting in and out of sleep
while the music was playing.
She started to speak just after it
finished. Her voice was a bit slurred at first and she later said it felt like
her body was still asleep during the communication...
'I have the sense of the umbrella and a
bridge and the connection between, a different dimension and the difficulty we
have in believing our correct intrusion into all dimensions and levels
simultaneously. We have a deep rooted belief in the physical reality, all the
structures and limitations which inhibits us from exploring freely, moving
freely from one frame to the next. Although that is sublimely possible we get
stuck. The umbrella is a device, a physical device, it's a metaphor for a
construct that provides shelter, air lift, connection, like a parachute. So to
have a symbolic physical piece of apparatus you can develop for yourself, that
will be versatile and portable and allow you the luxury of free passage. You
can use it as an aid like a magic wand that everyone can create their own. It's
not an essential item and in itself does nothing much but it is a construct
that allows the mind to overcome the stuckness, the block, the limitation, it
helps it to get over it, bypass it. Knowing you have this little tool will
facilitate your out of body transvibrational jumps but knowing you wish to
explore, knowing you are curious, you want to discover the reality and to probe
the many dimensional facets of your total reality. This will help and the
reason is in itself in your innate nature. Who wouldn't want to explore and
discover? It's a natural part of your development, your expansion, your
evolution. So that is reason enough and if you are sitting wondering why you
are bothering to do this, what is the purpose? The purpose is in itself a
natural, natural conditional, your spiritual humanity to explore, to adventure,
to be curious, to know fully, why not? Allow, let, accept, be free to be who
you are fully and gloriously. Conditioning and fear hold you back but there are
ways round this. You can overcome your fears and your self imposed obstacles by
preparing, by preparation, by what we've suggested is a magic device, a
construct which understands and acknowledges and accepts that you have these
blockages, these beliefs, these fears that hold you back so you need a way of
getting beyond them, overcoming them. They are there, you can't just say I have
no fear, I have no impediment, I have no blockages, I have no obstructions but
you can prepare yourself with a magical device, a magic wand. A bit like the
fairy godmother that helped Cinderella to cast off her rags and her belief in
her victimhood and shine in the beautiful dresses and the splendour of a
princess that was her desired state and the fairy godmother was just a useful
device of her consciousness to overcome the self imposed limitations. Don't
deride the limitations, you adopt them for a reason and they keep you intact in
the physical frame so you can thoroughly experience and explore this one state
but it's very natural, like a bird in a cage, to want to go free but the
benefit of the cage is temporary and the bird maybe was injured, maybe wanted
to feed up, to be protected for a while or just perhaps the keeper of the bird
wanted to observe, wanted to investigate. Perhaps others are observing and
scientifically assessing the qualities, the dimensions of this little bird and
the bird can allow itself to be observed and held back and looked after for a
while but its intrinsic nature will make it look for the open door of the cage
eventually so it can go free but it may choose to keep coming back. Perhaps it
recognises that it is doing its keeper a service by being in the cage, it's
allowing its keeper to survey, to assess, to investigate it. Well that's just
one way of looking at it. So don't despair or despise your limited self, your
restricted self, it's all part of a larger picture in which you have freely
given consent... God bless you'
Me... 'Thank you'
Liz got the names Robert May and Defoe
'I've got this image again like a hole in
the fabric of reality through which the otherness comes through, the true
nature comes through and it's like clinging to the rope of the rope bridge
which has large spaces between the weave that you could fall through almost but
if you recognise that actually there's nowhere to fall through, you can allow
yourself to let go of the ropes and be in the otherness and it's okay when
you're ready. You can hold fast again to the rope if that's what you want but
you can oscillate between the two, the opening of the hole and the fabric of
the bridge and this is the image I get of being a hole in the fabric through
which the truth can filter through and that hole is quite large'
'I got the names Gilbert, Francis,
Francesca, a fat lady a bit like Hattie Jacques but in an old fashioned dress
and she's cleaning the floor, like a mixture between this fabric and this net
and an ordinary floor. She is very happy and I get the feeling it's like a
healing, she's tightening the meshes somehow, repairing it'
Then Liz got a click sensation in her left
ear and felt she was receiving some healing as she has a problem with her ear
at the moment.
Liz asked for a tune to be played and then
I did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our closing down exercise...