We had the room set-up as normal.
I did the opening prayer at 8.40pm and turned out the red
light.
We started with the Rainbow Bridge visualisation exercise.
‘Liz started off on a shore. It was beautiful hard sand with
rocks and pools and Liz didn’t want to leave but she knew that over to her left
was an industrial looking metal bridge with a rainbow arched over it. Liz felt
that was where she should be so went across a causeway to the bridge. As she
crossed the bridge she was met by loads of people walking the other way and a mixture of
old fashioned horses and carriages with modern cars and buses, all sorts of
traffic streaming towards her. It was like an information highway all streaming
in the direction Liz had come from. At the end of the bridge Liz was greeted by
two people in white. They said they were her guardians and they were taking her
to where she’d asked to go, to the hub, the nexus and the source of all this
information. They said in her dreams Liz had asked the questions… ‘who is
dreaming?’ and ‘who am I?’ and they were
going to take her there. Liz got into a kind of bubble car or space ship with
them which took off getting faster and faster until they reached a vortex of
energy like a crystal tower, or a crystal palace. They got out the bubble onto
a platform and the light was dazzling, even when looking through some dark
glasses they gave her. They asked Liz to listen and she heard a high pitched
penetrating note which seemed to be going through the whole universe and they
told her it was the sound of all information, the fundamental, pure note. It
was like a diamond stylus, absolute diamond hardness and crystalline. Liz felt
completely empty like she was transparent, they said this was the source of all
information through the universe, pure light, everything is in it but it’s
absolutely clear like diamond. It was beyond words. Liz wanted to stay there
but they told her this was just a taste and took her back in the bubble…
I started off walking through a forest. It seemed to be winter
time as the trees were bare and there were crunchy leaves on the ground. I was
also aware of deer running around and then a white deer stopped in front of me
so I climbed on and it took me out of the forest and onto green grass then down
to the edge of a large lake. There was an empty boat in the water so I climbed into that and with a push from
the nose of the deer the boat took me out onto the lake passing through
rainbows until I saw it was heading towards an island. I got out onto the
island which was more like a dessert island with sand and palm trees. The
people there looked like Australian Aborigines and seemed to recognise me
saying ‘welcome back’ I told them I didn’t think I had been there before but
they assured me I had and went on to explain that although I believe I’m just
having a physical life I am actually operating in other realities at the same
time but only aware of the physical reality at the moment. As I learn, grow and
develop spiritually I will begin to recognise this place a bit more. My
attention was then drawn to something in the middle of the island. It appeared
to me like a pole with various coloured balls on threads spinning round giving
off a bright light. I asked what it was and they told me that I can’t really
perceive it as it really is and will put whatever image from my own experience
on it until I reach a point in my growth where I can perceive it truly but they
did tell me that it was something very important to me. I then returned in the
boat following a push from the Aborigines…
Afterwards Liz and I discussed the possibility that we had
both been shown the same thing but just perceived it in our own way.
I then put the music back on and we continued the sitting.
It was now looking light and misty in the room to me.
I felt a popping, pressure sensation in my right ear.
Then I saw bright blobs coming and going in front of me.
I felt tickles on my face.
Liz had the sensation of something rushing past her left to
right at chin level.
My knees went very cold.
Liz wanted the say ‘geh,
geh, geh…’ as in the pronunciation of the letter G.
She then got an image of someone looking through prison
bars.
Liz had the feeling she was being swept to one side.
I encouraged her to go with that feeling as long as it feels
comfortable.
We were both drifting in and out of it for a while.
Liz started to speak softly and I turned down the music…
‘Sheila, Sheila…
Ssssss… Silver, Silver… Silver sent Sheila…’
Me… ‘Does Sheila have
a message at all?’
‘She’s crossing the
bridges… sending her love… safe, safe now… it is like balloons, a birthday,
joyful… say goodbye, it’s not for ever, short time, good… send off, bye bye…
was terrified at first… and she says Heather will come through’
Me… ‘Who will?’
‘Heather will come
through’
Me… ‘She’s doing very
well’
‘There's seven bridges to cross… turning the tables… I feel they’re stabilizing… very… yellow, I got
yellow, yippy… Can I hear some music, music on the tape?’
Me… ‘Yes I’ve just
turned it down slightly’
‘It’s the pan pipes…
waltzing… have the didgeridoo… it’s the breath of the Earth, they got the
resonate harmonic of the Earth, they’re talking about it and tuning, synergy…
that’s why if you stand bare foot you sense tuning, terrified, there’s a sound,
sound, she was terrified, it’s all right now, yeh, how long… not long… you can
turn the music up, take it away’
It sounded like Liz had been controlled at times. Some words
are soft and unclear on the recording…
After about ten minutes Liz began speaking again…
‘I’ve got a sense that
someone would like to take a picture with a camera, it’s like a great assembly
of people… It’s like there’s such a lot of people, I just get this image’
Me… ‘What are the
people doing?’
‘They’re just
rejoicing, they’re just happy, like a large gathering, family, happy feeling,
just share kindness, joyous, grateful… It’s so good to be here… They’re very
still as if they’re focused, almost like a prayer gathering…’
‘It’s the joy of the
gathering, the confluence of many rivers coming together that’s the joy of the
gathering. It’s like the many rivers coming together, all the strands, so many
people in life we meet sometimes just momentarily, passing by contact and that
contact is established. It’s a network and the presence remains and that
connected network is established and at some point all those trickles, strands
come together and shine, form a great confluence, they come together in
awareness, it’s like the many arteries and blood vessels and fibres that make
up the eye all coming together to create vision, a great mess but the end
result is seeing. We see through the eyes of many, through the eyes of others,
all eyes become the one great seeing, individual eyes become the sight, the
seeing of the see. A great consciousness of being shared, shared feeling, the
one, made of many and the many are one, always the one, the eye and the I, the
I am’
The music ended.
I asked Liz if she had anymore words, she said…
‘Terrified dreams,
terrified projections and they turn and they all come home to me, I am the
source, I am the whole, I am the son’
Liz then did our healing exercise, closing prayer and our
closing down exercise…
Liz had drifted off at times during the session and came
back feeling very present. At times she was catatonic and felt tingling
vibrations going through her.
Her stomach was churning throughout the session. She got
very hot and felt she had been partially taken over.
While talking about the session afterwards Liz told me she
knew a Sheila and wondered if the communication had been from her. She hadn’t
seen her for some time and wasn’t sure if she had passed or not.
Liz phoned someone who knew Sheila the following evening who
told her that Sheila had recently passed. Liz gave her my details and below is
an email I received after the phone call.
You don’t know me, but
I spoke to Liz earlier this evening and she
mentioned you and
suggested that I look up ‘Mercury Circle’. Liz introduced
herself and told me
that she had got my telephone number from Inga.
Strangely, although I
had telephoned Inga, on numerous occasions during the
past few days, there
had been no reply, so I had not yet told her that
Sheila had passed.
Liz said that she knew
Sheila and asked how she was. I told her that Sheila
had passed last
Wednesday morning. Liz told me that Sheila had come
through, during a circle,
yesterday evening, but at that time, she had not
known that she had
died.
Liz said that you
would probably be posting a transcript of the session in
due course. She told
me a little of what was said, which I find totally
amazing because,
before she died, Sheila had episodes of being terrified
and saying ‘I am
terrified’ but she didn’t know why and didn’t think that
she had anything to be
terrified of, or about. About two weeks before she
died, she said that
she was not terrified anymore and everything was
wonderful. She was
hardly present after that.
Obviously, that she
was experiencing terror, was very troubling for those
that knew and loved
her. It is such a relief to know that it was just a
phase that she passed
through and is now at peace, and by the sound of it
has already started
working from the other side.