We had the room setup as usual.
I did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned out the light and
put the music on.
We did the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise…
Liz started off on a steel wire suspension bridge but then drifted
off and came back with no more memories. She felt that things had been going on
but couldn’t remember them now…
I started off in a fish tank dancing and conducting along to
the music. I saw giant gold fish swimming around me not taking much notice. I
wondered why I was there and decided to get out so moved towards the edge of
the tank but as I did so the edge moved further away from me and no matter how
fast I went I couldn’t reach it. I looked up and saw the surface of the water
but again it remained out of my reach as I sped towards it and the same thing
happened when I headed for the bottom of the tank. I then got the idea I should
maybe do nothing, stop rushing around and just close my eyes and relax. I then
got the sensation I was slowly moving upwards and I could see it getting
lighter behind my closed eyes. When I opened them I was on the surface of the
water and the sky was dazzlingly bright. I looked around and saw people in
small boats drifting around. They were dressed in old fashioned clothes from
maybe the 1700s. I then realised I too was in a boat and I asked one of the
people close to me where I was and he said he didn’t know and all the other
people then came close and they didn’t know where they were either. They all
agreed that they thought they were probably dead but couldn’t understand what
they we supposed to do now. I suggested we should all use our minds to try and
move into the bright light above us so we did and as we did so two arms came
down from the sky and lifted us all up. Each person went their separate way and
I ended up in an empty waiting room. Nothing appeared to be happening and I saw
a list of names on the wall including mine and next to it read ‘Not ready to be
here yet’ and as I read that I found myself back in the fish tank again…
Liz had drifted off again so I put the music back on to
continue the session…
I was soon seeing a few bright blobs in front of me and felt
a pressure around my right ear.
I remained mostly awake but drifted off for short periods.
The music ended.
Liz then began to speak…
‘It’s started; Indra's
net hanging with cobwebs and glistening, thousands and thousands, hearts. It’s
a heart and it starts as the smallest speck then it’s a network of capillaries’
‘Heart felt… and I
have all these gardening gloves, hard up… It’s the human spirit lost in its
maze of cotton wool fibres, elaborate lies and misapprehensions. A human spirit
still nestled there like a bird, trapped, heartfelt, it’s the calling. Now I
see the gardening gloves, offer the work to liberate the human spirit, to
release the bird, the bird of paradise from its cocoon. Need to cut away the
long webs of delusion, of lies, of misapprehensions, trimming, teasing,
unravelling. It’s served its purpose, its purpose was to isolate, to contain,
containment vessel to slow down, to deliver. Why would you shield the human
spirit, entrap, because it’s allowed for a transformation, for a curing,
alchemic. In the crucible of the human heart, heartfelt, the cries, birth
pangs’
‘I have old Mrs
Monroe, she’s a wise lady, she’s seen the suffering, the children’s crying,
wipe away the tears. She says Christ came to show the path of forgiveness, the
path of deliverance, path of redemption and the path of the heart. I have heard
more cries, Marie Ann. There is no greater sacrifice that to give your life in
love for your fellow men, to love, to help, to ease the confusion, to wipe away
tears. It’s the way out of the snare’
‘Caroline, Violet…’
‘Tenebris, I’m talking
shadows, in the shadowland when we look down there’s another world. It’s the
shadowland but the time of light is coming, the cobwebs are clearing, it will
come. We say liberate the human spirit, release it from its entrapment, get rid
of the old schools, get rid of the institutions, deceit, open up the way for a
new learning, learning a new paradigm. Feed my lambs, not with lies but with
the heartfelt response to the cries’
‘Where are you going
world, you need to ask which way’
‘Now do you want to
ask?’
Me… ‘Yes I was
wondering would it be beneficial to this physical reality if the majority of
people understood the larger reality and understood where they were going to go
when they died and that physical reality was just a small part of the larger
reality where we are for this short time or would it be better if we are all
kept in the illusion that this is really all there is in life and just to make
the most of this life while here?’
‘The first… the first
obviously but also important to treasure this incubation period, the incubation
period for the soul. It’s a very special time and opportunity but it is best to
see it in its context because the human spirit, the soul, needs to be born
again, needs to immerge, not to entrap itself permanently. Of course it’s not
permanent because change will happen inevitably but to see the larger picture
is very important to bring an end to the suffering that has accompanied the
incubation period. Is that understood?’
Me… ‘If the majority
of people knew that they were going to move on from this physical world would
they still keep their focus in the physical world and use it as a school for
learning or would they be thinking more about what was to come?’
‘No, it’s possible to
do both, to realise the transitional nature of this period, this reality but
also recognise the importance of immersion in it without getting lost and
entrapped and forgetting the larger reality. It’s balance, it’s the answer to
the suffering, the suffering that’s caused by the ignorance of the true
situation, the delusion creates suffering’
Me… ‘Do we not learn
through suffering, is this not something we need to experience?’
‘Suffering is the
result of ignorance and delusion and the learning is to let go, is to
understand the source of the suffering and to liberate oneself, to immerge. It
can have a refining effect in so far as a scourer can polish a rough gem and so
the suffering experienced by the incorrect understandings and inappropriate
responses can act as a scourge and an urge to refine. So in a sense it’s a
learning devise and the end result is liberation of the human spirit. It’s like
a crucible of transformation but it’s the pathway that was a difficult pathway
to have been chosen, nothing is lost, all experience is valuable. We know how
the alchemist turned base metals into gold, so it is with the human spirit but
suffering is not the only pathway for some suffering can have a cleansing, a
purging, and out of the suffering a new perception can immerge of what is real
with the larger reality in which we all exist, the truth’
Me… ‘Do you think we
are moving towards a time when more people will understand the larger reality?’
‘Yes…’
Me… ‘Is it something
that is going to happen soon or is it many hundreds of years away?’
‘It could be sooner,
it could be later but the threshold is approaching. It can be delayed, there
are choices, there are situations but there’s help. We, the larger reality,
what you call the larger reality, is working to shift the threshold and bring
it closer so it could be sooner or later but that is the trajectory we foresee.
There are those in spirit who weep to see the human spirit so entrapped and
long for the liberation and pray and work with humanity to achieve this. There
are those in spirit who love humanity, who long to help our brothers and
sisters, our family, our friends, our self, we are all in it together. There
are many who have broken through the web of delusion but who still stand by to
help the brethren immerge, who wait for the rest to follow, do you see?’
Me… ‘Yes’
‘Because until we have
all hatched as a whole we can’t progress, the next step awaits but the whole
has to immerge because we are one another so those who have immersed are
longing for the day, the liberation of all souls and like the midwives we wait
for the delivery of our brothers and sisters and our great mother, she is
assisting. We are enfolded in a hierarchy of being in a never-ending ring of
love beyond the wildest imaginings. We are part of a community of beings and
being held in the embrace of ever larger realities, all one, all immerging, each
part dependent on the rest. You are not alone’
Me… ‘As I understand
it, myself, the individual on this physical world is just part of a larger self
and the larger self is beyond the physical world. Is that what you are, a
larger self beyond the physical world?’
‘Both, all of that is
true’
Me… ‘So do you have a
smaller part which is in this physical world?’
‘Yes, in Liz,
Elizabeth, in Nick, Nicholas, both of you, both of us, we are you, you are we.
We are more than you, you are more than you. The boundaries blur and you have
seen that the illusion of separate identity as you expand your vision, your
awareness, your perceptions, those boundaries and individual cognition melt
away. My thoughts are your thoughts, your thoughts are my thoughts and there
are thoughts that belong to all’
Me… ‘During this
evening’s session I drifted off slightly and I suddenly found myself in
conversation with somebody talking about the sitting that was happening, just a
brief moment. As soon as I realised I was there I suddenly came back here again
and lost the link. It was almost as if I’d drifted off into my larger self that
was communicating with Liz’s larger self perhaps?’
‘That’s how it works’
Me… ‘But as soon as I
realised that I came away and back to where I was’
‘We’re drifting in and
out’
Me… ‘I suppose with
practice we can get ourselves out of the physical world and join you while we
are still in the physical world’
‘Yes, and in this
situation, this sitting, that is facilitated because it’s a dedicated time
space in which you are allowing for that possibility. The mere fact of
permitting, allowing, honouring this opportunity helps the larger consciousness
to facilitate. If you were closed to it and so full of scepticism and doubt and
non-belief and resistance then the larger consciousness couldn’t do anything,
would find it very difficult to make itself known. Here we have resonances from
many communications with which we are connected in this context and I have
Fatima Medjugorje where the vail of disbelief has been lifted so the great love
has been able to shine through and the calling from your brothers and sisters
who’ve broken their shackles, who are waiting to help you all to transition, to
break free. We’re calling and calling and there have been certain contexts in
which we’ve been heard. You’ll notice that when we have surfaced, managed to
call loud enough to be heard this has often occurred within a context of a
religious framework which although sometimes a critical and a sceptical of miracles
has never the less supported and provided a framework within which we’ve been
able to manifest and usually through the young and innocent, the open and
unassuming. Religions aren’t all bad; they have a place to provide a context
but the fruit of the spirit as the true spiritual essence of religion will
verify the fruit of the spirit is love. If the message is love, to assist, to
help, to support, to evolve humanity then it will be known that it’s the larger
consciousness speaking and not the entrapped and warped human spirit. When the
message is hatred and destruction and division then this has nothing to do with
us but everything to do with the entrapped and suffering human spirit, the unliberated.
It is not the free speech of the higher consciousness but the limited distorted
ramblings of a partial and entrapped and deluded consciousness that has not
evolved sufficiently as yet and you see this at present in your world’
There was a pause…
‘The story of
Goldilocks and the three bears and if you remember Goldilocks came to the
cottage while the bears were out walking in the woods. She visited them in
their domain and found she could fit with the smallest very comfortably but
when the bears returned and they saw that Goldilocks had been tasting their
porridge, sitting in their chair, lying in their bed and found her there, their
response was a rather human response and they frightened her and chased her
away while she took fright but because they didn’t welcome her, they looked to
see how she’d broken some of their precious bits and pieces which is, if you
see Goldilocks in the place of spirit entering in the human domain and the
response of love it can meet resistance and that resistance can frighten spirit
away temporarily. In the story Goldilocks runs away terrified but the larger
consciousness of course isn’t terrified, doesn’t run away, it’s just shut out
temporarily but it will try again. So for humanity look for that unexpected
visitor and welcome that visitor even if it slightly disrupts the normal way of
life, disarranges the bed, breaks a bit of furniture and takes rather a lot of the
food. Be open to the possibility that that visitor brings a ray of sunshine.
That’s a symbol of the Goldilocks, the Goldilocks is like the sun, is like a
sunbeam entering into a dark cottage and we humans have been living like
animals in many ways. So the true human enters into the animal like humanoids’ sphere
and if it’s allowed can help to transform wild and inhuman beings into human
beings by love’
Me… ‘That’s very well
put’
‘So I think with that
we should close our session now’
Me… ‘Okay, you’ve done
very well’
‘Thank you, thank you
for listening again’
Me… ‘Very interesting,
I’ll look forward to writing it all up’
Liz was starting to come back…
‘I have Diana and
Diana was a Goldilocks, she broke a few chairs and upset a few bears…’
Once Liz felt fully back with it I did the healing exercise,
closing prayer and our closing down exercise…