We had the room setup as usual.
I did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, tuned out the light and
put the music on.
We began with the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise…
Lit started off on a large strand of sand watching the
silvery light on the sea, the sun was setting and she was aware there were
flamingos and gulls with red feet. Liz was calling out in her mind to be taken
to the other side over a rainbow bridge. Then suddenly she found herself
surrounded by flowers walking up a hillside looking down at the beach and sea.
As she went up she saw children playing and goats and loads of yellow flowers
and trees in blossom, a beautiful place. She looked up and above her at the top
was a figure in a robe with a beard and long red hair. Liz climbed up and asked
him what this place was, what was special about it and he said it is the place
for the feeding of the lambs and the lambs were the children and the food was
knowledge and wisdom. He took Liz to an enormous cavern and they went inside.
It was like a great temple inside and on the walls it was like films were
playing. He told Liz that these were the sum total of knowledge, all that is
known was here, you’re seeing it as a film but that was just a construct, a way
of understanding. He said the children are brought up here to be cleansed and
to be exposed to the seven winds. The teachings on Earth are corrupt and not
the full teachings. The truth is here for all to see and in order for the
children to have access to their heritage they are brought here during the
night. He said children gradually slip and become under the thumb of their
Earth teachings. They lose the ability to go inside themselves and find the
truth. He told Liz she could come here anytime but it was within her, it wasn’t
an external place…
I started off standing on a very dry clay surface watching
drips of water slowly falling from the sky, one at a time, forming a puddle in
front of me. I watched as the puddle got bigger and bigger and then it was as
if time was fast forwarded when I found myself looking out at a huge ocean. The
dripping had stopped and I watched the waves coming up towards me then
receding. One wave then came right up to me covering my feet and as it did so
my feet turned to water, then my legs and the rest of me turned to water and I disappeared
into the sea. I became one with the sea, I was the sea, I could sense waves
lapping up at shores all over the world, I sensed streams running down from the
hills and into me and sensed the water evaporating, forming clouds and raining
back down to Earth. I was all the water of the Earth and felt this powerful
feeling of unconditional love for all the creatures of the world as I wanted to
provide life for them. I felt that they too would eventually become one with
the sea…
I put the music back on and we continued our session.
I felt a pressure on my forehead and right ear.
I was seeing wavy light in the room and then bright blobs in
front of me.
Liz had a picture in her mind like ‘Dickson of Dock Green’
Just his face. She saw him smiling and giving a thumbs-up with a lantern next
to him.
She got the word travesty or transvestite.
I felt wide awake and was determined to stay awake this week
but after about ten minutes I lost consciousness. I remember waking up several
times for short periods but didn’t wake up fully till a few seconds before the
end of the last tune and from then onwards felt wide awake again.
About half way through the session Liz said…
‘Lions roaring… they’ve
got grey… The word aphrodisiac… stalemate, Tennessee linked to driving licence’
The music ended and I asked Liz if she had any more to say
and she continued…
‘I’ve just got
cufflinks… got a vision of hoops, golden hoops like a croquet ball being
knocked through them, something to do with Lewis Carroll… snow dragon… golden lilies’
‘I keep getting an
African face, an old man… a snake, a very vivid lime green snake skin pattern’
‘Gladiolus… Louisiana…’
‘Got the words
dereliction of duty’
During the opening prayer I had asked for some guidance from
the team for Liz’s mediumship development and she ended the session with these
words…
’I have the feeling
this wasn’t a very fruitful way of sitting, I feel I haven’t been sufficiently
attentive, I’ve been letting my mind wander. I have the feeling I should be
holding it in a still place like a mirror. It’s not a question of just drifting
and not doing anything, it’s a question of being attentive, paying attention.
It’s a subtle distinction between being in neutral and idling, being in neutral
but being attentive and focused. A longer period of preparation is good. It’s a
very rarefied opportunity, it’s not like going to the pub, you can daydream and
drift anywhere. Intention needs to be sharpened so my feeling is I’ve had a
wasted opportunity, I’m sorry. It’s not a failing, just need to be more
scientific, more focused intent, a subtle balance between open attentiveness
and wilfulness. Don’t want the wilfulness but openness with intent’
‘I think that quality
of a clear blue sky and your being in the sea is a good one to hold onto. So
preparation is trying to hold that state which is a form of meditation so you’re
not drifting off into dreams or trains of thought but maintaining this still
clear surface, unruffled surface, attentive, waiting, in neutral but ready to
respond, ready to receive. It’s like holding a space open, keeping it clear and
not allowing clutter’
‘I’m asking how do you
know what’s the clutter and what’s a genuine message, a genuine visitation? I
get silver, it’s a quality, it’s both clear and fleeting, I get an image of
Pegasus, a flying horse. I had ‘Grey’ and that was real, okay, thank you for
that’
‘I feel this is a
little bit of a teaching. I just get the feeling this is preparing me, it’s
like we’re bottles and we’re being cleaned out ready for stuff to be poured in,
there’s a bit of a wall there, they’re not ready to pour yet so I don’t think
there’s anything to be said, they’re all poised, it’s all there, not quite, bit
more cleaning up to do, bit more cleansing of the vessel but getting there. It’s
that feeling if the vessel isn’t clean the wine will turn into vinegar, I can
understand that, it’s not just a passing process it’s a bit of work to be done,
not to be disappointed, there are true words there, a lot of solid foundation. The
image of spring, lots of new growth, just laying the foundations’
‘Got an image like
getting out of an airplane with a parachute, it’s that sense that you have to
be ready to take a plunge as it were into the unknown, have the trust and the
confidence that you’re not going to crash land… having the courage’
I then did the healing exercise, closing prayer and our
closing down exercise…
Afterwards we talked about possible changes in the way we
sit for next week.